Tear

Chapter 43

The days in winter are very short. After Lin Xu gets off work normally, he squeezes the rush hour bus home. Guiyang has been called a paradise for traffic jams by the common people, so it is lucky that the short 10-minute journey takes an hour. By the time the bus was so crowded that it wouldn't fall down without pulling the handrail, it was already dark, and the clothes were cramped, and there was still a little sweat on the head.I passed by the vegetable market and bought some bean sprouts, tofu and cabbage

It was still cold at home. After cooking the rice, I washed the vegetables in freezing cold water, boiled them in a pot, and dipped them in water. It was also refreshing and delicious. Actually, Lin Xu was not very good at cooking. It’s just that it’s good to eat after it’s cooked. It’s much more economical than eating outside after all.

Turning on the half-dead stove and turning on the buzzing computer, Lin Xu was busy putting the cooked dishes and rice on the small table. Today, Yang Zhiyuan didn't scold him, but gently helped him out, except surprise.Lin Xu was more grateful. After all, he didn't have to face the problem of leaving the office, which eased his mood a lot.

Just about to eat, someone knocked on the door, it must be Sister Zhao, only the proprietress's family would knock on the door from time to time to give him something delicious or something

"Sister Zhao, here we come." Lin Xu happily went to open the door

The tall man in a short black coat and a brown plaid scarf looked at him flickeringly. Lin Xu was taken aback and subconsciously went to close the door.

The man stretched out his foot against the door, and then squeezed in.

Looking at this humble house, there are simple kitchen utensils on the three-drawer table on the right, two large cardboard boxes next to it, a semi-large bed facing the door, a simple bookcase next to the bed, a simple wardrobe, and a babbling machine under the window. There is a small low wooden table in the middle of the loud old computer. There is a bowl of light boiled tofu with bean sprouts and a bowl of rice. The room is surprisingly cold. With this light yellow light and some heating, the whole room is cold and damp.

Xiao Ye couldn't help feeling a twinge of pain in his heart, if grandma knew how Lin Xu would feel so distressed!What on earth is he going to do!Apart from distress and anger, Xiao Ye controlled the anger that was about to erupt in his heart at any time, panting heavily.

Lin Xu who was standing by the table turned around and looked at him calmly and indifferently.

"Mr. Xiao, what can I do for you?"

Looking at this pale and thin boy, Xiao Ye sized him up carefully. He hadn't seen him for two years. In his mind, he was the last person he saw when he entered the airport. He was youthful, sunny, with a sweet smile on his face, happy and carefree. Worry, it was because of this that he let go, it was because of Lin Xu who was overflowing with happiness at that time that he chose to forbear, getting along with their family made him understand Lin Xu's bit by bit, kindness, simplicity , pure, sunny, not fighting or grabbing, he just thinks that as long as he is happy, as long as he is happy, the more he understands Lin Xu's family, the more he feels sorry for the harm he did to Lin Xu at the beginning. He came into contact with his family, and later went to really integrate into that family. Grandma gave him warmth, strength and wisdom, and taught him what love is and tolerance

Xiao Ye didn't know what love was, and he had never loved before. When he was young, he was running around just to survive, but when he met that woman, everything became naked, so he firmly grasped that opportunity, and went all out with all his might. Walking up and down, dealing with things viciously and ruthlessly, until he met this boy, the boy's cleanliness, youth and sunshine deeply stimulated him, coupled with the depression of the entire reversal in those few days, he did not hesitate to destroy this child, It's just that he didn't expect that in the cruel torture, the child's stubbornness, scars and resentful eyes completely overturned him. For the first time, he knew the feeling of distress, and for the first time began to feel tenderness in his heart. swing

When he found out that the boy had left without saying goodbye, he began to worry and miss for the first time. These feelings came too hard to guard against, and deeply invaded every cell of him.

When he saw the boy and the man in high spirits again, he felt sad for the first time. He controlled his destructive impulse chaotically. During those few days of follow-up step by step, he saw the child's happy appearance. When it came to the child's attachment to that man, he was about to go crazy with jealousy, but he couldn't bear to destroy it, and take away that sunny smile.

For two years, he would recall every bit of that in room 1016, his cruelty, the scars of that child, and he thought more than once, if it never happened once, if he started from scratch, he would make everything better.

Entering the child's trembling, embracing the temperature of that young body, the green tightness wrapping him tightly, the anger and embarrassing embarrassment under him, everything impacted Xiao Ye, making him no longer sexual to other people

But why are you so skinny now?How could it be so pale?The chin is sharper, the eyes are bigger, the jittery expression at the beginning is gone, the eyes are defensive and melancholy, but they are still so beautiful, even more beautiful, Xiao Ye stared at the child greedily, as if to He buried it in his own mind. When he saw it in the morning, his heart was beating wildly. It turned out that in the past two years, all the longing and love hadn't weakened in the slightest. fireworks bursting everywhere

He wasn't sure what kind of posture he would take to appear in front of this child again, so he walked up and down the office all day, and Li Jun silently accompanied him, analyzing clearly for him

"Lin Xu didn't let his family know when he came back for more than a year. Maybe something happened to him. Let's not tell his family first. Let's understand the specific situation first. Brother, don't be impulsive this time. I think that child is skinny. Lao Huo, your demeanor is quite different from before, this time you have to be patient and take your time."

"I know, I know, I won't hurt him"

"I'll send someone to Hainan to check what happened."

"If that kid hurts him, I won't let him go." Xiao Ye said darkly

Li Jun looked up at him without saying a word, and sighed secretly, who else would be willing to hurt this child except you?

But Xiao Ye still couldn't help but want to come to his place right away, Li Jun had no choice but to bring him here, the road was very narrow and it was difficult to find, so Li Jun parked the car on the small road outside, Xiao Ye After asking all the way, I finally knocked on the rusty anti-theft door