Before you wake up, love well

Without any stay, it was like seeing nothing, turning around and leaving.When I got home, I called Yan Fei: "Where are you now? Are you still eating? I miss you."

"Oh, it's still in the hotel. It just ended, and I'll be back soon."

I hung up the phone, wanting to cry, still lying to me by this time.I just remembered that Chunyuan's wallet and mobile phone are still with me when she was playing disco.I was too hasty when I left just now and forgot to say hello.But at this time, he simply ignored everything.I turned off her and my mobile phone and threw them on the coffee table. I don't want to be disturbed by anything.

Turning on the TV, I want to have a sound around me at this moment, I can't bear the silence of being alone, sitting on the bed with a big plush bear in my arms, looking at the pale ceiling by the moonlight outside the window.That stuffed bear was given to me by Yan Fei.At that time he said that when he is not around, when I miss him, I hold it.Yes, I can only hold the teddy bear he gave me now, but he is already in someone else's arms.

Now that things have come to this, it's time for me to leave, even if I can still be by your side, what's the point?Since the heart has left, I simply return the body to you.If what you want is happiness, I will give it; if what you want is freedom, I will give it; if what you want is fulfillment, I will still give it!

Loving someone will make yourself very cheap, and you will still keep a smile on your beloved when you cry in your heart.

When I saw him, I knew that I was not good enough for him. Being able to be with him for the past few years should be regarded as the happiness I picked up. Having so many happiness that should not belong to me is already earned.Now that people want to get back what belongs to him, how can they continue to hold on to it.

I want to relax and open up a little bit.But I still burst into tears.I had no choice but to hug the plush bear in my arms tightly.Nothing is yours, not even this stuffed bear.

I knew when Yan Fei came back.I was afraid that he would see my crying eyes like peaches, so I lay on my side on the bed and pretended to be asleep.I am a person who can hold things in my heart, but it is an involuntary pain for me to wake up and face Yan Fei at this time.

I felt Yan Fei take off his clothes and go to bed, I felt the hickey marks he left on the back of my neck, I felt his hot body temperature.He must have been lying on his side because he put his arms around my body.I once said that one party must hold the other party when sleeping.But now, why did you forget the other vows that you said to each other at the beginning.I can still feel my tears, but they can only fall silently.

The next morning my phone rang, waking me up.I actually fell asleep last night too.It was that girl Chunyuan's phone that rang.Both Yan Fei and I have indeterminate alarms on our phones, and there are a lot of things to do today.I'm in the city with less than 48 hours left.

When I got up, Yan Fei smiled and said to me, "What happened to you last night, you were sleeping with Xiaoben, and your eyes were swollen, did you think about me so much that you cried last night?"

"It's okay. Maybe it's because I spent too long on the Internet and didn't have a good rest. I'll be fine if I don't surf the Internet tonight. I really miss you. I'm cooking tonight. I remember to come back to eat. It's been a long time since we have dinner together."

"Well, okay, I will definitely come back to have dinner with you tonight."

Both of us are very delicate people, but sometimes we are both terribly careless.It may be that they have lived together for too long, and they no longer care and care about each other's emotional changes as much as before.

When I arrived at the club, I downloaded and printed a resignation letter on my computer.Started packing up what I was going to take away.As soon as Chunyuan entered the office, she rushed towards me angrily.Before I could wait for her to speak, I said, "Here are your wallet and mobile phone. I will treat you to lunch. If you want to hear an explanation, I will explain it to you at noon. Now I don't want to say anything."