Before you wake up, love well

"The topic is far away. Just now when I had a chat with him, he said this. If you want a grandson, then he will marry and have one, and he will pay off what he owes you. You will raise him, and then he will choose suicide.

"Even if you can look at him, even if it's his temporary anger, but if a person's life is not going well, especially when he's in a bad mood, various diseases will attack, and people who die in depression This era is not rare, now that we are separated, I also hope that you can think about it carefully, if you let him live alone, maybe it will be better than starting a family.

"He loves you more than himself. As long as it makes you happy, he can let go of everything. This time, when he heard that your uncle was sick, he rushed back overnight without caring about anything; this time you asked him to marry, he Break up with me right away. You also know that his intention is not like this. In his heart, you will always occupy the first place, and he will always be second. You also know that he is filial, but you don’t like to force him to do it this way. Things will hurt him instead.

"He is so old, doesn't he know what to do and what not to do, so he still needs you to teach him?"

"He is older than me and has experienced more things than me, but most of the time he is a child. As you all know, although he is decisive, he still likes others to help him design everything. This time It was the only time he made a decision for himself, but it was a decision that went against his original intention. If you didn't force him to do this, wouldn't he really be willing to give up his relationship with me and marry someone who has no relationship at all? woman?"

"This is your relationship? It's a bad relationship! Do you know how much this will hurt him?"

"We are also feelings, but they are not recognized by the world. We just hope to find someone we like to live with. Five years, it is not a long time, but it is not a short time. Although we also quarrel, but compared to the opposite sex Our relationship is really strong. We have just experienced an accident, and this accident has made our relationship more stable, but now we have to separate due to external factors. We are not recognized by others. We admit it, but we hope that our relatives around us can stand by our side. In the city we are familiar with, many people around us know about us, but no one thinks there is any problem. We know that the biggest resistance has always been At home. I told Feifei at the time that we would talk to you after living together for more than ten years, and there should be no objection by then. But I didn’t expect Feifei to tell her sister so soon. He He could have said nothing, but he hoped to get the understanding of his family. But he lost, and I lost, but do you think you have won now? We are all losers, there are no winners.

"What we lost was concept, but what you lost was face. Since we all lost, I just hope you don't force him this time. I love him, love him very much. I am not used to life without him. , but if you feel that it is really inappropriate for us to be together, if I go to solve this problem, I promise you that I will never see Feifei again. In this way, no one of you will gossip, and a man living alone will be better than a man Let's live together a little easier."

When I said this, my voice was choked up and tears were streaming down my face.