Tear

Chapter 22

"Xu, are you going to defend your thesis? Are you coming soon?"

Lin Xu just came out of the bathroom and answered casually while brushing his hair. He lay down on the bed and looked at the smooth back of the man in front of the computer.

"Brother Fei, come and stay with me?"

"Ah?" Gao Fei turned his head, okay, this kid made this request for the first time.As soon as Gao Fei was half lying on the bed, Lin Xu habitually leaned on his left shoulder, huddled in his arms, held his hand, and asked Gao Fei about his shoulder, "What's wrong?"

"Brother Fei, I don't want to go back," Lin Xu said in a low voice.Gao Fei knew that he was afraid of going back to that place, afraid of those cruel memories, and he knew that he had to untie his knot.

"Xu, we have to face some things, don't we? You have been in college for four years, so you can't give up in the end, right? Besides, your family misses you, so you have to go back and have a look. You don't want grandma?"

"I don't want to leave you," Lin Xu murmured, leaned into Gao Fei's arms, stretched out his arms to wrap around Gao Fei's waist, his hair limply rubbed against Gao Fei's chin, itching, Gao Fei secretly sighed, "Boy, Do you know that this is very dangerous?" Looking at the child in his arms, resisting the heat from his lower abdomen, Gao Fei finally kissed the child in his arms.

"I'm sorry" said in a hurry, Gao Fei walked quickly to the bathroom, and went to support himself.

Seeing Gao Fei leaving in a hurry, Lin Xu was very scared. He didn't know if he had hurt Gao Fei. He also knew that such a sudden behavior was bad, but he couldn't control the fear. Fei also felt the same fear. He was anxious and flustered, and wept in a daze.

When Gao Fei came out of the bathroom, he saw such a scene. The boy hugged his knees shyly and curled up beside the bed, looked up at him, with tears and apologies on his face, and said "Brother Fei, I'm sorry" in a crying voice.

Alas, Gao Fei knew that he was frightened by his sudden departure just now, this child is still so pure, he went to bed and put Lin Xu in his arms

"Silly boy, it's Brother Fei's fault" in his arms

"Brother Fei, I don't know what's wrong." Huddled in Gao Fei's arms, Lin Xu and Gao Fei had a conversation that had never happened before. You know my grandma is very strict and doting on me. I have never fallen in love with you. I think it is normal to fall in love and get married. It will happen naturally in the future. I never thought that I would be different, but when I saw you The first time I saw it, my heart skipped a beat for some reason, I don’t know why, or it’s because you’re so handsome.”

"Oh. Really? Then why did you run when you saw me?" Gao Fei remembered the boy who stared at him in a daze with his shoes in his hand and then ran away, as if he had run away more than once, didn't he? Gao Fei smiled lowly write

"Well, I don't know what's wrong. I just want to see you but I'm afraid to see you. I don't know why I stayed. I just feel happy to see you. After I go back, I draw you every day, but I can't think of you. You look good, I'm so anxious, I'm afraid I'll forget you, this time I came here without thinking, I think I want to see you no matter what"

"Oh? This time?" "En"

Lin Xu finally told Gao Fei about the five days of nightmare, crying and talking about his fear, his humiliation, his pain, his despair, his bewilderment

"Thank you!" Gao Fei's heart was full of unspeakable emotions, heartache, anger, and discomfort. Although he also expected what happened to this child, the cruelty was beyond his imagination. He hugged the boy tightly. "Thank you for coming to me! It's all over and it's going to be alright, trust me, I'll take care of you and not let you get hurt!"

"Brother Fei, I don't know about homosexuality, I don't know if I am, but because of you I want to be, Brother Fei, I want to give it to you, but I'm not clean anymore" Lin Xu's tears soaked Gao Fei's shirt , coolly attached to the body.

"Silly boy, I'm not gay, but I hope you can be in my arms, it's okay, I will wait for you, when you are ready, in my heart, you will always be clean" Gao Fei kissed Lin Xu's tears "Don't Crying, there will be me in the future, I will not let you go"

"En, Brother Fei" Lin Xu buried his face deeply on the man's chest

"Call me brother from now on," said a low and gentle voice.

When Aunt Xia and the others knew that Gao Fei had decided to accompany Lin Xu back to Guizhou for his graduation thesis defense, the whole family stood there in a daze. This handsome boss who didn't leave the door and didn't leave the door was going to go out?

But Aunt Xia immediately became happy, it was better than not going out, for more than a year, she had never seen this boss in such a high spirits, preparing big and small bags of special products that Lin Xu brought home.