dance like a butterfly

The mountain wind blew, the pine branches swayed overhead, and a few unknown wild birds flitted past. My old Han broke out in a cold sweat.

Although this Chen Hanzhang had appeared in his dreams countless times before, he had hoped more than once that there would be a scene of the two of them hugging tightly on this hill one day.But when he was most embarrassed here, Chen Hanzhang stared at him in a way that he never wanted to see.

The setting sun is like a big fireball, dyeing the whole sky red.Chen Hanzhang had a very complicated expression on his face. He was proud of what he said just now. He knew that no one could be out of his control at this moment. My old Han can only submit now.

"I can show you, but how do you plan to deal with this matter after you read it?" My old Han let go of his hand.

"What are you talking about? Let's read it first!" Chen Hanzhang laughed secretly. After seeing my old Han cleaning up, he had already considered it, so he made up his mind to eat my old Han. He knew that old Han Fei You can't show him.

"That's no good, if you don't say yes first, I won't show you even if you kill me!" Chen Hanzhang has long learned from my old Han's natural stubborn temper.

Seeing Lao Han's stubbornness and nervousness, Chen Hanzhang was annoyed and funny: "They are all men, so if you have a look, you won't lose sight of it. Besides, I will keep it a secret for you. If there is any inconvenience, just tell me, I will take care of you, don't worry."

"How long has it been?" Chen Hanzhang widened his eyes in distress.

"Uh, it's been over a week!"

"Why didn't you say it earlier?" Chen Hanzhang's voice was full of concern suddenly, he even bent down and put his hand on my old Han's crotch.

"Fortunately, the task of training was not heavy a few days ago, so I went to see the fellow health worker. He said that he didn't have the right to prescribe, so he asked me to go to the military doctor. The military doctor said it was a common disease, and he used high manganese every day. Potassium acid cleaning and disinfection and then applying some ointment will be all right. No, it’s already much lighter. After a while, it will be all right.” Even though my old Han said so, he still sneaked a glance at Chen Hanzhang , The mysterious energy that Chen Hanzhang said just now, his heart is still pounding.

"Does it still hurt? Can you roll it away and let me see inside?" Chen Hanzhang became serious.

Old Han said anxiously with a pale face: "Every time I wash it and take medicine, I have to work hard to push it away. Now you want to hurt me to death!"

Chen Hanzhang stopped insisting, and said pitifully: "What's wrong with you? Can't you take a bath every week? How can it make it so inflamed?"

"You put it bluntly. Our rural children are no match for your urbanites. How do we realize that this place is inflamed? We don't consciously wash this place when we take a bath. Besides, every time we take a bath, there are so many people. Crowded together, it’s embarrassing to expose this place. Also, when you touch this place, uh, it’s hard, and it’s so hard that you try to bear it, it’s so uncomfortable.” My old Han was in a bad mood at that time. I was as nervous as before, but it was the first time I talked about this kind of thing with someone other than myself, and my face was still purple and white.

"Hahaha," Chen Hanzhang couldn't help laughing when he heard this, but there was a hint of pampering in his voice: "You are such a fool. Don't you know what the ancients called bathing? Bathing! "Mu" is to wash the hair, and "bath" is to wash the whole body. Since all the places are washed, why bypass it? Besides, it is normal if it is hard. Life is hard for people who are not married .However, I have to learn the principle of 'integration'."

Maybe Lao Han didn't realize until now why a rural man who played naked in the river since he was a child became sensitive to these things as an adult.At that time, he didn't have the concept of homosexuality, he only knew that it was shameful to feel impulsive after seeing a body of the same sex.

He had already been inspected by the deputy squad leader, and seeing that Chen Hanzhang didn't say anything that would put him under pressure, and he didn't answer what Chen Hanzhang said just now, Lao Han let the tired bird go back to the forest.

"Don't mind!" Chen Hanzhang stretched out his hand to grab Lao Han's arm. Although Lao Han was a little sick, he still hoped to use this to achieve an in-depth relationship with Lao Han that he had never had before. "I haven't finished watching it yet." , I only looked at one head, but I haven't looked at the inside yet! You should wipe off your pants and let me take a good look!"

Chen Hanzhang's request to push forward was flatly rejected by Lao Han.It's not that my old Han intends to take Chen Hanzhang's face, I think, if he is not still suffering from inflammation now, if he is in the same good mood as before, maybe my old Han will not object to Chen Hanzhang's further request.No matter how you look at it, this Chen Hanzhang is a comfortable man!Youth is long, the wind is flying, and the embarrassing years are flustered.

"What's there to see?" My old Han gave Chen Hanzhang a meaningful look, "You have it yourself, if you want to see it, go and see for yourself!"

"What's the big deal? Mine is bigger than yours! I'm just caring about you, I just like to see yours! Can't it?" Chen Hanzhang smiled playfully.

Although Lao Han was born in a rural area, when he was taking a bath, Chen Hanzhang did not drool less when he saw the fine hair on Lao Han's firm body and fair skin. Chen Hanzhang has heard the saying "A good man is covered with hair, and a good woman is covered with fat".

Hearing what Chen Hanzhang said, Lao Han's heart beat faster.Chen Hanzhang is no longer as forceful as he was at the beginning, and Lao Han is very happy to accept such words.My old Han stopped talking. He lowered his head and sat down on the big rock just now.

The setting sun applied thicker colors, and Lao Han's face was not much more natural than before.The cool mountain wind is like a thief who has just waited for the opportunity and is looting all the small items, wantonly searching everything on this mountain.The knee-high mountain grass next to him rose and fell, and two young warriors sat there, like two beasts preparing to come out at night.

Sitting side by side with Lao Han, Chen Hanzhang put one hand on Lao Han's knee, inadvertently, slowly and gently as if unconsciously rubbing.

My old Han's heart started pounding.I heard Chen Hanzhang said that he likes to look at himself, so what kind of emotion is this kind of like?Is it the same as you imagined?

"It's good that you don't hate me. I said, Han Jun, I have always liked you. This kind of like is not the kind of like among ordinary comrades in arms. I have always wanted to find a chance to have a good flirt with you, you Don't you feel it?"

My old Han didn't say anything, he turned his face and glanced at Chen Hanzhang, he wanted to distinguish the water in these words in Chen Hanzhang's eyes.At that time, Chen Hanzhang, although his emotions were complicated, his love for Lao Han was still sincere.

Seeing that Lao Han didn't make a statement, Chen Hanzhang began to press him step by step: "I confessed my love to you, so you don't want to say anything?"

Old Han lowered his head and muttered: "I'm a farmer, what would I say?"

"Just tell me whether you like me or not. I have noticed your eyes a long time ago."

"I like it." My old Han said these two words, as if the voice came out of the gap between his teeth.

Chen Hanzhang grabbed Old Han's shoulder and kissed him hard on the face: "Speak louder!"

Old Han didn't speak any more, but rested his head on Chen Hanzhang's shoulder.

Chen Hanzhang was excited: "You stubborn donkey!", holding Lao Han's face sideways, and kissed him deeply on the lips.

My old Han was robbed of his first kiss just like that!

At that time, Lao Han was honest, honest, pure and lovely, which made people intoxicated.And Chen Hanzhang was considered considerate, so he didn't take any further steps.Otherwise, if you get excited, Lao Han's little brother will put him to death!

Lao Han said that from that day on, he no longer had to sit alone on the mountain and think about his own thoughts, and he could finally tell his own affairs to a close person.And Chen Hanzhang finally found his loyal audience.

They didn't come down until the evening when the lights-out signal blew.

I can imagine the scene at that time: there is a quiet moon like a silver plate on the hill, even though there are no mountain flowers full of branches all over the mountain road, even though there are no insects and nightingales singing, even though there is no gentle breeze blowing However, on a small hill covered with pine trees in Qilian Mountains, two soldiers who looked like fools began to fall in love. Even though the gradually rising cold turned into damp and wet their clothes, that little The top of the mountain is where my dream of old Korean comrades began.

Many years later, when I bring up the past, I know that my old Han still cannot let go.My old Han is not a poet, he will not express his original emotions to me very accurately and delicately.However, I know that after going upstream in time, on that hillside, there is his eternal first love.Beside the big rock, the mountain moon is crazily shining into the forest.Today, many years later, on the hillside, there may be vague shadows of their hugging, their voices bowing their heads and laughing together, and their excited mood.However, with their eyes when they were young, they couldn't see their respective destinations today.

Tonight, under the lamp, my old Han had to go back for me and for himself, to go back to that unforgettable memory.

Hearing what Lao Han said, I felt boundless jealousy in my heart again.I couldn't help hugging Lao Han tightly, and I slid my hand under him.Clinging tightly to the thing that stood up and made me feel aggrieved, I gave it a hard pull!

Old Han's whole body trembled: "What's the matter, little ancestor?"

I said angrily: "I still want to make it inflamed! It doesn't dare to harden!"

Old Han laughed.As soon as he turned over, he pressed hard on me, and pressed his hard stick against my belly tightly.

My old Han, this old Han who only belongs to me now, bit my lips.