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We hugged each other tightly without saying anything, and we could hear each other's breathing and heartbeat, and the faint scent on his body didn't turn into a sour smell because he didn't take a shower for a few days.

"Miao...can I kiss you?" Liu Guodong asked softly.

Really, I never thought that someone would ask me such a question. Before the divorce, I was very resistant to kissing when I made out with Xianshu, and the kiss with Tang Zhicheng when I was drunk was also in an unconscious state. I hesitated and began to doubt I don't know how to answer him whether I am ready to start with Liu Guodong.

After a while, "It's fine if you want to..." He saw that I didn't move at all, "Okay, I'll take a shower first, it will stink if I haven't washed for a few days."

Fatty Liu let go, went to the room to find clothes, and then went into the bathroom. I stood outside the door and listened to the sound of splashing water.

I lit a cigarette and sat down. I obviously longed for Fatty Liu to come back, but now that he is back, why am I a little scared to start with him?A kiss should be normal for a couple, why would I hesitate?

"Well... Miao... Cook me a bowl of noodles, I'm starving to death..."

"Oh..." I squeezed my cigarette.

"I want to add double eggs..."

"Come on..."

When I came to the kitchen, I realized that I had never cooked noodles.But you should put the noodles and water in the pot and boil it, it’s almost the same!Cooking reminds me of the soup I made during the two days when Xianshu and Yan Jiasheng were hospitalized. It was obviously not good, but Xianshu said it was very sweet.He came out of the shower, I stared at the pot in a daze, he walked behind me and suddenly hugged me, "Why are you so absorbed in your thoughts?"

I was a little scared, "No..."

"Do you like me?" he asked suddenly.

I thought about it, "I like it! If I don't like it, why am I waiting here for you to come back..."

"Have you ever thought about what if I really go to jail?"

I smiled, pretending not to care, and said: "Think about it! If you go to jail, I will sell this house, and then go to another place to start a new life."

"Hey... you are too impersonal! How can you coax me to say that you will wait for me? Really..."

I turned around and he turned his face away and pretended to be angry, "Okay... I'm kidding you!"

"It's almost..."

As for the boiled food, I admit that I have no share. The noodles were cooked to pieces. Liu Guodong was shocked when he saw it, but he ate all of it.

At night we went back to our respective rooms. He didn't ask me anything, and I didn't think too much about it. I wondered if I wouldn't fall in love. We've already tacitly agreed to a relationship. Should I take the initiative?Because today when Liu Guodong asked if he could kiss me, I didn't respond. Is it because he feels that I don't like him?I lay on the bed and tossed and turned, did I not let go of Yan Jiasheng?

The phone rang suddenly, it was very late, who could it be?I can't read the number without my glasses, so I just answer "Hi..."

"are you asleep?"

It turned out to be Fatty Liu, I was speechless, so if I had anything to say in the next room, I would talk face to face or make a phone call.

I said helplessly, "Do you believe I fell asleep? What's the matter?"

"Sorry, I made you fall asleep..."

"Come on! Seeing that you are serious, you can't tell the difference between joking and joking. What's the matter? Do you want me to come over and talk to you?"

"Haha...no need, what..."

"What?"

"thank you"

"Why say thank you for no reason?"

"Thank you anyway"

"Stupid?"

"Ha... good night honey"

"OK, good night!"

I hung up his inexplicable call, and I was not used to his dear, not because of any reason, in fact, I had imagined millions of times that it was Yan Jiasheng who said this to me one day, and now it was Liu Guodong, although Liu Guodong is better than Yan Jiasheng in every aspect, but I don't know why I can't find the feeling I want.Maybe it’s because I’ve always wanted a man to love me but I’ve never gotten one. It’s only because I have it for a while that I’m so uncomfortable. Forget it, it’s useless to think too much, sleep!

I had no dreams all night. When I woke up in the morning, Liu Guodong was no longer at home. The toothbrush and toothpaste were still packed and towels were placed in the bathroom, and breakfast was still on the dining table. With so many things happening in the past few days, his company must be in a mess. Don't think too much, I can't help him with his company, so I decided to help him take care of his house.

After breakfast, I cleaned the kitchen and mopped the floor. I was busy for a long time. After tidying up his room, I realized that the clothes hadn’t been washed. Except for his suit, which needed dry cleaning, I threw everything into the washing machine. I suddenly realized that I was a bit like a housewife. , couldn't help but smirked.Then I went downstairs to buy vegetables for cooking and dry-cleaned clothes. I don’t know how to cook and buy vegetables. I’m fine. In fact, I really wanted to call Fatty Liu to ask if he would come back for lunch. I thought he was busy so I didn’t call.

When I came out of the vegetable market, I met someone, a person whom I owed all my life——Chen Xianshu.

We were all stunned, she lost weight, very thin, I couldn't help feeling sore in my heart, I really harmed her for a lifetime, and now I leave all the children to her alone, I really want to ask her about her recent past How are you doing, how is your son?Did Min Xing go to kindergarten, but I didn't know how to speak up, and I didn't have the courage.

"How are you?" Xian Shu greeted me first, I didn't expect her to greet me, so I said unnaturally, "It's okay, how about you?"

"fine…"

"The children are fine too, don't worry!"

"It must be good for them to take care of you... Remember to call me if you need anything!"

Xianshu thought for a while, "Actually, I am adapting to the life of a person with a child. I found that I can do it. I found that sleeping in the same bed with a child is so practical. I also found that divorce is not as bad as others said. In my life, I don’t think I’m interested in waiting for someone to go home every night like before. It’s very easy, really, and you can come back to visit the child at any time when everyone has no love or hate. In fact, apart from having a child together, we Do you have any others?"

"Xianshu..."

She stopped me from talking straight "I have to go, buy groceries and go home and cook!"

Looking at Xianshu's back, I almost couldn't cry, is she really so strong?