dance like a butterfly

Just after leaving the West Garden around the city, Tian Zhenzhen called when he was on the side of the road: "Xiaohui, did you see my old leftist just now? Do you still have morals? How are you and Lao Han together?" I don’t care, I’m officially warning you, our Lao Zuo has a family. You shameful homosexual, I won’t talk if I can’t catch it today, next time I see you with Lao Zuo, don’t blame me for ruining it That face of yours!" I was furious when I heard Tian Zhenzhen's words, I wanted to say, you take care of your old Zuo first and then talk about me, what right do you have to reprimand me, I wanted to say that before I could speak, she hurried Hang up the phone.Tears began to roll in my eyes, I was humiliated by this woman repeatedly, but I couldn't refute a word, I even wanted to call her and throw all the ugly words I knew for 25 years like a bomb at her, look at her Fragmented in the flames and smoke, insane, and even sent directly to the lunatic asylum, but reason told me that this would only intensify the conflict.I was immediately dejected, like a lion bitten by a group of hounds, whimpering and fleeing along the path.

Lao Han is by my side!Lao Han is by my side! !Lao Han is by my side! ! !

The moment Lao Han came to hold my hand, I hugged him in my arms and started crying.First he whimpered, then lost his voice, and finally became dumb, leaving only sobbing.From the beginning to the end, Lao Han hugged me tightly, put one hand around my neck, and gently stroked my head.He didn't speak, let my tears wet his face, let my tears flow down his chin and wet his clothes.When I was in a better mood, I realized that he had been shaking all the time.

The wind picked up, and the thin rain began to float slowly. The pedestrians on the street were in a hurry, and everyone who passed by looked at us intentionally or unintentionally. Fortunately, we stood under the dark tree, except for walking The light of the car can illuminate half of Lao Han or my face in a short time. We embraced like we were alone in the wilderness. Lao Han's embrace is so warm!At this moment, I suddenly thought, what am I afraid of? What is wrong with me being gay?Isn't it just gay? Can gays not see the light?Everyone is looking for their own emotional comfort, but the purpose of the pursuit is different. I have nothing to hide, whoever wants to see it, just come and watch it!Thinking of this, I went to kiss Lao Han, I want them to see, I, Xiao Hui, am not afraid of death, why are I afraid of being seen?However, when I saw Lao Han's upright face, and saw his trembling just now but now full of concern, I pushed him away—it doesn't matter if I'm alone, but I can't harm Lao Han!

The rain was getting heavier, and the already cold autumn wind was wetted by the rain, blowing in waves, and the coldness began to seep into the bones of people.But my old Han has already taken off his coat and put it on my head. He is afraid of freezing me in the cold night rain. I pushed him away and ran south.Old Han didn't expect that I suddenly ran away without any warning, and screamed: "Xiaohui, what's wrong with you! Why are you running? Just say what you have to say, there is a brother!" caught up.If you don’t listen to him, it’s all right. If you listen, I’m even more excited. I want to leave him, I want to leave him, comrade. This kind of emotion has no real destination. How naive I was before. Lao Han, I have been surrounded by happiness all my life. As long as I avoid Lao Zuo, I can walk with Lao Han to the end of this broad road covered with flowers and sunshine, and finally we can grow old slowly in the setting sun. Eliminate all worries in the eyes of each other, dissolve life in the smile of holding hands, and meet again in the next life to fly hand in hand and make love again.Oh, how childish and ridiculous I am.

I ran aimlessly along the fence of Xiyuan around the city, with only one thought in my mind, leaving Lao Han, leaving this person I love so much, maybe, my departure is the only way to free Lao Han and Lao Zuo. Even Tian Zhen was really on edge.I knew that Lao Han was chasing after me desperately, so I let go of my sports-loving legs, turned around the southwest corner, and ran towards the south gate without direction.Lao Han had no choice but to block a taxi on the road. Because of the rain, the rental business was very good, so he couldn’t stop him. He could only chase after him desperately. When he saw two people walking across from me, Lao Han shouted: " Thief, catch the thief!" Hearing this, the two people in front gave each other a wink, but they remained calm. When I brushed shoulders with them, one of the middle-aged men made a right uppercut, which caught me off guard. In the middle, it just hit my lower abdomen. I staggered, the pain was unbearable, and I covered my stomach and squatted on the ground. Another middle-aged man took the opportunity to press down on my shoulder and pressed me tightly. I squatted on the ground with my buttocks , The person who punched me took the opportunity to kick me again; "Virtue, I told you not to learn well, and cut off three of your hands!".My first escape from Lao Han ended with a physical pain.Old Han ran up panting, and hurriedly said to the two people: "Master, master, I'm sorry, my brother's quarreling with me, I can't catch up, it's dark, I'm afraid something will happen, I have no choice, so I made such a bad plan Don’t be surprised.” After finishing speaking, he took out two hundred-yuan bills from his wallet and stuffed one into one person’s hand; “It’s hard work, hard work, thank you, it’s a thought, go to a bar, rain, It's cold!" The two laughed; "Hey, I still have to do good deeds in the future, and I won the good citizen award today!" Then they helped me up: "Little brother, it doesn't matter, look, what a wonderful brother you are!" Ah, if you have something to talk about, why don't you run away!" After saying that, he said some polite words to Lao Han, and left happily.

Old Han burst into tears: "Xiaohui, why are you running? Are you dying of me? It's raining and the road is slippery, and there are few cars. If something happens, you might as well stab me with a knife, you want to die Right? Well, you wait until I die before you die! I can jump the moat, and I’m good at waiting for the express train on the road!" My heart broke when I heard Lao Han say that, and I hugged him, No longer caring about it, on this increasingly cold rainy night, shut his mouth tightly, fuck Tian Zhenzhen, fuck his grandma's worldly eyes!Everyone who dislikes me, Hong Xiaojun, please open your eyes: I am gay, I love men, and I just love Lao Han!

How many friends have you ever given me the fragrance of flowers?Let me always remember their faint smile and love and affection?

How many friends have I stood at the height of my life and kept giving me advice?

Boundless fallen trees, desolate wilderness, I kept looking back in the past, kept thinking about it, but it was blank.

The years that have passed, I have kept nothing. Standing in front of me today, the only one who can hug me tightly and give me warmth is only Lao Han.I don't know, what am I waiting for in life but love?I don't want to walk alone in the future, youth will age quickly, only love can make people young forever, I must catch Lao Han, he is already my last straw, weak water three thousand, that's it One scoop!

I don't care who comes to spy on me and Lao Han's wild kiss with curious eyes, just like that, Lao Han hugged me tightly, and I hugged him tightly, and kissed deeply under the flower wall of Suzaku Gate.The rain is getting heavier, and the raindrops are hitting the leaves with a rustling sound. At this time, the red lanterns on the city wall with three steps, one post and five steps, are the most warming things in sight. The moat winds into the distance Wandering, although the south gate is full of brilliant lights, but at this moment, it is not as bright as my heart.

Kissing crazy, kissing tired, kissing like drunk, we knew it was time to go home.

The rain has soaked both of us.

Lao Han held my face in both hands: "Xiaohui, you are the only love that my brother cares about right now! When I didn't know you, the word lover was just a word without any weight. But , since I met you, as soon as my mind was free, you slipped in with a smile. My brother's heart fell from the sky and fell to the ground, and it was very at ease. I don't know what fate is. Now I know, this life It should be fate to meet you. I have no other requirements, I just hope that I can live in peace and tranquility for the rest of my life, and that will be enough. Be obedient, if you feel unhappy in the future, just tell my brother, you It's really hard for me to hide my grievances in my stomach like this!"

Listening to Lao Han talking like this, seeing his sincere and sad appearance, I had no other feelings, I just wanted to laugh, and I laughed along with it.

Seeing me laughing, Lao Han let me go, pretended to be angry, turned his head away, and cursed: "Crazy!"

I laughed out loud: "Madman? A lunatic is a lunatic! It was you who turned me into a lunatic, this is the lunatic, what do you do with me, the lunatic is happy now, if you are not convinced, you should be crazy too!"

After finishing speaking, he squeaked him under his armpit, and Lao Han tightly clamped his arms to dodge.In this way, the two lunatics turned into little children in an instant.

I can't play anymore, and if I continue to play, I will get sick.Fortunately, I quickly blocked the car and went back to my house.

Turning on the Yuba, the warmth quickly surrounded the two of us tightly.I dripped shampoo on Old Han's head, scratched his scalp, dripped shower gel on him, touched his back, touched his chest with dense hair, and I was immediately covered by a desire.

When it comes to sex with Lao Han, many years later, when I think about it, I realize that it’s not that Lao Han doesn’t want to, he really pity me too much, he can’t bear to let me try again the pain he suffered at that time !Although judging from his rhetoric, it seems that he can still say it!