dance like a butterfly

Lao Zuo's lover was waiting for me at the gate of Renhe Hospital. I saw her because she stood out from the crowd.

It was late autumn, and this woman was actually wearing a milky white dress.White half leather shoes, a string of thin white pearl chains hanging around the neck, and even the earrings are two small white rings.

On the crook of his arm was a crocodile bag.

Fortunately, the sun is still warm now.

Seeing me, she also recognized me at a glance, even though she had only met once.

She smiled politely at first, and then quickly sank into a kind of worry.

"My old Zuo is sick and is in the hospital. He hasn't been to work for two days," the woman said.

In my impression, Lao Zuo is always as solid as an iron tower, as if he never gets sick.In the one year I have known him, I have never seen him take medicine, and he has never had a cold. I have seen him take cold baths many times in the winter.

"So, how is it now?" I asked quickly.

No wonder yesterday was very quiet, I didn't see Lao Zuo's phone calls and messages, which also made me faintly uneasy and guilty.

"Xiaohui, I want to find someone to talk to you."

I didn't know what kind of medicine was in this woman's gourd, and I was not sure, so I said, "I'd better go and see my brother first."

"Your brother?" The woman's face was very complicated. She repeated these two words, her lips twitched, but she changed the topic and said with a smile; "Let's talk about it first."

I feel something is wrong.

This woman, what do you want to do?

I had to say; "Well, there seems to be a coffee shop in front, let's sit there."

There are not many people in this Lanny Coffee House at this time, and the layout is elegant. The century-old classic Casablanca is scattered in every corner of the house.

The woman ordered a private room and turned her face to the side.Say no more.

I told the waiter, bring your best and most expensive coffee.

The waiter brought coffee, and after she went out, the woman from the old left turned around.

"Sister-in-law, what's the matter?"

There were tears in the woman's eyes, she seemed to restrain herself for a long time, and said, "Xiaohui, let's be a villain first, and then a gentleman."

I nodded in bewilderment, what on earth was she trying to say?An ominous feeling suddenly descended.

Suddenly, the woman stood up, with a crisp sound of "slap--", her hand crossed the table, and I was slapped hard on the face.

"Do you know, Lao Zuo wants to divorce me!"

Before I could recall it, the woman's words rang in my ears like a thunderbolt.

I stayed and stayed, this kind of thing was beyond my expectation.

I sat there without moving.

I'm not yet uneducated and irrational enough to hit a woman.

This real slap woke me up.

Her slap should have been done by Lao Zuo a long time ago. In Lao Zuo's eyes, I must be a white-eyed wolf, an unfamiliar dog. Although it has a gorgeous appearance and a charming posture, it is actually just a dog. The beast, the beast that failed his thousands of affections!

The woman began to cry. The hair ornament on her noble bun was a purple butterfly. When she cried with rain, the tentacles of the butterfly dangled back and forth.

I took out a tissue from my pocket and handed it over, but she saw it and refused to take it.

She was a cultured woman, you could tell.She hit me, right!I'm not mad at her.

Give it again, and she catches it.

Wait until she finishes crying.

After a while, she said, "Xiaohui, I hate you to death."

I lowered my eyes. In front of her, I was a sinner.

"Actually, very early on, I felt that there was something wrong with my family's old left. I am also a highly educated person, and now I am the deputy editor-in-chief of a well-known large periodical in the country. We are very happy since we got married and have children. Yes, it is a very warm family of three. Lao Zuo is also very kind to me, he is a very exemplary husband. Although sometimes I am not satisfied with his unobvious feminine body movements, but this It doesn't affect that he is a good husband."

"He contracted out all the housework at home and was very considerate and considerate to my family."

"However, slowly, the life of husband and wife became uncoordinated. Many times, I obviously felt that he was avoiding me. Unexpectedly, in the past year, it has almost disappeared. To be honest, apart from this aspect, my There is nothing dissatisfied with our old left."

"I always thought that Lao Zuo had a woman outside, but it doesn't look like it after careful observation."

"Ask him again, and he will say, apart from having a good relationship with you, and sometimes going to your hometown for a few days, he has never been very close to anyone. I jokingly said: Then are you gay? Three words, he is very sensitive, and he didn't even say a word to me for two days."

"One day, I saw you on the street. At that time, I thought about the fact that my old Zuo didn't talk to me for two days. When I saw you, I kept thinking, if you are a woman, with your face, don't It is said that our old leftist can easily take away all men from his women. I thanked God that day, glad that you are a man! How stupid I am!"

"Many times at night, I was woken up by Lao Zuo talking in my sleep. He kept calling Xiaohui Xiaohui. Another night, he hugged me and kept kissing me, saying: Xiaohui, don’t leave me, you leave me, how can I live? I was covered in goosebumps, I couldn’t get angry, so I slapped him, he woke up and asked me why I hit him?”

"I said, what is the relationship between you and Xiaohui? Are you really gay? In fact, for women, especially for 40-year-old women like us, the concept of family is very important. We are no more than a little wife, divorced If you can find another man to marry, if you are lucky, you can marry a good master. People say that a man has 41 flowers, and a woman has [-] tofu dregs. When a woman reaches this age and has children, no matter how beautiful you are and how temperamental you are, it is difficult Compared with youthful young people. As long as the integrity of marriage is not destroyed, women can only sigh and accept it. After another big quarrel, I also think so. As long as our marriage is still there, let him go Well, it will be fine in a few years after he gets over his enthusiasm. They are all people who want to save face, and they still have a bit of status. If Lao Zuo's reputation is ruined, who will be good."

"However, Lao Zuo has never admitted what kind of relationship you have. This makes me very angry, and I don't plan to get into it anymore. He also intends to hide it."

"I pay attention to his QQ from time to time. Finally, one time, when I turned on the computer at home, he was careless and didn't delete the conversation record. I saw his message to you."

"Maybe Lao Zuo also felt that he was sorry for me in this matter, so he doubled his compensation in other places. Go shopping with me, shopping. What else can I do, I have no choice but to turn a blind eye and close it." Only one eye."

"Who knows, our old Zuo is in a very bad mood these two days. When we go home, we just keep a long face and don't talk. , I just heard that it is because of old Han that you want to break up with him."

"Xiaohui, I don't understand homosexuality, but I can understand it. There is no same-sex marriage law in our country, so we can just throw it away? Meet someone, like it for a long time, and if you don't like it, just leave. If so, Who will pay for my old Zuo's feelings? Now, Lao Zuo is lying in the hospital with gastrointestinal bleeding from drinking. Let me tell you, if there is a mistake in his body and any psychological shadow left, Lao Zuo can let go. Pass you, I can't let you go! I'm not threatening you, I'm a woman, just that sentence, I will fight you desperately!"

"You can come today, it shows that you still have a little conscience."

"If you don't come, I won't be able to say what method I will use!"

The woman's words shocked me!

Lao Zuo never mentioned these things in front of me. These words came from a woman, but what impressed me the most was her tolerance and understanding of the destruction of her family by foreign comrades.

Her generosity made me feel relieved.I also admire her for defending her family's honor and family safety.

I feel guilty about Lao Zuo, anyway, I have to go and see Lao Zuo first.

"Xiaohui, I don't care how you handle your relationship with Lao Han, whether Lao Han has background or background, and I don't care how you manage your existing relationship with Lao Zuo. I only ask for one thing, that is, let us Hello, old Zuo! People say, if you can take over the porcelain work, you have the diamond. I’m here to tell you today, Lao Zuo is easy to bully, and Tian Zhen is really not easy to bully! Lao Zuo is in the C building of the inpatient department Room 906, it's up to you if you want to see him or not."

After speaking, he dropped the 500 yuan and disappeared in a flash.

An invisible pressure spread.

One end is Lao Han, and the other end is Lao Zuo.One is the one that loves me and I love it, and I will wait for it for the rest of my life, and the other one is the one that selflessly bestows on me, and I hope it will last forever.

This woman made it very clear. For the sake of Lao Zuo, she no longer objected to my association with Lao Zuo. Now that Lao Zuo is like this, she only hopes that Lao Zuo can get better.

How can I make Lao Zuo get better?This is no longer something that can be done simply by rejecting the old leftists.

I got up, looked at the money Tian Zhenzhen dropped with a smile, and shouted: Pay the bill!

Everyone loves to show off!

Anyway, let's go see Lao Zuo first, see the person who loves me with all his might.

The streets were crowded with people.

After going out, Zhang Wenqing and Lao Han stood at the door, and Lao Han asked, "Did she do something? Who is that woman?"

Zhang Wenqing said: "She is looking for death!"