dance like a butterfly

My dreams were bizarre and fragmented without a trace, my head was dizzy as if stuffed with broken cotton wool, my thoughts were scattered for a while, and my thoughts were coherent for a while.

When I opened my eyes, my second sister-in-law was sitting on a stool by the edge of the kang, looking at me with melancholy eyes: "His third father, what do you think?"

I smiled and said, "It's okay."

"I think we should go to the hospital in Weinan to have a look." The second sister-in-law said softly.

"Where is the hospital in Weinan better than the hospital in Xi'an, let's go to Xi'an, my dad has a lot of acquaintances in Xi'an!"

Haohao turned his face and interjected.

I don't want to go anywhere.

I have never suffered from such a disease before, and I know that it is not a disease at all.Before I met Lao Han, I was also deeply anxious about my emotions countless times. I was worried that I would never find my lover again in my life.However, at that time, I had never had such deep doubts, and I was like a person who got into a dead end and couldn't find his way and walked forward with his head depressed.But now, I know what kind of road I am walking on irreversibly, and I find that so many people in this world are not in the same love direction at all. The backlog of hidden guilt in my heart hit me like a firestone.

I could have stopped thinking about it, but at some point in life, everyone like me will be greeted by this feeling.

Suddenly, someone said in my ear: "Leave him! Leave Lao Han!"

My heart trembled, and I looked around, but I couldn't find this person.

"Fourth Uncle, what are you looking for?" Haohao asked.

This is simply a novel and crazy statement.These words made my whole body tremble like an electric shock.How is it possible, how is it possible to leave Lao Han!Lao Han is like an autumn fruit, shining alluring luster and tangy fragrance on the wilderness of my emotions, like a strong peach tree leaning against a mountain stream among the green bushes in spring, making me unable to give up everything I have Running towards him all the way, how could I leave him, how could I leave him!

"Fourth Uncle didn't look for anything, didn't look for it, Fourth Uncle didn't go to see a doctor, and he didn't go anywhere."

I stroked Haohao's head and gave him a smile.

"Why don't you go and see it?" The second sister-in-law said worriedly: "If something is really difficult, how can you tell him?"

We all know who he is referring to.

"I'm really healed. Look, isn't it good? I was just too tired last night. I haven't had a solid sleep in a while. No, I'm back home. It's all right, really."

I spoke softly and articulately, and no one could tell what was wrong.

Don't think about Lao Zuo, don't think about Lao Han, and don't think about Lao Lin and the others. Although the days of living in Hua County are empty, they are also happy.

The second sister-in-law still looked at me worriedly: "If you really think it's all right, that's all right. Let's eat."

Haohao interrupted and said, "Fourth Uncle is like this now, who knows what's wrong with him. Last night, I was really scared. My mother was sick before, and she looks a bit like Fourth Uncle last night. "

The second sister-in-law touched Haohao's head and said with a smile, "Stop talking, we're ready to eat."

I feel that I have some strength in my body, and I feel a little dazed when I think about what happened last night, as if I was pinched by a ghost.In order not to worry my dad, I struggled to get off the ground, went to the next room, and called my dad to say good morning.

After all, Dad was slower than before. Seeing that my smile was not much different from the past, just as I imagined, a smile appeared on his face immediately, and he didn't care about anything in his heart.

When my eldest brother and sister-in-law came to see me, I was brushing my teeth and washing my face with Haohao.

The sister-in-law said with a smile: "Our brother is scary, you see, after a night of sleep, he behaved like a normal person, but last night he made a fuss, it seems that staying in the city will still make him sick." .”

When Haohao heard this, he put down his teeth, "Auntie, that's not what you said. My fourth uncle has never been like this before. Maybe it's because of some stimulation last night. Fourth uncle, you said that our family in the city Okay?"

Haohao turned around and asked me seriously.

The eldest brother lowered his voice, and yelled at his sister-in-law roughly: "You are the one who loves to talk, and you are the only one who loves to talk. If you don't talk, no one will treat you as dumb!"

When the sister-in-law heard about it, she hurriedly lowered her head and left without saying a word.

My mouth was full of toothpaste and before I could open my mouth, the second sister-in-law just stepped into the door and said with a smile: "This kid Haohao is smart and sensible, of course the city is better than the country, if the city is not good, how can Haohao be so smart? Wash it up, let’s eat and eat! Brother, you come to eat too, and I’m cooking for you!"

Seeing that the second sister-in-law was looking at him sincerely, the eldest brother hurriedly said, "I've eaten, I've really eaten."

Eating around my dad's Kangtou is one of the warmest scenes in my life.It's just that there are more Haohaos today, and the atmosphere is different.

The eldest brother is usually not very talkative, he is smoking a cigarette on the edge of the kang, while staring at Haohao extraordinarily.

Hao Hao was sandwiching thin and bright yellow potato shreds in the steamed bun, while curiously looking at a dish on the plate in front of him, hesitating whether he should try it or not.

"Fourth Uncle, what kind of dish is this? Why is it black?" He asked with his dark eyes open.

Every summer, a waist-high wild vegetable grows on the hillside, on the top of the ground, and beside the ditches. The leaves are the size of a human palm, green and hard. The locals call this wild vegetable Renhan.The leaves of Renhan have a good taste, chewy and slightly spicy. It tastes very fragrant when making Qihua noodles in summer.If you can’t eat enough, pick off the leaves and dry them in the sun. In winter, boil them in a pot of boiling water, drain them, pound them with minced garlic, cut a little shredded red pepper, pour them with boiling oil, add half a tablespoon of cooking wine and half a tablespoon of mature vinegar , good color and fragrance.

"Try it, wild vegetables." The second brother said.

Haohao picked up a chopstick tip, put it in his mouth, moved his jaw slightly, and immediately smiled: "I haven't eaten it yet, it's so delicious."

The second sister-in-law said with a smile, "It's good to eat. When you go back, ask your fourth uncle to bring you some for your dad to taste."

"My dad probably hasn't eaten it either, fourth uncle?"

Haohao asked me with shining eyeballs.

Has Lao Han never eaten it?I do not believe.In the past, rural people yearned for the days of city people. They always thought that city people could eat white rice, fine noodles, melons, fruits, vegetables, cooked chicken, fish and big meat.Not to mention that this kind of thinking was unrealistic in the past, even now, it may not be true that all urban people are living as well as rural people imagined before.The abundance of life is another matter. How many people can catch up with the scientific standard in terms of the quality of recipes alone?It seems that no one really lists a healthy menu for the whole people.Lao Han is not worried about food and clothing, and he is not worried about not being able to eat. In today's time when urban people are rushing to consume farmhouse entertainment, he may have eaten wild vegetables like Renhan more than once, but how many times have I carefully eaten them? How about giving him a healthy and nutritious meal list?When I was with Lao Han, I was always greedy for my mouth, and I changed my way to eat whatever I wanted to eat. How stupid that is!It makes people blush just thinking about it.Looking forward to being with Lao Han for a long time, the second sister-in-law's words gave me a long-term plan.

"If you think it's delicious, let's take some home for your father and sister." I smiled and saw Haohao denying his life here, and I felt relieved from the bottom of my heart.

The eldest brother kept silent, and suddenly asked me: "Third brother, have you heard from Lao Han recently that there will be construction work to be done in the next year?"

The second brother stopped his chopsticks and looked down at me.

I immediately felt something was wrong.

"Aren't you doing well in the greenhouse? Why do you want to go to the city to do construction work?"

The eldest brother laughed and said, "This greenhouse vegetable is good, but how can you go to the city to hire a job? Didn't you hear what the old Wang's family said? How can someone hire a job in the city to support the greenhouse vegetable for ten years?"

I laughed a little.The eldest brother is an honest and responsible person, although he has a good skill with a knife and does contracting projects, he is not suitable.

The second brother interjected: "Third brother, if you have a chance, you can ask Lao Han. If you find something suitable, do it. If it's not suitable, it's a big deal not to do it. If you ask, you won't lose anything."

I remember the last time when Lao Han came to Hua County, he seemed to mention such things when he was chatting with his two brothers. It seems that the elder brother was instigated by someone this time, and Lao Lin drove me and Haohao back yesterday, and the two brothers felt a little uneasy. .

The second sister-in-law smiled and said: "His third dad, don't go back and say this to Brother Han, this kind of invisible thing is not suitable for us to do. I blocked your second brother several times, it's not like we can't find things all day long .Although we can’t get rich and rich while doing family affairs, it’s still enough to spend. If people in the city are really so easy to live in, is there still our countryside? Eat and eat, let’s not talk about it.”

The second brother frowned.

Hearing what the second sister-in-law said, the elder brother ruthlessly wiped out the cigarette butt on the top of the kang, "Ask what you are afraid of, ask what you are afraid of." He went away unhappy while muttering.

Just as I put down the bowl, the phone rang.I was excited for a while, and Lao Han finally called, and I went to the yard to listen.

After looking at the number, it was Lao Lin.

"Xiaohui, are you okay?" He smiled silently over there.

"pretty good."

For Lao Lin's care, I am more grateful now. In this gratitude, there is a steady support that I can't describe. I feel that he is like a family member of Lao Han who can speak justice.

"Haohao, are you okay?"

"Okay. This kid doesn't recognize him wherever he goes. Why, are you afraid that I will abduct him or abuse him?" I easily chatted with Lao Lin.

Lao Lin finally laughed out loud, "What are you talking about? I have already noticed the child kissing you. This is a good thing. I would like to see you share part of the work for Lao Han. When it’s difficult, just talk and don’t look outside.”

This is probably what Lao Lin wanted to say the most today.

"It's all good, really."

I mean it.

Hanging up the phone, I was about to turn around when the phone rang again.

Hehe, brother, you just don’t miss me, don’t you miss your precious son?

I didn't even think about it, but with a smile in my eyes, I called out, "Brother!"

The person over there hesitated for a moment: "Who did you call just now? I just can't get in?"