[guard]

Things in the world are often not as we think, the plan will never keep up with the changes, and God will not be happy.When I came to the hospital in a hurry and opened the door without knocking, Chen Xinhua glared at me. I didn't care about him too much, and my eyes fell on Yan Jiasheng who was on the bed.His open eyes were empty and lifeless. After glancing at me, he continued to stare at the ceiling feebly. He was very weak.But I couldn't help watching him cry, thank goodness he woke up, finally!But that weak appearance still makes me so sad.

"Brother Sheng, you finally woke up!" Throwing the briefcase in my hand on the ground, I lay down beside his bed. I really wanted to throw myself into his arms, but I couldn't, it would hurt him, so I could only lie on my stomach. Beside him, just looking at him like this.

He didn't react too much. The strange look in his eyes made me flustered. He didn't seem to hear me, but I didn't mind. What he needs most in this situation is rest, not to mention that he is still wearing an oxygen mask. It is also inconvenient to talk.He closed his eyes, probably too tired!I didn't speak any more, just looked at him quietly, and after a while, I wiped away my tears and stood up, only to realize that I had forgotten that there was still Chen in the room.I looked back at him, and before I could speak, he turned his head towards the door, and he motioned for me to go out and talk

We came to the corridor, I don't know if it's autumn or the hospital is particularly chilling, I feel a burst of coolness.He and I were the only ones in this long corridor. I took out a cigarette out of habit, handed him one, and lit it myself. He looked at the night sky in the distance, "Oh..." He sighed a long time.

"I know you don't want me to get close to Yan Jiasheng, and you don't want to see me appear in front of you, but I can't avoid it. You have no right to stop me from loving him!" In other words, I would definitely not be able to say this in front of Chen Xinhua, and then I took a deep breath of cigarettes.

"Min Miao, I don't sigh because of what you said. Why am I not the same as you in my eyes? We are all selfish, but I sigh because of him..." Chen Xinhua's words stuck in his throat, his The expression told me that although Yan Jiasheng was awake, he was in an unacceptable situation. During this period of time, his heart that had been suspended in mid-air and just let go was hung up again. That feeling... life is worse than death.Why does fate love to make fun of the few of us?

"Isn't it enough for him to wake up and recuperate?" I dare not think of the worst, I'm afraid, I'm afraid that there will be another situation that I can't accept.Chen: "He has lost his memory now, because the brain was severely concussed when the accident happened, and the blood was too close to the main brain to be surgically removed, which pressed the aortic nervous system, and the spinal nerves were out of control..."

"Wait..." I couldn't help but interrupt him, because the only thing I understood after he said so much was that Yan lost his memory due to a concussion, no wonder he looked at me so strangely, as for the other things Chen said There are a lot of things that I don’t understand at all: “Amnesia is only temporary! It’s normal to have a head injury, and he will definitely recover.” I don’t know if I’m too optimistic, or I don’t want to think about the bad.

"What I want to say is not only about his amnesia, he may have to lie in bed for the rest of his life!" Chen shook his head helplessly after saying this.This news hit me more than him being in a coma all this time. What kind of torture would it be for him to lie in a hospital bed for the rest of his life with Yan's character?

"He will be fine, he will be fine..." I read these words out of control,

"Have you been drinking?" Chen Xinhua could smell the alcohol on my body.

"Um……"

"Now the company's affairs are settled?"

Chen Xinhua really scares me. What else does he not know?I never told him my phone number, I never told him anything that happened in the company now, why can he know all about it?The more he behaves like this, the more afraid I am of "How do you know?"

"Is it difficult to know?" After he squeezed out his cigarette, "You can't protect him..." After he said this, he turned and went back to the ward. I stayed in the corridor until my fingers were burned by the cigarette butt. God, it turns out that my so-called protection is so insignificant in front of him.

I entered the ward again, picked up my briefcase, turned and left without saying anything, because I couldn't breathe when I faced Yan Jiasheng who could no longer remember where I was, and Chen Xinhua who was as strong as a giant.It was already three o'clock in the morning when I got home, even though I deliberately lightened my hands and feet, I still woke up Xianshu. I really wondered if she hadn't fallen asleep all this time, waiting for me to come back.As soon as I came in and was changing my shoes, she opened the door and came out of the room, "It's so late again, it's already three o'clock!"

"Yeah, I went to eat with the client!" I responded.

"Smelly of alcohol, I must have drank a lot! I hung up my pajamas in the bathroom, take a shower and go to bed early." After she finished speaking, she yawned and went back to her room to sleep.Why can she always be so careful?The more I do this, the more I feel that I am not a person, because I have never put my mind on her. I have been married for so many years, and I have never really cared about her.

After taking a shower, go back to the room.So many things happened, and my heart was very disturbed. This night, I lay next to her again and kept my eyes open until dawn.