Before you wake up, love well

After hearing what we said about his illness, Yan Fei was very calm, as if it had nothing to do with him.In the end, my uncle said, "Your mother and I decided that we want you to undergo this operation. Although it is risky, it is not life-threatening. It is much better than if you do not have the operation now, it will be like planting a time bomb."

Feifei turned her eyes to me and asked, "What do you think? Do you think the same as them?"

I was suddenly moved, and at this moment he actually asked for my opinion.But I don't know how to answer this question.Because it's really a difficult decision.But I only had one idea of ​​"together" in my heart, so I said: "Feifei, you are older than me, and you have more life experience than me. You may see problems from a more comprehensive and accurate perspective. You are more aware of what you want. What. We can only give you advice, and the final decision is still yours. But no matter what your decision is, I will support you and will always be with you."

"Mom and Dad, it's not that I don't respect your decision, but this time my son just wants to decide his own destiny. It doesn't matter if my life is one day or one year, and it doesn't matter how successful the operation is. I decided not to do it This operation, I don't want to need two elders to take care of my life at this age. I can't bear to have a hole in my body and watch the excrement flow into the medical plastic bag on my body. If so, I would rather I will die in the next moment. I have thought for a long time that maybe death is my greatest relief. But at that time, I wanted to serve your old age, so I put it off. If there are more physical problems, I will not live The meaning of going down. The path chosen by your son has already made you ashamed. Just treat your son as unfilial, and I’m sorry for you.”

"Son, go for surgery. Although mom doesn't understand the path you chose, mom never thinks you are a burden. Your dad and I can't bear the thought that you left earlier than us. How can we live if you die? .”

"Yes, Feifei, even if there is a risk, I will stay by your side for the rest of my life. Besides, it is only a risk, not necessarily a problem. If the operation is successful, won't everyone be happy?"

"Chengcheng, the luckiest thing in my life is to meet someone who loves me so much like you. Unfortunately, I still have to let you down. I am already like this now, and I can't let you accompany me to walk the rest of the way. You are still young, and you are such a good person. You can find another U-bear who treats you better than me, and then live happily in the future. Remember to find a good one, and you can live a good life with you of."

"Feifei, don't say that, do you think I will leave you at this time? You do this because you feel that you have no burden, and you don't owe me anything, but have you ever thought about my feelings? You put It is also a selfish expression to push the burden on me. Anyway, this time I will not let go easily. I used to stalk you when I was chasing you, and finally got it. It is absolutely impossible for you to let me let go now. "

"I was really touched once, but you once chose to let go, and I just told you to break up with you not long ago, and now I have let go of both hands, and we will go our separate ways in the future. This will not let them Difficult. I promised."

"Last time I chose to let go, you traveled to three cities and finally found me, so that we can get back together; this time you said we broke up, but God arranged such an episode again. What does this mean? It means that God doesn't want us to separate .God is creating opportunities for us to be together. Look, platinum ring," I took out the ring I bought when I first arrived in Nanjing from my pocket, "26#, your size. It's not a diamond ring, it's not that I'm not sincere enough to you, Rather, I think it is the most suitable for you. Yan Fei, marry me, and I will give you happiness, no matter how long or one year is left, I will make you happy in this life."

The aunt was crying, but the uncle coughed a few words, shook his head and left.

"Dabao, I am really touched. If I am not sick, I will wear this ring happily and be your other half. But now I can't give you the future. If so, I would rather give you nothing .Take it back, and give it to the person arranged by heaven. I used to think I was, but now I firmly tell myself——I am not!"

I spread out the palm of my left hand and showed it to him, "Look at my palm, the slope of the wisdom line exceeds 45 degrees, which means that he is an overly idealistic person; look at the emotional line, it is straight without bifurcation, which means that the emotion is specific, I will be trapped in a relationship and cannot get out. If you don’t accept it, don’t want this ring, I will also live in pain in the memory of the relationship. I can only continue to exile and self-torture. And if you accept it, even if you Gone from me someday, I'll have fond memories with me for the rest of my life." I took the ring out of the box, placed it in his palm, and continued, " Now the choice is yours, if you choose to make me happy, you put the ring on your ring finger, if you want us to live in pain for the rest of the time, you throw the ring out the window."

Yan Fei stared at me blankly and didn't move for a long time.Finally, he said to his aunt, "Mom. I promised you and Dad, but it seems that I will go back on it again. This platinum ring is quite expensive, and it would be a pity to throw it away."

"Oh, you child, my mother is old and can't take care of your affairs anymore. If you don't want to, just keep it."

When I was young, the fortune teller said: There have been many twists and turns in my life, but there will be turning points every time.It turns out that happiness is just around the corner.