dance like a butterfly

"Xiaohui!" Old Han called out in a low voice.

I didn't say anything.

"Xiaohui!!" Old Han's voice was a bit fuzzy, as if it had been hovering in his chest for a long time, but he didn't know how to release it. Some were still nostalgic, but some couldn't stand the restraint, so they quickly escaped and gained freedom. carefree.

I still didn't make a sound, I don't know how to match Lao Han's mood now.

The fire in my heart made me really happy.Is this the person I have been looking forward to, and is this the person I will face the wind and rain with him in the future?This is what I have been sketching in my heart thousands of times, what I will spend my whole life following, is that strong person by my side who will accompany me for the rest of my life?

Seeing that I didn't respond, Lao Han slowly put my finger into his mouth, and gently sucked my right thumb.

At first it was sucking, and then it started touching with its teeth, touching, touching, and biting.

"Brother, it hurts!" I finally couldn't help it and shouted.

"Brother, it really hurts!" Old Han's teeth were no longer touching my teeth lightly on the belly of my fingers, but had already started to move up to the joints.I could feel his teeth sinking into my flesh.

However, Lao Han cried, first his tears dripped from my wrist, and then Lao Han's body trembled slightly.

Lao Han was so excited, but it really exceeded my expectations.Although, I'm also excited.

Lao Han let go of me, grabbed my hand, stretched it through the clothes, and placed it on his chest.

His heart was beating very fast.

"Xiaohui!" Old Han called me again.

"Brother, say!"

"Brother is really suffering, so bitter that he has never suffered like this before. The empty feeling in my heart is not full until now. You won't leave brother again in the future, right?"

Old Han is like a child.

"Brother, Xiaohui promises you, I won't leave you, I won't leave you." I wanted to cry, but I couldn't.

"Xiaohui, you don't know. For so many days, I have been really scared. I am afraid that you will turn your heart to Lao Zuo. I am afraid that you will disappear at any time. I am afraid that you will ignore me again. I am afraid that we will follow you for a while. It's like a dream."

"No, no, really not."

"Xiaohui, brother is a rough person. Don't worry about how rough he is to you today. You don't know. I have never treated anyone like this before. I just feel that you are a part of my brother. , should be a part of brother, and cannot be divided by anyone."

It turned out that Lao Han, like me, after getting to know each other, gradually wanted to occupy the other party as his private private land, a back garden that no one would appreciate.

I feel that I am very stupid and poor at words.

I pinched Lao Han's chest, I pulled out my hand, and pinched Lao Han's nose.

I sighed in my heart: Oh, it's too cheap for you, old Han!From now on, marry a chicken as a chicken, marry a dog as a dog, marry an official as a woman, and marry a butcher who turns his intestines.

Lao Han smiled: "Brother, if you promise, you are not allowed to go back on your word!"

"No regrets!"

"Don't have anything to do with Lao Zuo anymore!"

"It's nothing to do with it!" I didn't hesitate.

Lao Han whistled, ignored me, and started the car.

He went to Yinshuifang, he went to Lao Han's house, he ate, he went to bed, he hugged each other.

After a period of crazy cloud and rain, Lao Han pulled me and hugged me tightly, "Xiaohui, I will show you your new house tomorrow, and our new home."

I pushed him away and sat up.

"I promise you, I will do my best to you, but I also have conditions, you must promise me,"

When Lao Han heard me say this, and saw that my expression was solemn and my smile was a little stiff, he was shocked there.

"I promise you, I will do my best to you, but I also have conditions, you must promise me,"

When Lao Han heard me say this, and saw that my expression was solemn and my smile was a little stiff, he was shocked there.

Before I could speak, Lao Han sat up and took my hand, with a look of horror and anxiety on his face: "Xiaohui, do you have a condition? It's because you are asked to move to my place, do you have a condition?"

I was a little anxious, but I still had to wait for Lao Han to finish speaking, no matter whether he misunderstood, worried, or understood, I really had to wait for him to finish all his thoughts.

I nodded affirmatively: "I have, and you have to promise me."

Old Han took a long breath: "Xiaohui, brother knows that you are not a person who is greedy for other people's money, nor is you a person who is greedy for vanity. If it is true, you will not pay back the money to Lao Zuo. If it is true Yes, I, Han Jun, is a farmer, and you won't take it seriously."

Lao Han lit a cigarette and took a deep breath.

He wasn't waiting for me to respond to him, he was just thinking about how to express all his meaning.

I didn't pick up what he said, I didn't have to pick up what he said, I was waiting, yes, I was waiting.

I promised Lao Han that I would live with him.

However, living together, there is no guarantee that it will be trivial in the future.Lao Han is 19 years older than me, and his temper, judging from this period of time, is definitely not as good-tempered as Lao Zuo.How has his temper really been up until now?How high is his quality?Everything is shrouded in a kind of halo, which is a kind of halo that makes me dizzy.However, once our passion recedes, the three-year itch and the seven-year pain, a little bit numb, a little bit gone, how can I smile relatively calmly with him, and walk hand in hand all the way until the end of life?

Since I, Xiaohui, have already chosen you, I don't plan to play a farce with you. Since you, Lao Han, are serious, I have to say something clearly.Can talk together, we have our days.If you don't want to, just pretend I didn't say anything back then!

"Xiaohui, when my brother knew that he liked men, not everyone can understand the depression. Over the years, we stumbled and stumbled until we met you. In the past, even if we met you, we two brothers might not be able to talk about each other. And the topic of living together. But now, it’s different. There is no such couple in my brother’s family, so you can understand how eagerly he wants to be with you. It’s not that he will also If other people say such things, they will treat you alone in this lifetime!"

Lao Han's voice was low, slow, and sad.

"Xiaohui, do you still remember our two jade ring fingers? The green ring finger?"

I nodded, and the seniors' golden and jade marriage contained so much emotional expectation that the green of life was covered in my mind in an instant.

"In the past, the lovers of the older generation who were holding fingers couldn't be together. It must be God who let us two continue our relationship in this life, let brother meet you in this life, let you meet brother! It must be!"

Lao Han's eloquence and provocative words are beyond my expectation.Believe in fate or not believe in fate, at this moment, it doesn't matter, the important thing is to make it difficult for Lao Han to use this as an issue now.

I was anxious, "Brother, there are some things that you said, which moved me very much. What I want to say is that I have no other ideas. I really want to be with you and never leave unless you change your mind. unless you throw me away."

I held Lao Han's hand tightly and stared into his eyes.

Lao Han came over and hugged me: "No, I will never change my mind, let alone drive you away!"

With my chin resting on Lao Han's shoulder, I suddenly remembered Shu Ting's poem:

Instead of standing on a cliff for thousands of years

Better to cry all night on your lover's shoulder.