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The whole day of approving documents and communicating with customers is too much for me. I don't like such a heavy workload at all, but there is no way.

When I was about to get off work, I stood up and stretched, and looked out the window. Tang Zhicheng was in a daze with his right hand resting on his chin, looking lost, completely different from this morning.It is estimated that the nonchalant appearance this morning was just for me to see!

I look at my watch, it's 4:[-] in [-] minutes, anyway, I want to thank this person who helped me a lot, why don't I treat him to a meal and two glasses of wine to make him happy now that he is like this.Instead of going out of the office to call him, I took out my cell phone and dialed his number.

When the phone rang, he picked it up, his eyes told me that he was very confused, ha ha!I think he was confused about how I would call him.He turned his head to look at my office and saw me standing by the window. He pressed the reject button, stood up and walked towards my office.I understood and put down the phone.

Tang Zhicheng habitually knocked on the door and pushed in, "Brother Min, what's the matter?"

"No, I see you are listless, treat you to dinner?" I just put on the suit hanging on the back of the chair, turned off the computer, and didn't look at Tang Zhicheng.

"Brother Min, it's better not to go! You should go home to accompany your sister-in-law and children! You see, you haven't had a family meal together for so many days. Now the company's problem is solved, and President Yan doesn't need to help You go home and have a rest!" Tang Zhicheng's expression was not as excited as I imagined, and he even tried to persuade me to go home. I was a little puzzled by this boy's abnormal reaction.

I had to think he was avoiding me "Are you blaming me for what happened last night?"

"No...I..." He squeaked and couldn't answer.

"What's the matter with you? Since that's the case, that's fine! I'll just go home." I felt a little uncomfortable seeing him speechless, so I just pushed him again, and wanted to hear his current feelings. I didn't Other meanings, I just want him not to keep everything in his heart. Although I don't know how to love him, I don't want to lose such a good friend.

"I...I...I didn't mean to reject you on purpose, hey...forget it, I won't lie to you anymore, I'm so aggrieved against my conscience, Brother Min, it's my wish that you would invite me to dinner, but...everything is now It's different from before..." After he finished speaking, there were tears in his eyes.

"Bullshit! What's the difference? Aren't we good friends? I've said that I've never heard what you said to me. You're still my good friend and brother!" I laughed.

"Brother Min...I...hey..." He seemed to be stuttering suddenly, he couldn't speak. Seeing that he was not serious at ordinary times, it was a bit surprising that I made him speechless now.

I looked at my watch, "I... I... what mine, let's go! Why don't you just have a meal!" Pushing him out.

When we arrived at the place where we usually eat, I unconsciously ordered the same side dishes and the same wine as last night.Tang Zhicheng didn't give any advice, just said, "You can call me whatever you want."

It was only then that I realized that since Tang Zhicheng failed to confess his love to me, he seemed to be a different person, and he could no longer find his former vigor and sunshine.Especially after what happened last night, I feel that he lost that kind of enthusiasm when he was alone with me, and he seemed to be pretending to be happy this morning. Could it be that what I said last night was too hurtful?I felt a little bit more sad suddenly.After the food and wine were served, "You boy, have you learned to pretend to be deep?" I deliberately said a joke to break the dull atmosphere.

"It's nothing...something is bothering me!" He first poured me a glass of wine and filled it himself.

After listening to him, I think I understand what is bothering him. He raised his glass and drank it down without saying a word. The high-alcohol wine was suffocated and his throat burned. !” I refilled myself and raised my glass to clink with him.

Out of politeness, he also picked up the cup and touched it with me, he hesitated, "You are the one who is unhappy..."

What he said touched my heart, yes, a normal man after get off work should go home to accompany his wife and children, but I am not, I am a comrade.Originally, as a comrade, the person I fell in love with was lying in the hospital, and I was supposed to stay by my side, but I was not qualified.

I took another sip of wine, "Oh... you can read minds, you can see what I think! I have been walking so hard and lonely all this way, and I finally have a hope that I can stay by his side every day and help him every day It's enough to share something. But I'm not satisfied, I'm greedy, and I killed him."

Tang Zhicheng: "It was an accident, no one could predict it"

"Accident...ha...accident...this fate is really humorous!" I smiled wryly.

Tang Zhicheng and I swallowed glasses of spirits down our stomachs.Normally, these two one-jin bottles of liquor are not enough to make me sober, but today I feel a little confused, "Oh... I have been confused for a hundred years, I really want to be so confused for the rest of my life."

"Being human is to be confused..." Tang Zhicheng also drank a lot. Both of us are out of order in today's state, so he asked for another bottle.I was afraid that Tang Zhicheng would get drunk, so I basically finished the next bottle by myself.

After that, I talked nonsense, tried to keep myself awake and paid the bill, and we walked out of the hotel clamoring with our shoulders crossed.Two drunken men were walking on the road, sometimes laughing wryly and howling loudly at other times.As for the gazes of others, we didn't pay attention to it, because we really drank a lot, and all the alcohol rushed to our heads.

Tang Zhicheng held my right arm, "Go to my house for a cup of tea?"

"I don't drink tea... let's drink..." I don't know what I'm doing or saying when I'm drunk.

As I kept walking, I could no longer open my eyes, so I let myself be completely eroded by alcohol. I didn't want to struggle to wake up anymore. I was drunk.

In a daze, I entered the door and fell on the sofa. There was someone on top of me, was it Yan Jiasheng?I hugged this man tightly and offered my first kiss to a man in my life.