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After Yan Jiasheng returned home, it was about two months!Lin Xiufeng's parents and the village chief came to their house together and asked him to marry Lin as soon as possible, because Yan Jiasheng got drunk and had sex with Lin Xiufeng when Lin Xiufeng went to Wuhan. After all, it is a bad custom in rural areas.

Yan Jiasheng didn't agree or refuse, everything was tantamount to acquiescence.The date is set on the same day as the return of Hong Kong, so it can be regarded as a day of universal celebration!

The evening before his wedding, I sat alone on the rock on the hillside next to the entrance of the village. This old place that once belonged to us is now the only one left.A year ago in Wuhan, I knew that he was going to marry Lin Xiufeng when he came back, so I wasn't as sad as I am now.From tomorrow onwards, he will completely have no possibility with me, and it's time for me to wake up, tears dripping down unknowingly.The sunset this evening is particularly beautiful.I looked up at the yolk-like sunset, I have no ability to change the reality, who would let me be a man?I can only tell myself to wish him happiness.When Yan Jiasheng appeared behind me, I didn't know at all, "Miao, I'm sorry..." His words made me wipe the tears on my face at a loss, took a deep breath before turning my head back.The man in front of him is getting married, but he may not be very happy, "Why are you saying sorry? You will finally get married tomorrow!"

"I don't know why I have to say sorry to you! I have an inexplicable feeling thinking that I will get married tomorrow, and I always feel that I have to say sorry to you!"

"Don't be stupid! You have nothing to do to me! We are brothers! Isn't it my original intention that you can start a family?" To say something that goes against your conscience really makes me feel uncomfortable, wronging myself to fulfill the happiness of others , but what can I do?Even if I tell him now that I do so much because I like him, will the ending change?Won't!I think it will only put a barrier on the relationship between myself and him, and I will let go forever and ever.

It was unexpected for him to come to this old place to say sorry to me!The sunset is infinitely good, but it's just that it's almost dusk, just like my mood at the moment!

The next day, the village was full of excitement early in the morning, and no one in Yan’s Village had held any weddings for a long time, so the people of Yan family were very festive. In fact, I kind of hate their so-called clansmen. It is the uncles and brothers of the same ancestors. When they are asked for help, they can avoid as far as possible. For example, in the case of Yan Rongbo's death, how many of their so-called uncles and brothers came to offer incense?But these are beyond my control, I can only complain.

I thought about it all night, and I decided that I want to leave Yanjiaping again. There is nothing I can care about in this village except my mother. I decided to leave with my mother! I came here as a friend and a brother. Yan's home, since he picked up the bride, his so-called cousins ​​have been around him every step of the way. I don't think I have a chance to say a word to him, just two words of farewell. In my fantasy, I may have a farewell hug Like, but no chance at all.The banquet was about to start, and I didn't think there was much chance to speak alone, so I just saw Aunt Yan sorting out the congratulatory gifts in the wing room, so I walked over.

"aunt…"

"Miaozi, it's time for dinner. What are you still doing here? Find a place to sit down and drink two more glasses!" Auntie said with a smile, today is the day she most wants to see and be happy!Laughing from ear to ear.

"Auntie, I'm actually here to say goodbye to you and Brother Sheng."

"what?"

"My mother is not in good health. I plan to take her to Guangzhou for medical treatment. I bought a bus ticket for today. Please give this to Brother Sheng for me!" I handed the pair of jade bracelets I bought early in the morning to my aunt In my hand, it is not very expensive, but it is my blessing. Of course, the dragon and phoenix jade bracelet is not as good as gold, but I really can't afford real gold, so I can only use jade instead.

Auntie looked a little sad, she must have changed her mind early on, otherwise why would she be sad when I leave here?I suddenly felt that everything I did was worth it.

After saying goodbye, I walked out of the gate of the Yan family, which was full of joy and excitement.I didn't look back, I was afraid that if I took another look, I would be reluctant to leave, if one day he could see the small words I carved on the inside of the jade bracelet with a setback, "The person I love the most, you must be happy" maybe You will know that Min Miao's feelings for him are not just brothers.

Because the last time I secretly left home and went to Wuhan, my mother was overly worried and overworked, which made her already in poor health worse. She already suffered from liver disease and now she complains of headaches all day long.It is necessary for me to take her to Guangzhou. Anyway, Yan Jiasheng has Lin Xiufeng to take care of her, so she no longer needs me.

I originally planned not to go back to Yanjia Village, but my mother said that I would come back when I was cured.At the beginning, I couldn’t understand why she had to come back. At the moment she went out, she put a piece of paper on the table and pressed it with a cup. I glanced secretly, and there were two words written crookedly on it. Guangzhou "At that moment I understood that my mother had been waiting for my 'father'.She was probably afraid that her 'father' would suddenly come back to find her one day when she left home, so she left the two words on the paper.

The moment I got on the car at the entrance of the village, I thought about rushing out of the car and running back to explain everything to Yan Jiasheng, and I also wanted to shout "Brother Sheng! You want to be happy!" to his bustling facade, but because I had to worry about my mother I can't do either.

Unexpectedly, after leaving that year, I walked for 11 years until my mother was critically ill. Xianshu and I sent her back to Yanjia Village according to my mother's wishes. Dust, no one has been to the house for 11 years.

The mother who was lying on the bed called Xianshu and me to the bedside. "Mom has two regrets in this life. One... is that I didn't wait for your father to come home, and the other is that I didn't... see my grandson was born..." After she finished speaking, she burst into tears The corners of the wrinkled eyes welled up, and the silver tips that had passed through the temples landed on the pillow. Xianshu and I couldn't help but wept. We couldn't help the mother's attachment and waiting for my father. Appreciate.

"Mom, you will see the birth of your little grandson, and help us take care of him, we won't take care of the baby." I knelt by the bed.

"Miaozi, your father's name is...Min...Hong, if you see him...you see him...tell him, I never hated...him"

My mother left in the middle of the night, and I stayed by her side until the moment she left.At that time, Xianshu was pregnant with Minbin, so I let her go to rest early in the morning. I didn't wake her up when my mother left, because I was afraid of scaring her.In the room, I knelt by the bed and wept bitterly. I hated myself for being so late in the marriage ceremony with Xianshu, so that my mother could not see the birth of her grandson.I hate my father, no, I should say I hate Min Hong, I completely broke down tonight...

After my mother’s funeral, for some reason, I sneaked past Yan Jiasheng’s house, but I didn’t find anything. Later, I returned to Guangzhou with Xianshu. Xianshu became the only relative in the world, and I should cherish it. She, Yan Jiasheng and Lin Xiufeng should also live happily!