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After getting in the car, we were soaked and we each took out tissues to wipe the water off our faces. He suddenly stopped and looked at me, which made me feel a little embarrassed, so I said casually, "I didn't expect you to remember when I was young."

"I'm not the only one who remembers that!" He was right, and I haven't forgotten it in 20 years.

I took out the cigarette from my pocket, but it was already soaked, he glanced at the cigarette in my hand, "Don't smoke it if it's wet!"

"When I'm unhappy, I really want to take a breath of cigarettes." I crumpled the pack of cigarettes and squeezed them in the palm of my hand.

"I have it." After Yan Jiasheng said, he bent over and passed through the middle of the car seat, and opened the box next to the gear in the front seat.

"Hey... Miao, help me! It's caught!" He suddenly called out.

"What's wrong?" I saw him swing my butt left and right a few times.

"Give me a hand!"

I hugged his ass and pulled it back, the person pulled it over, but my thigh was pressed by him, it hurts!Let me say "wow".

"What's wrong?"

"I was crushed by you! It hurts!"

He immediately sat aside "It makes you so fat! Ha..."

I almost didn't vomit blood. If he was fatter than me, this guy would not know how to blush, and his stomach was no different from that of a five-month pregnant woman, but his laughter was really nice.

He took out a cigarette and handed it to me, and lit it for me. He didn't smoke himself, so he also handed me the cigarette case.

"You don't want one?" I opened the car window

"I promised my son that I would like cigarettes." He took off his glasses and wiped the lenses with a paper towel

"Oh…"

He touched Jiezi on the ring finger of his left hand, and my heart skipped a beat. The Jiezi reminded me that Yan Jiasheng is living a happy life now, and if I continue to be willful, I will only make each other suffer.

"Are you really planning to leave me?" He asked this question and I really didn't know how to answer it, because I really said that I would hand in a resignation letter when I returned to the company tomorrow, but in fact it is extremely difficult to let myself leave thing.

"I..." I can't say it, I really want to tell him that I don't want to leave him, I love him more than myself, more than anyone else, including my wife and children, but I can't say it.

"To be honest, I don't want you to leave me. I was angry and beat you at the company just now and I blamed myself. I have always regarded you as my own brother. I didn't expect you to..." Yan Jiasheng didn't continue.

"I'm sorry...I...I...can't help myself..." I blew out the window.

"Does it still hurt?" he asked suddenly.

I touched the face he had shaved, the pain was still there, but I didn’t say anything, I threw away the cigarette butt, raised my hand to check the time, I couldn’t see clearly without glasses, even though the watch was next to my eyes, my eyelids were wrinkled There was only one slit and I couldn't see clearly, Yan Jiasheng handed me the glasses in his hand after seeing it.

"Use it first, I bought you a pair tomorrow"

I didn't answer it, he put the glasses in his hand directly on me, this feeling is so happy, it made me think it was worth it to be hit by him just now, if he helped me put on my glasses every day, it would be fine if he slapped me every day What?I'm sick enough to think that.

After putting his glasses on for me, I could barely see the time. It was already a few minutes past ten. At this time, I suddenly wanted to hug this fat man, but I didn't dare to touch him, and kept a little distance from him.

"We're all adults with families of our own, and we have to be responsible to our families because we're men!" he said out of the blue, obviously reminding me.

Yes, we are all men, especially we are all married men, so we have to carry the burden of the family "I should go back!" After saying that, I picked up the briefcase, opened the door and got out of the car, the rain had stopped Next, he sat in the car and didn't get off.

"Miao! I'm sorry..." He suddenly poked his head out and shouted at me

I didn't look back, and kept walking towards home. As for whether he watched me go or not, I didn't know when he left.

Opening the door and entering the room, my wife stared wide-eyed when she saw me wet, "Why are you soaked?"

"It rained on the way..."

"You walked back?"

"Didn't catch the car, so..." I started to make excuses for myself, and it turned out that lying is not easy.

"Go take a bath first! It's not good to catch a cold! I'll heat up the food for you." The wife entered the kitchen.

My wife, Chen Xianshu, is as gracious and virtuous as her name, and she manages the family well. I never ask about the broken locks at home, and she takes care of them all. She takes care of my two sons and me for nothing. Fat, she is indeed a competent and good wife, I think so.

"My son is asleep?" I took a change of clothes and stood at the door of the kitchen.

"I just fell asleep, my brothers quarreled with me all night and forced me to call you to come back and eat mooncakes with them. These two naughty ghosts sometimes really cause headaches." His wife Xianshu looked at the dishes in the pot with a smile.

I went into the bathroom, turned on the water heater, and the water poured down from the top of my head. Yan Jiasheng's shadow was all over my mind, especially the clearest picture of him playing with the meson on his left ring finger just now.

what does that mean?Remind me he's married?Or am I too caring?No matter what, he is living happily now and I shouldn't destroy it, even if I want to destroy it, I'm afraid I don't have the ability!I laughed at my own arrogance, how should I continue to face him tomorrow?I kept scratching my head, trying to wash away all the troubles.

After coming out of the shower, Xianshu has already put the food on the table, what's the point of having such a beautiful wife at home?

The next day, I got up to wash up and eat breakfast as usual. Xianshu also helped me tidy up my collar and then sent me out. Looking back on the past last night, I was out of control and fell asleep very late, feeling a little drowsy.

Wearing Yan Jiasheng's pair of glasses, when I returned to the company, my colleagues and Yan Jiasheng hadn't returned yet. I checked the time and it was only 07:30, which was still early. I turned on the computer and typed a resignation letter for myself.

After thinking about it all night, I still have to leave him. Doesn't loving someone just make him happy?Now that he is living such a happy life, if I do too many unnecessary things, it will only destroy his happiness, so I have to leave. I am really afraid, and I can't let myself do anything out of control.

As time went by, colleagues at work had arrived one after another. Tang Zhicheng was the last one to show up without exception. The strange thing was that he was lying in front of my desk just after swiping his card, and he saw the resignation letter that was left on the screen Then, he returned to his place without speaking. This strange behavior puzzled me.

I stared at the door all morning, Yan Jiasheng did not return to the company, probably because what happened last night made him a little hard to accept, I spent the whole morning typing a farewell letter to Yan Jiasheng, and archived this letter for all my time 20 years of emotional letter is already off work time.

For lunch, this guy Tang Zhicheng bumped into something and forced me to eat at KFC. To be honest, I don’t like the deep-fried food. Last night's meal cost this kid a lot, and I don't want to let him spend any more. It's strange that he is taciturn today, not telling those cold jokes that left me speechless, and drinking Coke all the time.

"What's the wind blowing today, we don't even fart a cowhide king?" I teased him.

"Nothing?"

"From your tone of voice, I knew something must be wrong! Tell me about it! See if I can help you out."

He put down the Coke in his hand, "I like someone!"

"Hmm... that's a good thing! The girl in the company?" I curiously watched his mouth to see whose name he would spit out.

"It's from the company, but he (she) doesn't like me." Tang Zhicheng looked depressed.

"Happiness is achieved by oneself. Some people will miss it forever once they miss it. Cherish the people in front of me." Although it is unnatural to say it from my mouth, I am very touched. I have never confessed to it at the beginning and now there is no turning back. , I can only love Yan Jiasheng behind my back like this for the rest of my life, so I want to encourage Tang Zhicheng.

Tang Zhicheng still had a deep expression on his face, "What if I confess to him (her), but my friends can't do it?"

"It's normal to be friends if you can't be a lover! There is no such heartless person in the world!" I gnawed on the hamburger.

Tang Zhicheng was stunned for a moment, and suddenly "If you were you, would you still be friends with me?"

I was so frightened by these words that I choked, and immediately took a sip of Coke, "How can you use me as a comparison? How can I answer you as a man!"

"Answer me! Brother Min..." His whiny voice made my hair pipes stand on end.

"If I... according to me... it's okay if I can't be a lover or a friend! You should tell me which girl you like?"

"Great! In fact, you are the one I like..." He looked at me after he finished speaking excitedly, and my smile froze for a moment. This is the joke that fate played with me...