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Speaking of which, I also want to find an opportunity to make it clear to Tang Zhicheng, but I actually want him to stop spending time on me, because the kind of things I have done to Yan don't just change and forget.

After paying the bill, the two of us walked out of the restaurant and walked side by side under the street lights. While I was three minutes awake and seven minutes drunk, I blurted out, "Xiao Tang, you shouldn't fall in love with me, you should find someone you like and the other person loves you equally." I really can't be with you in this life"

After I said this, I deliberately paid attention to the expression on his face, and it didn't change at all. I guess I was too self-righteous!

"Brother Min, why don't you also fall in love with someone you shouldn't love? There is no control over who falls in love with whom. As a comrade, you can't express your helplessness. You have to bear not only the pressure from the outside world but also own conscience," he said with a smile, but I could sense he was not taking it lightly.

"That's right! Conscience, it's because of these two words that when I get married and have children, I will harm not only myself but also others." I took out the Double Happiness cigarettes in my pocket and handed Tang Zhicheng one, "Try a few?" You know He never smoked, so I passed it to him anyway.

When I handed him cigarettes before, he refused decisively. This time he didn't, but he seemed to accept it happily. I lit the fire, and I took a deep breath and then "hoo..." spit it out.

Tang: "That's right! Conscience...hehe! It's something no one can hide! Oh right...Since Mr. Yan doesn't need us, we can only help him guard the company!"

"I'm afraid and I can't even help him with the company. Now that the company has become like this, I can't do anything. The delivery will be delivered in three days! It also makes people feel hesitant." I am helpless but helpless!

Tang Zhicheng didn't speak any more, just looked at the two shadows standing side by side reflected by the street lamps, I don't know if I was drinking too much this night or the autumn night just made me feel sour, as we walked, the two of us became one. After a while, I was concerned about the person in the hospital, so Tang Zhicheng didn't care too much when he fell behind.

When I came back to my senses, I was about to turn around and call him. I saw the change of the shadow cast on the ground by the street lamp. The hands of Tang’s shadow and mine were actually connected together. My shadows leaned against each other at the shoulders.

This guy can actually be so boring that he uses his shadow to touch my shadow, I stopped and turned around, not knowing where the anger came from, "Can you be more boring? Is it fun?"

The proud face of him froze when I shouted, "I'm sorry! I..."

When he was frightened by me, his face was full of panic, which made people look pitiful, and I realized that I had lost my composure. Although I don't like him, I shouldn't yell at him loudly, "There is no relationship between you and me." It's possible, you know?"

"I know...I just want to..." He seemed to be trying to argue something.

"What are you thinking? Don't even think about it anymore, I don't want to hurt you!" I am very determined!

"I...I...I only imagined that you were guarding Mr. Yan silently by your side. I didn't expect to get anything from you, and I didn't dare to think about the feelings you have for Mr. Yan that no one can surpass. It's not that I don't understand all this, but I can't help myself to want to like you like this! It's okay!" After Tang Zhicheng finished yelling, I saw the wet corners of his eyes, and my heart trembled. Did it hurt him?

Tang Zhicheng turned around and ran away, but he didn't look back, I froze in place, Tang Zhicheng's shadow was gone when I came back to my senses, a gust of cool wind blew, I shivered, Jiu Jin suddenly sobered up.Although Tang Zhicheng didn't drink as much as I did, I knew how much he was drinking, so I had to worry about him running away like this.

Quickly picked up the phone and called him, turned it off...

Min Miao, are you human?Others didn't touch you and didn't provoke you, they silently helped you by your side, but in the end they hurt others like this!I feel more and more inhuman. Now that Tang Zhicheng is drunk, how can I forgive myself if something goes wrong?

I started to look around, but I didn't find his heroic figure. I walked for a long time. I was already very tired, and I had too much meat on my body, which made me miserable. I never minded that I was fat at this moment. Actually hated this excess fat.

I sat down on a stone bench by the side of the road, really tired.Whether it is body or mind, I feel that I have reached the limit, and I don't want to move anymore.Looking up at the night sky, there is not a single star, just such a mood at night, I collapsed.Crying with a headache, I hated myself for being incompetent, everything seemed so pale and powerless in front of me.He has no power to protect the one he loves, has no ability to protect what belongs to the one he loves, and even hurts someone he doesn't want to hurt unintentionally.

Wipe off the tears, put back the glasses, and see that the time is almost twelve o'clock, Xian Shu didn't call me, maybe she also knows that I'm busy!After thinking about it, I still called her. At this time, she had already fallen asleep, and she was drowsy and talking on the phone with her usual caring advice, and I was also used to saying "Don't worry! Go to bed early!"

After I hung up the phone, I stood up and called Tang Zhicheng, but the phone was still turned off. I thought I should go to his house to have a look. This guy probably has no relatives in Shenzhen, and this is the first time for me as a cousin in a specialized hospital. Hearing him mention it, I can only feel at ease when he comes home.

The taxi stopped downstairs at his house. I got out of the car and looked up, but I could clearly see that the light in his unit was already on. I sighed and wondered if I should go up and apologize to him or something before walking out. I stopped one step, at this moment he hates me to the core!I think it is wrong to say anything at this time.I can only say from the bottom of my heart, "Xiao Tang, you must understand me, I'm sorry!!" What else can I say besides sorry?

Seeing that Tang Zhicheng had already gone home, I also planned to go home and take a good rest. I haven't had a good rest since the incident happened in Yan's house. I'm really tired.

I just got into the taxi and told the driver the location of my house. The driver turned on the radio, and the radio was playing the "True Confessions" program. Listening to the phone confessions of those stupid men and women, I sighed.

"Don't like to listen? Then I'll turn it off!" The skinny driver smiled at me, with a refreshing smile, and was about to reach out to turn off the radio.

The nervousness of the driver made me a little embarrassed, "Uh...no...no! I just lament that I didn't expect people to like to listen to this these days!"

"Haha... yes, there are fewer people listening to the radio now, and the society is developing too fast!" After the driver said this, I noticed his face. He didn't look old, he only looked like 26. It didn't seem right to say it out of his mouth.

Me: "When I was a child, it was a luxury to have a radio to listen to! At that time, I listened to books and listened to stories, and I didn't have the love and love I have now."

Driver: "It's like this these days, all young men and women are crazy about those so-called Internet famous words"

"What famous quote?" I couldn't help asking.

"It's widely spread on the Internet now!"

"Oh... I seldom surf the Internet!" Speaking of the Internet, to be honest, I have a lot of access to the Internet, but I seldom chat with people. I spend most of my time watching the news, and I told a little lie to cover up my ignorance.

"Everyone said, 'Don't be afraid of missing out on love, just be afraid of missing out on nothing', these words are really sobering." The driver kept talking more and more enthusiastically.

"Don't be afraid of missing out on love, just be afraid of missing out in vain" is quite meaningful. Missing out in vain is indeed more regrettable than missing out on love. "Yes, this is very interesting," I echoed.

"That's right! That's why I say I don't let myself have any regrets, and never miss the person in front of me!"

After hearing this, I decided to do one thing, "Brother! Send me to a specialized hospital first!"

That's right, don't be afraid of making love wrong, just be afraid of missing it in vain, Yan Jiasheng, I will never miss you!