dance like a butterfly

The intimacy with Lao Han has always been as urgent as the wind.

One is twenty years old, and the other is rain after a long drought.Lao Han's panting, trembling, Lao Han's whispering, excitement, his masculinity and tenderness all make me intoxicated, making me psychedelic in a kind of continuous explosion and nostalgia that can never be suppressed.

Sex is not the whole of love, but the dazzling sparks of friction when emotions overlap allow us to reach an extreme. While releasing ourselves heartily, we also let us please each other to the maximum extent.I also believe that this kind of mutual entry of bodies, the raging flame ignited at a certain moment, can present a magnificent color in the sky of love for a long time.

After taking a shower together, and lying on the bed contentedly, Lao Han looked at me while smoking a cigarette with a smile on his face: "You are really good, you know you have a heart-to-heart talk with Meimei."

Perhaps today, in the eyes of Lao Han, I am no longer the self-serving and self-willed young man I used to be.

"Brother, you don't know yet. Every time I talk to Meimei, I get nervous."

I hope to communicate carefully and peacefully with everyone around Lao Han. I want everyone to know that I don't want anything other than Lao Han's heart.I also want to be like them, bringing my care, love and care to Lao Han in a natural way, and the true love I gave Lao Han is something that no one can give.But, will they let me share Lao Han?In Lao Han's house, I don't know when the war with Meimei will end, and I don't know if I will get what I want, even though Lao Han seems to have a good chance of winning.

"How? No matter what, you are a few years older than her, not to mention, you have been in the society for several years. According to your ability, I believe that you will have a good relationship with the two children. You want Believe in yourself, don't worry too much about gains and losses, children are always children, there is no need to be afraid!"

Lao Han squeezed my hand, and circled my palm with his thumb.

"I feel like she is aware of the things between the two of us?", I was uneasy.

If I have a cold stomach, I am afraid of eating watermelon.I always feel that Meimei doesn't dislike me on the surface, but behind me, she always looks at me vigilantly with a pair of big black eyes, and even thinking about it makes me shiver.

"Don't think about it. Brother has been paying attention to this aspect all the time, and he thinks that he has never revealed any clues. She is a girl, and she will never think of our relationship in this way."

Old Han interrupted me decisively.

"However, last time she asked me if I had this kind of relationship with you, and she is still bringing the topic up here today."

Old Han laughed: "Xiaohui, you are too sensitive, sometimes you will be so sensitive that you will be overwhelmed. Think about it, that time, brother went to the station to see you off, didn't the steward say that at the door Is it? They are just talking, using that word to describe the relationship between our two brothers, this is called 'the speaker has no intention but the listener has the heart'! Remember, no matter what time you are, the more airy you are, the better off you will be!"

Old Han's words undoubtedly reassured me for the time being. I let out a long sigh of relief, but then panicked again.

"Brother, are you rich?"

Old Han smiled and said, "Why do you ask that? You are not a greedy person."

Holding Lao Han's half-hard sleeping snake, I laughed: "Are you really so rich that you don't care about 20 yuan?"

Lao Han stretched out his hand and grabbed my ear: "You are still weighing the rent in your heart, aren't you?"

In Lao Han's heart, he must think that I am already his person, and since I am his person, it is a matter of course to live in his house.

I don't know what's wrong with me.I know that at this moment, I shouldn't think of Lao Zuo.However, when Lao Zuo knew that Lao Han gave me a house, he firmly supported me to return the money to Lao Han. On this point, Lao Zuo and I agree surprisingly.

I grabbed Lao Han's hand, sucked his fingers, sat up, took out a paper bag from the bedside table, flipped through my hands, and the money rolled up and down on the bed. "Brother, this is your money!"

Lao Han sat up as if he had been bitten by a snake. He glanced at the money, then at me, and asked coldly, "Where did you get the money? What do you mean?"

I smiled and said, "Don't worry about where it came from! You have to accept the money, otherwise, I will never feel at ease for the rest of my life!"

"I don't care? You said so lightly! You burn me with this money! You put it away quickly, and go where it came from!" After finishing speaking, Lao Han picked up the big paper bag on the quilt and put the money Pack one by one.

"Brother, you really don't want this money?", I didn't move, I stared at him.

"No!" Lao Han was still picking up the money without raising his head.After picking up the money, I put the bag in my arms, and said gently: "Put it away quickly, if you borrow it from someone else, you will return it. If you own it, save it tomorrow. Don't leave it at home. It's not safe at home. So much money!"

"This is 17. Tomorrow I will take another [-] to round up!" I was determined to give him the money.

"What are you doing?"Lao Han got angry and yelled at me: "You baby, why are you so stubborn? How many times have I told you that I don't want it! You're talking nonsense and you can't listen to your good words. You didn't slap me in the face, didn't you? What are you doing to make me feel anxious? Can I ask for this money? Ah, no matter how short I am, this is the money I need?"

It seems that Lao Han deliberately doesn't want the money anymore!

I froze for a moment, "If you don't want it, I'll give the money to Haohao. Giving it to your son is the same as giving it to you. Anyway, I can't keep the money. I can't live in your house for no reason!"

Thinking of my name written on the real estate certificate, thinking that I lived in a big house with everything without any effort, why should I?

"Huh? Xiaohui, is this what you said? What is no reason? Why didn't I let someone else live in this house for no reason, but you? Why did you suddenly become a fool again? And , Where did you get that money from? Tell me the truth! Did the old left give it to you? Did you see the old left again behind my back? You have money, right? Okay, give me another 200 million!"

Hearing what I said, Old Han couldn't help but raise his voice, and the anger between his eyebrows became prominent, as if I had really slapped him in the face.

I don't know if Lao Han is considered rich.Thinking of him as the head of a village in the city, he should have some money.But even if he has money, it is his own money and has nothing to do with me!I'm not jealous at all.Zhang Wenqing said everything today, saying that Lao Han bought me a house.Even when Haohao talked about that woman who was still very illusory, he said, "Who knows if she thinks our family is rich!" Perhaps, in the eyes of outsiders, I, the old Han, "did "Brother" came for Lao Han's money and Lao Han's name!I will exploit his blood and sweat like a parasite!

"This money, you have to take it if you take it, or take it if you don't take it! If you don't take it, I won't feel at ease all my life! If you don't take it, I won't live in this house!"

I am also in a hurry.Thinking of Lao Zuo's painstaking efforts to quickly dispose of the old house for me, thinking of the hard-won money that Lao Han didn't take seriously in front of Lao Han, and thinking of how I will live in the eyes of everyone's contempt in the future, an unknown fire jumped up.

"You," Lao Han became angry immediately, "I've never seen you so stubborn. You really have a lot of money, don't you? What's wrong with you? Don't you treat people's kindness like a donkey's liver and lungs? You Is it because I am afraid that I will regret taking this house back in the future?"

This is the first time I have contradicted Lao Han since I moved into the new house.A person with a fiery temper like Lao Han needs me to follow him when he is angry.I know this, but in this matter, my self-esteem reminds me that I must not give in.I really don't know what to do if he doesn't accept the money.

"Tell me, did Lao Zuo give you this money?" Lao Han asked forcefully.

"No!", I turned my face away without looking at him.

"Is it your loan?"

"No!", where can I get a loan, and I don't know anyone.

"This is not, that is not, where did it come from?" He broke the casserole and asked.

"Don't ask, anyway, this money is not stolen. It's my own! Do you want this money?", I can't say it's the money from selling the house. Wouldn't it be troublesome if you knew that I had entrusted Lao Zuo?Besides, he didn't want to ask me for a penny for the house at all. Knowing that I suffered for this matter, he didn't know what to say about me.

"I can't take this money!" Lao Han said with certainty.

"No, right? No, I won't live here today!"

After speaking, I jumped off the bed, took the clothes and put them on my body.

Seeing this, Lao Han jumped over and grabbed my arm, "Where are you going? It's so cold, it's midnight!"

Where do I want to go somewhere else?This is my home, and Lao Han's embrace is my warmest home!However, in order to gain peace of mind, I didn't want to give in, so I said blankly, "Let me go!"

"Don't let me go! If I let you go, you will run away!" Lao Han began to soften his heart and smiled.

"Let me go!", I don't like his tricks, if you don't accept the money today, I will stick with you to the end!Throwing the clothes on the floor, I went to break Lao Han's hand that was pinching my wrist.Lao Han's hands were so hard that they couldn't be opened. I sat down on the edge of the bed with my buttocks dejected.

Seeing that I was not leaving, Lao Han sat next to me with a smile and hugged me: "Xiaohui, brother knows what you think. Do you think you picked up a house for nothing? You have always relied on yourself You feel comfortable spending your own money, don’t you? When someone gives you something, you feel as if you are being taken care of by someone, right? You don’t know, when you were young, It is exactly the same as your current mentality. What is this, it is backbone! People with such backbone have never received anyone's eyes or anger! But, things have to be thought about, what is the relationship between you and brother now? Kouzi! Who am I, your brother! You have to figure it out, it’s your brother who is closer than your own brother and wants to spend the rest of your life with you! The two of us, what are you and me now? Brother wants to give You say a word, what I do with you, I will never regret it for the rest of my life! What is a house? It’s not that I can’t afford it. Then again, as long as I can live with you, I will guard it every day. You, as long as you like it, even if I can’t afford it, I will find a way to get us a house and a nest, right? Be obedient, don’t be stubborn with me, and don’t play childish temper with me, you will run away every now and then , Just now I thought that you have grown up and become sensible, why did you become an ignorant fool in a blink of an eye?"

What Lao Han said made me lose my temper immediately.However, I was always upset.Lao Han doesn't need the money, but I feel ashamed to accept it.I like Lao Han, I love him, and I really want to spend my whole life with him.However, why would Lao Han pay for me like this?This is a house worth hundreds of thousands, not an ordinary gift!How many people may struggle for a lifetime, but they can't buy such a house, but I got it so easily, just because I am a young and handsome comrade?Is it just because he was very lucky to be his lover?

"Brother, that's not the way to say it. Love is for both parties. Since my name is written on the real estate certificate of this house, of course I should pay for it. You see, I didn't pay a penny for the decoration of this house. I didn’t pay a single penny for the purchase of furniture. No one would feel at ease about such a cheap thing. If you think I should be responsible for this love, if I should pay for this love emotionally, then I should also pay for it financially. Pay. If you think I should be responsible for this family, I won’t talk about other money. I know that the market price of this house is definitely not 20, so you will suffer a loss, and I will make a concession. If you accept less than 20 yuan, our matter will be over, and we will never mention it again in the future!"

My breath calmed down and I looked at Lao Han. My words came from the bottom of my heart, as if Lao Han treated me sincerely.

Old Han laughed, kissed me on the face, and then stretched out his hand to wrap around my thing: "Xiaohui, you heard from my brother that I have a good eye for you, really. Like you There are really not many young people who think about problems like this, and it’s really hard for you. Listen to my brother again, the job you do seems to be easy to get money, but no matter what you say, it’s a kind of speculation. So, what you earn Money is not easy. The thing that happened in Nanzhang last time almost made my heart ache to death! From now on, we will quit that job, and we will not earn him no matter how much money we can make, brother farewell If you don’t want to, I just want you to be safe and sound in front of my brother. Let’s change jobs, and you won’t suffer if you are here.” As he said, Lao Han stretched out his hand to stroke my back again, still on the slightly raised scar Rubbing lightly: "No matter what you say, brother, he is a few years older than you. It is within our power to pay more money, or ask you not to pay."

While talking, he left me, and went to touch my phone by the bedside: "Brother, call Lao Zuo and ask, if you take his money, send it back tomorrow, if it is your own money , just save it, write your name, write my name, it’s not the same!"

Seeing Lao Han taking my phone, for some reason, I rushed over to snatch it as if I was frightened.Although what Lao Han said sounds completely reasonable, I don't want Lao Han to call Lao Zuo at this time.

Lao Han had already grabbed the phone in his hand.I also strode over to grab his hand.

Old Han was taken aback, and looked at me: "What's wrong? You have ghosts in your heart? What's there to hide?"

I laughed and said, "No, really, don't call him!"

Maybe people have a rebellious mentality, so Lao Han suddenly pulled his face down: "Did you really go to see him behind my back? You promised me that you would tell me everything! He really gave you money? What do you think?" Can I take his money?"

Grab the phone first!With this thought in my mind, I went to snatch the phone from Old Han.

Although Lao Han is shorter than me, he is extremely strong and flexible. As soon as I grabbed his right hand holding the phone, his left hand stretched out. Before I could touch the phone, the phone had already moved to His left hand was broken and held high above his head, and he looked at me blankly.

I was short of breath, and seeing that there was no hope of snatching the phone, I stretched out my hand and gave him a hard push on his chest.

I thought he'd dodge, thought he'd curl his left arm out in the air.That thought, his attention is all focused on his upper body, and his buttocks are still leaning against the edge of the bed, the edge of the bed is still so smooth, seeing his naked buttocks slipping along the edge of the bed quickly, I think it's too late to reach out and grab him , his bare feet slipped on the wooden floor, and he fell to the ground, only to hear a "boom", and the back of his head hit the bedside table!