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When you fall in love with someone, you will be very selfish, because I don't want him to date He Yiqing and I will move Lin Xiufeng out. Apart from Lin Xiufeng, I can't find any other reason to stop him.

The hand in the trouser pocket trembled uncontrollably, and I pinched my thigh hard through the trousers, hoping that the pain would make me more awake and rational.

"Lin Xiufeng and I were considered young and ignorant at the time! Now Yiqing and I are in love with each other!"

"Heartless man!!" I heard him say that the word "love and joy" is very harsh, and I couldn't suppress the anger in my heart, so I actually cursed out these three words.

"Aren't you Lin Xiufeng, why are you so excited?" Yan Jiasheng was angry, and after saying this, he turned and left.

I slammed the door shut, and the tears slid down against the door. Why should I care so much about him?What am I for?When you wrote to me, why did you write the sentence "There is no evidence for the news of the geese coming, and it is hard to return to the dream when the road is far away, and the hatred is like the spring grass, and the farther you go, the more you survive"?Why should I come to Guangzhou to study?I'm not Lin Xiufeng, I'm not excited?I love you more than Lin Xiufeng!You stupid pig!I hate you!

I didn't sleep that night, and there were big bags under my eyeballs, why did you want to date at this time?I still didn’t sleep in the morning, so I went directly to the construction site to find the foreman. I had no reason to continue, and what I did was in vain, so I resigned from the foreman and asked him to pay me my wages.

Foreman: "Well done, why not do it? There are 7 days until Chinese New Year, let's finish these few days!"

"I'm sorry, I'm really tired. I want to rest for a few days and celebrate the new year." I replied weakly, maybe because I looked really haggard after crying all night, the contractor frowned and looked at me At a glance, "I promised others to finish the decoration years ago, and there are not enough manpower, so you can help me do it for a few more days! Anyway, it will be finished in a few days!"

I just can't see how embarrassing others are. If I really don't do it, it seems a bit too much. In fact, I really don't want to do it anymore. I want to go home and I don't want to care about anything, but the foreman's expression is really I was quite helpless, so "Okay! I will help you finish these few days"

The foreman's unhappiness disappeared immediately.I'm just a small worker on a construction site and I'm a temporary worker. Since he also came to keep me, there must be his difficulties!

In fact, it is really busy, sifting sand, mixing cement, carrying cement, climbing up and down, without a small worker, it will be really troublesome.

After lunch, I picked up the shovel and mixed the cement after I hadn’t slept all night. Because I was really tired and moved slowly, I took advantage of everyone’s half-hour break to mix the cement so as not to delay others’ time.

The sky is gray, just like my mood. People seem to have lost their souls. They keep turning the pile of cement. They don't feel sleepy after a night without sleep, but their hands and feet are a little tired.

"Miao... so you are really here" Yan Jiasheng's voice came from behind, why did he appear?The whole person was stunned for a moment, then turned around, Yan Jiasheng was standing about ten meters away from me, holding a coat in his hand, when I saw him, I became inexplicably angry, "What are you doing!"

"Why are you here doing this?"

"Is it embarrassing? You can pretend that you don't know me!" Turning around without looking at him again, he picked up the shovel and stabbed at the pile of cement slurry.

Yan Jiasheng felt a little sad when I said that, "I didn't mean that, I just saw you come to work on the construction site and it made me very uncomfortable."

"No one asked you to come and see me. If you feel that I am humiliating and uncomfortable doing this job, just pretend you don't know me!" I don't know if people who lack sleep are easily agitated or I am just so extreme , I will completely resist Yan Jiasheng.

The strange thing is that instead of being angry, he said "I wouldn't have come to you if I was afraid of losing face! I see it's a bit cold and bring you a coat."

I froze for a moment, "I don't want your coat, and I can't afford to pay for it if it gets dirty!"

"It's not mine, I bought it for you this morning." He came to me and smiled.

"Why are you so nice to me? I'm not He Yiqing." After I finished speaking, I intentionally splashed grout on his jeans.

"I'm sorry! I shouldn't have lost my temper with you last night. My brother is here to apologize!" Not only was he not angry, but he even apologized to me for what happened last night.

Soft-heartedness is my biggest weakness. It should be my soft-heartedness towards Yan Jiasheng. I really can't bear his humility like this.

"Can't you forgive me?"

"You're right again, forgive me? Let's go, I'm working..."

"This dress...?"

"I'm not cold when I'm doing this job, and I'm still sweating. Take it back first! I'll get it in your dormitory at night." I put on a smile.

"Well!" He smiled and walked away.

Obviously I hate him to death, but as soon as he apologizes, all fires are extinguished. He is destined to be my nemesis in this life.

After finishing work and returning to the dormitory, I was so tired that I didn't want to move. My body smelled sour from sweat. I took a shower and washed my clothes.

After everything was done, I came to the door of Yan Jiasheng's dormitory, and was about to knock on the door, but I retracted my raised hand because I heard the question "Why don't you come to eat with me at noon today? I've been waiting for you for almost half an hour." A girl's voice, and said "I'm sorry, I have something to do at noon!" If I guessed correctly, He Yiqing blamed Yan Jiasheng for missing the appointment at noon today!

I turned around and went downstairs to my dormitory, the inexplicable fire started again, and I was even more disgusted with He Yiqing who lost her temper after waiting for half an hour, but Yan Jiasheng was so accommodating to her, the more I thought about it, the angrier I became, and I changed Let me wait, let alone half an hour, so what if half a day?

It was only seven o'clock in the evening, I turned off the lights and climbed into bed angrily and disappointed. Yan Jiasheng only felt like a brother to me, and he loved women, and I was destined to only think like this.

Tossing and turning, I couldn't fall asleep even though I was very sleepy. Suddenly there was a knock on the door, "Miao! Are you back?" It was Yan Jiasheng's voice.

I sat up excitedly when I heard his voice, but thinking about his humble apology to He Yiqing just now, I immediately fell asleep again, didn't make a sound, pretending I didn't hear anything.

"Miao! It's me! Miao..."

"Maybe Min Miao hasn't come back!" He Yiqing actually knew my name.

"Is there something wrong? It's so cold, I have to go find her, I'll take you home first!"

"Um…"

Their voices disappeared, and they probably left. When I heard that Yan Jiasheng was going to look for me, I smirked, "I'll let you look for it! Who told you to make me angry!"

The time ticked by, I don't know how long it had passed, I started to feel anxious, I got up and turned on the light, it was past ten o'clock, why didn't Yan Jiasheng come back and knock on my door so late?Could it be that he couldn't find me and went straight back to the dormitory to sleep?

I put on that old coat and went out, a gust of cold wind blew, cold... really cold!Came outside Yan Jiasheng's dormitory, "Brother Sheng! Are you there?" There was no response, did he pretend not to hear anything like me? "Brother Sheng! It's me! Brother Sheng!" There was still no response, I leaned my ear against the frozen door and tried to hear if there was any sound inside, but it was so quiet that it made people panic.

Could it be that he didn't find me so he hasn't come back yet?It must be, he cared so much about me, he must not have come back, I started to blame myself for being a jerk for being so mean.

After leaving the dormitory, I went to the construction site. If he was looking for me, he would definitely search along the construction site. The wind seemed to blow so vigorously on purpose this night. When I came out, I was too busy and only wore a pair of slippers. .

It was drizzling in the sky, which made me even more anxious. I scanned both sides of the road while running, and came to the construction site panting. , approaching, I knocked on his door "Foreman! Are you asleep?"

"Who is it? It's so late!"

"It's me, Min Miao"

"Here we come!" After the door opened, the foreman put on a coat over his pajamas, and he looked at me who was panting at the door. "What's up so late?"

"Did you see a young man come by at night?" I went straight to the point.

"Yes! He seems to be looking for someone, and I still asked him something, but he ignored me, as if he was in a hurry, and walked over there." He finished speaking and pointed to the direction of the city.

Now I'm confused, am I being too narrow-minded?It's such a cold day, and it's so late, what should I do...