Before you wake up, love well

He took my hand and said, "Sit down first, don't be impulsive, let's think about it, is there a better way."

"Think, what else are you thinking about? Haven't you already made your decision to get married? Your decision has been made, now it's my decision."

I know I speak loudly, and I see unkind looks from some people.The first time I didn't let go of Yan Fei's hand, I held his hand in mine. At this moment, the low-key I kept before was overwhelmed by emotion.

Yan Fei didn't take his hand away from mine, but lowered his head and asked me, "Have you ever loved me?"

I looked up, stunned, he asked me such a question at this time.

I said, "What did you say?! I didn't catch you?! Say it again?!"

"Have you ever loved me?"

"You know, it hurts me to hear you ask that! I thought it wouldn't come out of your mouth at all, but..."

"I know you loved me before, and you love me now, and you love me very much. I also loved you once, and I love you now, and I love you very much. But from the next moment, I will no longer love you, There is no relationship between me and you."

"The humor is not cold enough, and the dark jokes are not funny. Don't tease me. I will tell them. I have studied educational psychology and I know how to convince them. You believe me, I can, if not , let's think about it, is there any other way?"

"I really don't want you to provoke them anymore. They are not your students, and you can't convince them the same way you educated students."

"How do you know it's okay if you don't let me try it? If I haven't tried it, I will never be reconciled to it. Just let me try it, okay? I promise I won't lose control of my emotions, I promise I won't make the elderly sick, I promise to say it well, without sarcasm."

"I know you can do what you promised me, but do you remember? You once promised me that when someone is tired, they will stop and take a rest. I can't walk now, and you still have a great future , you go alone first, after I rest, I'll see if I can catch up with you."

I smile wryly. "Hehe, us? Is it still possible? Even if we meet again, we are no longer the current us. Don't you really want the happiness that belongs to us? I'll ask you one last time. You should think about it carefully before answering." I."

He looked up at me, "Chengcheng, I thought clearly on the way here, this is my final decision, respect my decision, okay?"

"I have been accommodating you all the time before, and gradually I got used to it. I have never violated your will, but this time, can I say no?"

"No."

I put my hands on the table, my head on my arms, and I really wanted to cry.I used to never say no, but now I find that I no longer have the ability to say no.I really want to fight for it, but how insignificant a person's power is sometimes!One person's shoulders really can't support the world of two people.

Yan Fei didn't speak anymore.

I buried my head in my arms as much as possible, like a mouse afraid of light.I don't even know what I'm thinking.The heart suddenly becomes empty.

A table of lovers far away from us was talking.I didn't hear anything else, I only heard what the man said: two silly homosexuals were arguing.