occupied heart

Chapter 18 Our Past Has Been Yesterday

"Is the phone still unavailable?" Luo Min asked Zhang Hanfei anxiously.

"It's been shut down since last night. I shouldn't have ignored Yunxi yesterday because of the company's affairs." Zhang Hanfei felt that something happened to Han Yunxi, otherwise Han Yunxi wouldn't have shut down for so long.She blamed herself for her negligence...

"I'm sorry, it's all my fault, and I don't know why the train is out of gas at that time." She didn't expect Qiu Zihan to take Han Yunxi out of the suburbs, thinking... Luo Min looked at Zhang Hanfei, she only saw Zhang Hanfei like this once.

"It's okay, you go back first. I'll meet alone." Zhang Hanfei didn't want to blame Luo Min, because it wasn't her fault...

"Okay, you didn't sleep last night, you can sleep for a while. I will find someone to look for." Looking at Zhang Hanfei like this, Luo Min didn't know what to say. She knew Zhang Hanfei, so she chose to leave silently, giving Zhang Hanfei space to think.

Zhang Hanfei was very confused, thinking that maybe Han Yunxi's phone was out of battery, maybe he was at home this time.Thinking of this, Zhang Hanfei went out and went straight to Han Yunxi's house. After ringing the doorbell for a long time, no one opened the door. The more Zhang Hanfei thought about it, the more uneasy she felt, and she wanted to find Qiu Zihan.But she didn't know where Qiu Zihan lived, how could she find him?

"Where did you lose it?" Zhang Hanfei called Luo Min, because she didn't know how to find Han Yunxi, maybe this is the best way...

"I'm out of the suburbs. The car is heading east. My car just ran out of gas." Zhang Hanfei hung up the phone before Luo Min finished speaking.

Zhang Hanfei drove the car in the direction Luo Min said, and she saw a luxurious villa somewhere. At that time, Zhang Hanfei thought that this must be Qiu Zihan's place. No matter from the appearance or the style of this villa, she knew it...

"Princess, someone is looking for you." The servant who came in said respectfully.

"Who?" Qiu Zihan thought, how could someone come here to look for her.

"I don't know it's a woman, but she looks very angry." Because Zhang Hanfei was sure that this was Qiu Zihan's place, but when she came in, she was stopped by those people, so she was angry...

"Oh, let her in." Qiu Zihan had already guessed that it was Zhang Hanfei.

"Qiu Zihan! What did you do to Yun Xi? Where is she?" Zhang Hanfei asked Qiu Zihan angrily as soon as she came in.

"Yunxi stayed with me yesterday, we slept together. What's wrong?" Qiu Zihan said in a provocative tone.

"What did you say?" Zhang Hanfei couldn't believe what she heard.

"She's already my woman, what we do is normal." Qiu Zihan said the same provocation, with the same tone.

"You're talking nonsense, I don't believe it!" Zhang Hanfei almost shouted.

"Heh, I know you won't believe it. If we have videos, I'll show you." As he said that, he showed Zhang Hanfei the video he made with Han Yunxi last night.

It would be a lie to say that she was not sad, when she heard Han Yunxi say that she loved Qiu Zihan, her whole heart went cold, watching her tenderly moaning and moaning under Qiu Zihan, she really couldn't believe that she loved Qiu Zihan Han Yunxi is so frivolous, she can accept anything, but she can't accept Han Yunxi's betrayal.She thought that even if the whole world betrayed her, at least Han Yunxi would not betray her, but she didn't expect that she was wrong.

I don't know how to leave, I only know that I must be very embarrassed.She began to hate herself, hated that she shouldn't have had a relationship with Han Yunxi that night, hated that she shouldn't have feelings for Han Yunxi, hated that she shouldn't be so infatuated with Han Yunxi, hated herself that she shouldn't be confused by Han Yunxi's beauty.She wanted to find Han Yunxi, so she said to her personally; "Break up."

Even the summer air froze, Han Yunxi walked aimlessly, people passing by looked at Han Yunxi with strange eyes, but Han Yunxi didn't pay attention to the eyes of those passers-by at all, Han Yunxi never cried, I don't know why she Unable to cry, she never dared to think about what happened between her and Qiu Zihan last night. She tried hard to forget, but she didn't know how long she had been away, and she didn't know where she should go.In the end, she still chose to go home. She didn't turn on her mobile phone because she wanted to keep herself quiet.Because she knew that Zhang Hanfei would call, she was suddenly afraid of hearing Zhang Hanfei's voice and afraid of seeing Zhang Hanfei, because she didn't know how to face her...

As soon as Han Yunxi arrived at the door of the house, she saw Zhang Hanfei sitting at the door waiting for her. For a while, Han Yunxi didn't know how to face Zhang Hanfei, so she looked at Zhang Hanfei quietly.

"Are you okay?" Zhang Hanfei saw Han Yunxi coming back, but she had never seen Han Yunxi like this before. How could Han Yunxi be like this today? He was so haggard, with a melancholy expression on his face.

"I'm fine." Han Yunxi forced a smile at Zhang Hanfei.It's just that I don't have the feeling of seeing Zhang Hanfei happy before, and feel unfamiliar.

"Come in." Han Yunxi opened the door to let Zhang Hanfei in.

"Yunxi, where were you yesterday? Why was your phone turned off?" Zhang Hanfei wanted to listen to Han Yunxi's answer calmly.Because seeing Han Yunxi like this made her feel distressed, she wanted to hug Han Yunxi, but when she thought about where she saw it in Qiu Zihan, she didn't have the courage to hug Han Yunxi, because Han Yunxi's sentence, "She loves Qiu Zihan" made Zhang Hanfei feel redundant...

"You know everything?" Han Yunxi asked flatly.

"Who do you really love?" Zhang Hanfei didn't want to speak loudly to Han Yunxi, so she could only hold her down.Because she couldn't bear it, because her heart was full of Han Yunxi...

"Is it important?" Han Yunxi's tone remained flat.It's not that Han Yunxi thinks this way, but things will happen, she doesn't know how to deal with it...

He approached Han Yunxi step by step, only a few feet away from Han Yunxi, and asked Han Yunxi: "Then do you prefer to have sex with her or me?" He said in a cold tone, looking at Han Yunxi with a look that Han Yunxi had never seen before.

Han Yunxi was stunned by Zhang Hanfei's tone, and why what she said just now sounded so harsh!He looked at Zhang Hanfei coldly. "Do you think I'm dirty now?" Han Yunxi was hurt. She could bear Qiu Zihan treating her like that, but she didn't expect Zhang Hanfei to treat her like this...

Zhang Hanfei was obviously frightened by Han Yunxi's tone, and she didn't have time to speak. In fact, she didn't think about it that way. She just wanted to know whether Han Yunxi loved her or not.

Seeing that Zhang Hanfei didn't speak for a long time, she thought it was Zhang Hanfei who acquiesced.She was inexplicably sad, she didn't even cry when Qiu Zihan treated her like that, but why could she control her tears?Not wanting to appear so weak in front of Zhang Hanfei, she held back her tears.Ask Zhang Hanfei. "Do you still love me?"

"Let's break up." Zhang Hanfei didn't know why she said such words. If it wasn't for her, Han Yunxi would be very happy, so she chose to let go...

"Yes." Han Yunxi smiled, but the smile was so bleak.

She didn't expect that Zhang Hanfei would be like this. It's really ridiculous. She paid so much for her, but in return she said "break up".Does she really care about her body so much?Why?Does she only love her own body?Or have you never really loved her?

"Can you give me another 3 hours?" Han Yunxi has never regretted what she has done for Zhang Hanfei. She knows that she has no right to want her love anymore, but she wants to have sex with Zhang Hanfei again. .the last time.

Zhang Hanfei didn't know what Han Yunxi was going to do, but she agreed anyway.Han Yunxi washed herself clean, and came out to look at Zhang Hanfei with a complicated smile.

"Can we do it again, I like to do it with you." Han Yunxi finished speaking in one breath, waiting for Zhang Hanfei's answer.

Zhang Hanfei didn't refuse Han Yunxi, maybe she couldn't refuse herself.She is indeed obsessed with Yun Xi's body, and she is crazy in love.It was only after being entangled with Han Yunxi that she realized that her body was so longing for it. Zhang Hanfei sank into Han Yunxi's body again. She liked her very much.Every kiss was so hard, she didn't say anything to Han Yunxi, she just did their business seriously, maybe she knew this was their last lingering time, so she cherished it very much.Zhang Hanfei didn't finish until she was exhausted.How she wished they could go on like this in this moment.

Han Yunxi's heartfelt voice, "I need this feeling, even if it's just for a short moment, and I'm willing to spend my whole life for her."

Han Yunxi looked at Zhang Hanfei beside her, she should thank God, and quietly gave her the feeling of embracing happiness, at the moment she is happy, she likes Zhang Hanfei, but after these three hours, they are no longer the favorite of each other It's gone, but Han Yunxi doesn't regret it.This familiar taste and familiar feeling made her feel that she existed.

hold your hand feel the breath trembling

I've been silent for too long and can't open my mouth

behind your back

finally couldn't hold back the tears

Make an excuse and anyone can go first

We don't even know how much love has come

Yesterday was so happy and we still have each other's warmth

Tears are so innocent but dare not ask where they are

Because we are all afraid of getting out of the hurt of love

you're not begging for my forgiveness

Looking at each other, I have nowhere to hide

We don't even know how much love has come

Yesterday was so happy and we still have each other's warmth

Tears are so innocent but dare not ask where they are

you know i'm the same as you

dare not speak

It's just how this love should end to be perfect

"You go." Han Yunxi said with her back to Zhang Hanfei.

Han Yunxi's heartfelt voice can't give you the happiness you want, how do you want me to be happy?

I love you!I've been in love for a whole now, but in the end, I can't give you the happiness you want.

If we can't be happy, can we choose to stay together like the left hand and the right hand,

Looking back, I can't see happiness, and looking up, I can't see each other, "I'm sorry", I can only say "it doesn't matter", we still have the past.

Would we still be together without her presence?

Some words are hidden in my heart, not because I don’t want to say them, but because I don’t want you and feel sad...

Because I was afraid of the misunderstanding you hid in my heart, I rejected all ambiguities and kept you in my heart.

Happiness that you can't give? She can't give it either. I don't want the so-called happiness. Can you not lose me?

I'm sorry, I can't give you the happiness you want, I can't give it...

Presumptuous tenderness, but I can't find a reason to love you.

I can't give you the happiness you want, how can I not let go! !

Say I love you loudly, why only my own voice,...

Am I pretending to be smart, or are you pretending to be stupid?

If it's love, how can I say a reason, if it can't give you happiness, how can I say quit.

I care about what you can't see, and only you can understand the blessing.

I used to not be able to find the current feelings, but now I can no longer find the former feelings.

There are so many people who love you, and I am not the only one who treats you well. If I can, I don’t know if I will love you again.

Even if I say I love you in my heart, but who knows, after calming down, I cry helplessly in my sorry heart...

I'm sorry, I can't find you, and I can't find myself...

I'm sorry it's not that I don't love you!It's because I don't know how to guard you with love.

Seeing her and you, Zhang Hanfei's heart was broken, her eyes were crying, you said you love her!What about me?Is it nothing to do with me?

I can't give you happiness, I can only choose to let go...

nothing!The result is just not together.

It's not that I don't care, but my heart is crying, crying like a child, I just don't want you to see it.

I suddenly think of those pictures of you and her, and suddenly my heart hurts. I hope she can give you happiness that I can't give.

If you don't want to talk about it, I won't ask any more. Why can I give you my whole world, but I can't get back your explanation...

The lost love, the self that cannot be found,

Zhang Hanfei didn't want to leave at first, but she said just now that she broke up.So put on your own clothes and glanced at Han Yunxi.Turning around, thinking in her heart that if Han Yunxi asked her to stay, she would, as long as she asked.But Han Yunxi, as long as she turned around, she would beg her to stay, but neither of them did what they wanted.Just leave like this.

Han Yunxi watched Zhang Hanfei's back disappear, and when he heard the sound of closing the door, his heart stopped beating. He looked at the ceiling and was silently in a daze.

night too cold

only hear my breathing

my flustered heart

Guide your heart and your words

There are so beautiful tears

Can't flow out the melody of fake happiness

come and go

inseparable from the same ending

Let the crazy rain outside the window

flaunt my loneliness

I can't fight back

nowhere to escape

almost suffocating

me and your short beauty

across the sky like a meteor

Familiar with the plot scene by scene

still in my eyes

forget how to cry

is too much indulgent love language

affected our determination

Just wanting me in your arms is so far away

night too calm

I only hear the sigh of the wind

miss your beauty today

Only the back to back figure remains

just be careful

Care for scarred memories

Let the crazy rain outside the window

flaunt my loneliness

I can't fight back

nowhere to escape

almost suffocating

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