dance like a butterfly

When I woke up and looked at the clock, it was almost 11:30 in the morning.

Last night, I was so confused that I didn't know what dream I had.

Stretch and rinse your mouth.

When I went to the bathroom, I saw that my original things had been sorted out and placed neatly. Even the towels were wrapped around the crosspiece under the tray and pulled neatly like in a hotel.Even the toilet was wiped spotless.

It can be said that the old Zuo treated me meticulously, and there was nothing inconsiderate.

At work, he has few things to do, and all he can think about is: where is Xiaohui now, has he eaten yet?Is the food good? Has his clothes been washed? Is it time for new clothes?How much is left on the phone bill, how is his hometown, don't let things in his hometown distract him.

After brushing my teeth, I'm a little hungry.

Open the fridge, it's full.Eggs, vegetables, quick-frozen dumplings, ham, instant noodles, cold drinks, beer, juice, and a small box of strawberry yogurt.

Turned on the water dispenser, took a glass of water, made a glass of black sesame paste and drank it.

Unscrewing the shower, I started to take a shower. Thinking of that day, when Lao Han said that he would play with me if he hadn’t been unable to move, my heart was filled with joy. The mighty tyrant.

I despise it, hehe.

Suddenly, the sound of the door opening was heard, followed by Lao Zuo's excited voice: "Xiaohui, are you back?"

I answered.

Lao Zuo immediately said, "Didn't you eat? What do you want to eat, at home, or outside?"

I said: "Eat whatever you want, you are short at noon, so make do with it."

After finishing speaking, I was very surprised, what happened today, I have never talked to Lao Zuo like this.Lao Zuo must have heard it too, and couldn't help saying happily, "Xiaohui is sensible now."

Lao Zuo was hanging around my half-closed and half-open bathroom door, and I just remembered that I hadn't made out with him for almost ten days.

Wrapped in a towel, I'm about to change into my clothes.

Old Zuo hugged me tightly.

I didn't stand still, and as soon as he tried hard, he held me down and fell on the bed.

I closed my eyes.

I could hear his heavy breathing, and his movements were rough like a rapist's.

From head to toe, there was no place I wasn't kissed by him.

The focus is on my chest.

The most important thing is the king I despised just now.

I could hear the sound of Lao Zuo glaring off his shoes, it sounded like two drumbeats, someone was about to charge forward.

I could hear the sound of old Zuo Xixi taking off his clothes.

I've been waiting for this day for a whole year, and I can't wait any longer.

Today, I will open the cage that imprisoned me, fly away, and never look back.

As soon as I turned over, the old Zuo who was like a black iron tower was obediently pressed under me.

Lao Zuo also has heavy eyebrows and regular facial features. In the eyes of others, he is definitely the kind of man who can attract people.It's a pity that my opinion of him has long been preconceived, and I am ready to escape at any time.

I started to kiss him, kissed his lips, and gently sent the tip of my tongue into his mouth. He quickly closed his lips and sucked it stupidly, like a lamb that has been hungry for a long time and finally found the ewe.

I was never ready to kiss someone I didn't like, and I was never ready to not stick my tongue in front of Lao Zuo.

Just because of this kiss, the excited old Zuo hugged me and rolled on the bed from left to right, and then from right to left.

He didn't let go of my mouth until I vaguely changed from pain to numbness.

Watching the clock while rinsing, tossing for over an hour.

Lao Zuo smiled and wanted to wipe my back, but I blocked him.

He was inexplicably surprised: "It was fine just now, what's the matter with you?"

I'm speechless.

After he rinsed out and got dressed, I took out a bank card from my pocket.

There is [-] yuan in the card, which I set aside to give him a long time ago. After calculation, the old Zuohua has at least [-] yuan in my family and me.

Lao Zuo said, "What are you doing, what do you mean?"

Before he could say another word, I bent my legs and knelt down in front of him with a bang.

When I knelt, Lao Zuo was startled.

He froze there.

People say that a man has gold under his knees.

In my whole life, I kneel to the sky and kneel to my parents.Never kneeled before anyone.According to Lao Zuo's detailed method, it is impossible for him not to know my personality.

Lao Zuo stayed there, and it took him a long time to remember to help me.

I push him away.

If he doesn't accept the money, return the keys to my house, or keep his promise, I won't get up.

"Xiaohui, if you have something to say, talk it out. If you're like this, where do you want me to put my face?" Old Zuo shouted anxiously.

I also know, how easy is it to break free from the old left's grasp?

He is the kind of master who recognizes the direction and rushes to the end. To defeat him, he can only be soft and hard. If he is soft, start from his softest place. If he is hard, let him retreat.

There is no turning back at the start of work. Since I am leaving, don't try to stop me, and you can't stop me.

"Brother Zuo, I know that you treat me well, and you treat me sincerely. No one has ever treated me so kindly before." I said, "You must still remember that on my birthday last year, you promised me that I would When you find someone I like, you will let me go, absolutely let me go, and you will not stop me. Do you still remember?"

I sincerely called him "Brother Zuo". In the past year, he did a lot of things for me and gave me a lot of trouble. After calling him "Brother" today, I don't have to call him anymore.

I want to bring it up again, I must.

Lao Zuo understood, his face turned pale.

Maybe he has always been worried about such a day, but he didn't expect it to come so soon, so suddenly, maybe, just now, he thought that I had changed my mind, that I was sincerely willing to hold his hand and grow old with him.

"There is 2 yuan in this card. If you want to accept it, you must accept it. I, Hong Xiaojun, don't want to owe anyone favors. From today onwards, our relationship will be severed and we will not miss each other! Also, you leave my key .”

Lao Zuo didn't make a sound, tears dripped down on the floor.

He choked violently, hugged his head, squatted on the floor, grabbed his hair with both hands, the hair was too short to hold, so he scratched repeatedly, as if itching, and suddenly burst into tears .

I stood up, my knees were a little numb.

Walking over, I put the bank card into the top pocket of his white shirt. "Remember, the username is Hong Xiaojun, and the password is my birthday."

Lao Zuo suddenly went crazy and took out the card with both hands. His hand was big and his pocket was small, and his trembling hands actually burst the pocket.

His tears, saliva, and snot all flowed down.

Finally he took out the card, and with a sound of swiping, he raised his hand, the card flew out, hit the ceiling, fell on the cabinet air conditioner by the wall, flicked it again, it was gone, I don’t know where it went .

He stood up, wiped his face with his arm sleeve, untied the key chain from his waist, picked it with trembling hands for a long time, took off a key tied with a red string from the iron ring, raised his hand, and put it on the bedside table superior.

He wiped his face with his arm sleeve again, turned around, and walked outside.

When I reached the door, I stopped again, looked around the room with dull eyes, closed the door for me silently, and left.

I thought Lao Zuo would talk a lot, I thought there would be a fight, at least Lao Zuo would slap me, but no, Lao Zuo just left.

Is this the end soon?Is it over?I don't believe it myself.

I don't know whether this result should be happy or sad.

My heart is astringent.

Open the window, but a song floats in from the street for no reason:

Until the street lights and I are left

Your tear stains on your shirt have turned cold

i don't understand i can't

believe that love is over

Sit in a trance and think of those joys

The breakup just now doesn't seem real

I don't know if

prove you loved

Passers-by don't look at me anymore, I'm not crazy, but my heart hurts

I don't think I can go away yet maybe you'll come back later

What would you do without me Who will dry your tears for you

Who will help you hold an umbrella to comfort you when you are upset

Sleepless nights, you are most afraid of being alone

How would you do without me

why let go why leave

Didn't you say it's okay to love each other forever