dance like a butterfly

Before I could distinguish the quarrel, I pushed open the door of the ward.I saw my father being stopped by his two older brothers and his second sister-in-law. My father was leaning over, his upper body was already up, one arm was propping up the bed, and the other hand was randomly but firmly pushing the second brother to reach out to block him. His hands and feet were already on the edge of the bed, and his face was a little angrily.There were no other people in the ward, and the patients and accompanying family members on the next bed were all looking this way nervously.I just let out a sigh of relief. "Dad, what's the matter with you?" I went to hold his shoulders. "I want to go home!" Dad glanced at me and turned his head away.The four bottles of hanging needles have been hung up, and there is still a dazzling white tape on the needle hole in Dad's left hand.I understand why Dad wants to go home.Peasant people have worked hard all their lives, and it is not easy to earn two dollars.How much does it cost to be hospitalized now?When you are old, what are you doing with that money?Looking at your own children, which one has the lightest burden?The boss is honest, he doesn't have any savings, and he still supports a child's education.Although the eldest grandson has already gone out to work, but in a few years, he will marry a wife. How much will it cost to marry a wife?If it doesn't work, I have to pull the tent outside!As for the second child, although he is still active, he has a bouncing car, and usually pulls sand and bricks, and he doesn't work every day.There are two children, although they are still young, if they don’t save some money, what will they do in the future?Also, eating with them by myself did not cause them less trouble. They don't worry about it, maybe they don't?Then there is the third child, who is already 25 and doesn't even have a daughter-in-law.Even though he doesn't come back very much now, and even though he is better than his two elder brothers, if he marries a wife in the city, it will cost as much money as a waste of money.Dad is not willing to see a doctor for himself, just to save some money!What are you doing to save money?Marry me a wife!For money, Dad, like me, has his own perception.Spend the money if you have it, don't spend it if you don't have it, spend other people's money, and can't sleep, Dad must be thinking this way at this time. "Dad, lie down first, and tell me. Aren't you feeling sick now? Let's take care of your illness. If you want to stay in the hospital, they will kick you out." He has a stubborn temper. You can't forcibly stop it like your brother and sister-in-law. "I'm not going to lie down, I'm fine now." Perhaps my strength was a little weak, my father gasped as he spoke. "Then, how do you go back?" I laughed. "I'll walk back by myself!" "Then you take two steps!" "Just go! You think I can't go!" My brother and sister-in-law were very surprised, and they all stared at me with puzzled eyes.Dad's stubbornness came down.The second elder brother stretched out his arm to help him, but he swung his hand and blocked it.I went forward, ready to help at any time.Dad sat up, stretched out his feet to hook the shoes by the bed, checked twice, but failed.The second brother bent down to lift the shoes under the bed, I grabbed his clothes from behind, the second brother turned his face in surprise, I shook my head to the second brother.I want to stop the second brother, I want to let my father know that he should be hospitalized, because now he is no longer a middle-aged man in the prime of life, and he is still sick.Looking at the protruding spine behind the thin clothes when Dad bent over, his gray hair and beard, and the dense irregular deep wrinkles on his brown forehead, my nose became sore .Dad who has worked hard all his life, your life is cheaper than whose life!Dad finally didn't catch the shoes. Seeing the slender bones on his feet and the slightly bluish complexion, something stuck in my throat, and my eyes became astringent.Such an old man, if Tian Zhenzhen comes and stimulates him, what will happen.Villagers who are traditional and traditional know that a man and a woman match all their lives.I have a child with a handle, and I want to have another one-what kind of family happiness is full of children and grandchildren!Seeing the children grow up one by one, they slapped themselves desperately, tortured themselves, and were unwilling to spend money. They only wanted to earn more and save more, and then married each of the little ancestors to marry wives and build houses.When the dolls get married, start a career, and enjoy their own happiness, they will have already become old shrimps, and they will also suffer from all kinds of problems.If other Murakami sang big plays, he wouldn't even have the ability to watch the excitement, and he didn't know when he would die.But I never thought of or knew that I also had strong arms, waist and feet like iron, and I once had the aura of shaking a tiger across a mountain.He also only thought that I could marry a wife and have children, bring him back a charming daughter-in-law from the city, and call him father-in-law shyly.However, if Tian Zhenzhen shattered his dream with a hoarse and sharp voice today, would it be the most fatal blow to him?In the end, Dad squeezed and beat his right leg in disappointment, and then fell back, two old tears rolled out of his eyes.Dad couldn't bend down anymore, his right leg was out of order, he didn't know.Then, like his right leg, his right hand will slowly lose feeling.Something tugged at the hearts of everyone present.I stretched out my hand and wiped away the tears on my father's face: "Dad, let's go home after seeing the doctor!" But he pushed my hand away: "Go home, go home! Even if I die, I will die in the On the kang at home!" The eldest sister-in-law and second sister-in-law began to cry.The two elder brothers remained silent and lowered their heads as if they had made a mistake.I still know my father's temperament very well.I have never asked for help in my life, but I have a backbone, so I am stubborn as hell.If he didn't follow what he said, even if he crawled, he would crawl home by himself.I said: "Don't be in a hurry, just stay there, I'll ask the doctor to see if he will let you leave the hospital!" Seeing that I compromised, he said impatiently: "Then why don't you hurry up? What are you waiting for? "Hurry up and ask the doctor on duty.The doctor said that cerebral infarction is already a relatively common disease among the elderly.Like Dad's current treatment, it can be cured in a timely manner.However, it is very difficult to cure, coupled with the aging and decline of metabolism, there will generally be sequelae.Simple self-care is not a problem.I said the old man wanted to go home.The doctor smiled and said: This is a chronic disease, you need to take medicine regularly, pay attention to diet and rest.If conditions permit, it is also a way to often put a drip in your own home.It seems that I can only let my father go home.The doctor wrote a prescription, told the precautions, and asked to take three days of injection-injection and oral medicine.When I came back and told my dad about the situation, everyone was delighted.After going out for two more trips, the medicine was brought back, and all the formalities were completed.The second brother put on shoes for Dad, the eldest brother supported Dad, and the two sisters-in-law took the luggage together.The eldest brother and the second brother are coming to memorize.I just grabbed it.Dad loves me the most.When I was young, he did not know how many times he recited me. Today, it is my turn to recite him.When I went out, everyone asked me, where is Lao Zuo?I said, he picked someone up.The second sister-in-law was quick to ask who was going to pick her up, why does Lao Zuo still know someone in Hua County?I said I don't know.My heart seems to be full of broken catkins.I hurried to ask my second brother to stop the car at the gate of the hospital.When the second brother walked away quickly, the father on my back asked: "Xiaojun, did you really quarrel with your brother-in-law? Do you often bully him?" I didn't know what to say.Dad, what time is it now, why do you still mention Lao Zuo?If he knew the relationship between Lao Zuo and me, what would he really do?I said, "No, don't listen to people's nonsense. How is it possible, but I heard that he may be transferred to Beijing or Shanghai!" Dad stopped talking.I don't want to think about what Dad is thinking right now.I can't even take care of myself, so why worry about it.However, at the gate of the hospital, the sister-in-law had sharp eyes, and when she saw Lao Zuo's car, she yelled loudly: "Lao Zuo has been here for a long time!" My father and I looked up, and Lao Zuo and the second brother were standing beside him. At the door of the car, there was a person standing beside him.She was wearing a white suit, and on a high-necked black sweater, a string of necklaces was shining brightly in the sun.She also saw me, and she stood upright with a very temperament, showing me a faint smile.Not Tian Zhenzhen, who else? !The moment the eyes met, my head started to sweat, and my heart jumped wildly.Old Zuo, what kind of person are you? If you can’t recruit a God of Joy, you will recruit a God of Joy!They also blocked us at the entrance of the hospital.I shot at Lao Zuo like a cold arrow with a look of hatred in my eyes.