dance like a butterfly

"I don't, I just want to go. In school and at home, there are showers. The place is too small. When I was a child, I was still watering in the ditch. It's refreshing!"

Haohao's air just now withered immediately, like a flower bud that has just spit out of the ground sucking the fresh air and preparing to stretch his limbs vigorously, but was confronted with a gust of cold wind. Get up: "All of you adults are like this! Hmph!"

After speaking, he glanced at me, pulled the bag from my hand, and left angrily.

After hearing his last words, I was stunned.

I haven't been to a public bath for many years.It's not that I'm afraid that I'll be embarrassed by people looking back and forth after I'm stripped naked, but I really don't want to see those people I don't like dangling naked in front of my eyes one by one.It's true that I like men, but I only want to see the man I like.

However, how can I have the heart to refute such a simple request from a child.Children are growing, they are not only growing their bodies, but their young minds need to grow up healthily.Thinking that I was walking on a narrow path, I immediately realized something, and hurriedly took a few steps to catch up.

"Okay, don't be angry, Haohao, fourth uncle promises you! Go to the bath with you!"

Haohao stopped immediately: "Really, you won't lie to me?"

"Haha, isn't it just to take a bath? How could Fourth Uncle lie to you about what he promised you!"

The little guy burst into tears immediately.He took my hand: "Fourth Uncle, did you take a bath in the river when you were young?"

"Washed!", there are several large springs at the foot of Shaohua Mountain, which are bubbling all year round, and there is never a break.The spring water is clear and sweet, pouring into the Chishui River continuously.On a summer evening, the poplar trees on the banks of the Chishui River were shady. After a day of hard work, the uncles picked a piece of white stone the size of a house, and scrubbed the dust behind them. They talked about farming loudly, soaked in the cold river water, closed their eyes and rubbed their hands. Their bronzed muscular bodies.The clear Chishui River is a paradise for our bare-bottomed children to yell and splash in the water, while the quacking ducks and geese are panicking beside us, crashing wildly on the riverbank.How happy we were at that time, the afterglow of the setting sun was dyeing the Chishui River orange.

"Fourth Uncle, isn't it fun to play in the river?" Haohao's eyes sparkled, "The small river here has long been a stinky ditch, and it stinks all day long. I have already Can't remember the last time my dad pulled me out of the river by the ears, he never took me to the shower!"

The little guy looked melancholy, looking very aggrieved.

I was a little uneasy: "Didn't your dad love you very much?"

"But he never takes a shower with me!", he rolled his eyelids dissatisfied.

"Why do you insist on going to the bath with Uncle Fourth?"

"I like a lot of people, I like places with a lot of people! I like my fourth uncle. At home, who else can I ask to go to the bathhouse besides my fourth uncle? Have you regretted it again?" Haohao's eyes said dissatisfaction All the grievances and worries.

I have always liked children, and I have always liked children like Haohao.What's more, for my own wish, I must also please this child.At the same time, for a split second, I thought of myself, and I understood how lonely this child was inside.He needs a kind of care, and I know how important that kind of zero-distance care is in his critical period of physical and psychological development at the same time!

"Stop talking, Haohao, Fourth Uncle promises you. If you have anything to say in the future, if you don't want to tell your sister and your father, you can come and tell Fourth Uncle. Fourth Uncle will be your best friend. That kind of friend who doesn't separate you from each other. As long as your request is reasonable, Fourth Uncle will definitely satisfy you!"

I squatted down and looked up at Haohao's increasingly excited eyes.

"You can do what you say, Uncle Fourth. My father and sister love me, but my sister is a woman. Besides, I have found a boyfriend now. My father loves me too, but he often teaches me with a straight face. If If you don't come, I won't dare to talk like this at home. Now, you are my fourth uncle, and I can only regard you as my closest person!"

Haohao stretched out his hands and held my hand tightly.

In the evening, when Lao Han came over, I was packing the clothes I brought from Yuxiang Gate.

"Xiaohui, take some time these few days to add some new clothes for you." After hanging up and stacking, I finished tidying up together. Old Han leaned my head on his chest and patted my clothes. said my shoulder.

"Brother, may I ask you something?", with one hand around Lao Han's waist, and the other hand drawing circles on his chest.

"Haha, why are you talking to my brother today?" Lao Han smiled and patted my face lightly.

"You have to answer me honestly before I ask."

"You ask, 'If you know everything, you can talk about it, and you can talk about it.'", this annoying old Han actually used an official accent to me.

"Did you sleep separately from your sister-in-law when the children were young?" I looked into Lao Han's eyes.

Old Han was taken aback, and asked in surprise, "Why do you suddenly ask like this?"

Thinking of Haohao's performance today, I must ask Lao Han this question clearly.

"You said that you know everything without saying what you can say." I didn't follow him.

"I told you before that I had no choice but to marry the child's mother. I am not very interested in women. In addition, she has intermittent neurological problems. Basically, it didn't take long before Haohao was born. , we slept separately."

Thinking of Haohao, I feel a little sour in my heart: "Then, when Haohao was young, you slept with Haohao in your arms, right?"

Old Han narrowed his eyes again, smiled and said nothing.

"There's nothing wrong with parents hugging their son, so why don't you dare say it!", I pouted.When I was a child, I was always hugged by my mother.After I remembered, my mother also said, you are not ashamed, you are still hanging on your tits all day when you are four years old.

Lao Han stopped laughing and sighed softly, "Although I don't have deep feelings for Haohao's mother, who doesn't feel sorry for my child? Whenever his mother is sick, I am afraid of scaring the child. I sleep with my baby in my arms at night." Old Han stared blankly at the ceiling.

I felt distressed for a while, and couldn't help but hugged Lao Han tightly.

Yes, the growth of a child requires the care of both parents, and it is impossible to leave either party.

"Haohao and I went to take a bath in the public bath today, I think you are not happy." When we came back before dinner, Lao Han had a long face.

"You still have the nerve to say that you can take a shower at home, and run to such a messy place, what are you planning?" Lao Han patted me on the head lightly, "If I go next time, I will beat your legs break!"

I understand what Lao Han is thinking, it is a typical gay mentality.My whole body is now his "private property", even I am willing.Haohao and I stood there naked, and people's eyes glued to each other, it was a big loss!But how did he understand that Haohao just wanted to re-experience the long-lost feeling with someone he felt close to, and the comfort of splashing in the warm water really excited him for a while.And Lao Han would never accompany him.

"Brother, have you ever taken a bath with Haohao?" I asked knowingly.

"Yes, but that was a long time ago."

"Brother, you are my brother. I shouldn't have talked to you like this. However, I am also Haohao's elder, and I feel sorry for him. The child is growing up, and they are very hazy about a lot of physiological knowledge, and a lot of very healthy knowledge. They don't have formal access to it. It's not good for his growth and development."

Old Han blushed, "What do you want to say!"

"I'm afraid that the children will follow our path!" Finally, these words came out of my mouth.

"You! You are talking nonsense, how is it possible!" Lao Han became a little annoyed, and his face turned red instantly.

"Brother, don't be angry. If it were someone else, I wouldn't say that. It is because I know the pain on this road that I was really scared, so I said this. This time Haohao came back from vacation, I have always been very close to me, and the word "handsome" has never left my mouth these two days. I play with him, take him to the bath, and I always look for opportunities to tell him the correct physiological knowledge and let him pay attention to male hygiene. At that time, the foreskin should be opened and cleaned. When he went to peep at a man's body, I told him when to stretch his Adam's apple, when to grow body hair, and told him that getting married and having children is an inevitable life process of a person, etc. .”

Lao Han became excited and hugged me tightly, "Xiaohui, my good brother! My brother has never done these things, one is busy ignoring them, and the other is that there is really no chance, you did what his uncle should do most matter!"

A tear fell down and fell on my face.

I hugged Lao Han back tightly, "Brother, don't worry. I like this child Haohao, and I want to return what you owe him. As a father, you may not understand the child's psychology in this period." I need it, but I understand. I will be their fourth uncle, and I will also be their friend. Although I cannot give them maternal love, I must give them care and warmth as much as possible!"

I remembered that when Haohao and Haohao came out of the bathhouse, he whispered in my ear and said, "Fourth Uncle, will you get married? Will you leave my house?"

I took advantage of the night and asked him, "If I don't leave for the rest of my life, will you get bored with fourth uncle?"

Hao Hao put his arms around my neck and said, "It would be great if there were only four of us in our family for a lifetime! I will never tire of you in my life, you are the best fourth uncle in the world!"

At that time, my heart was warmer than anything else, but I was a little worried.However, I understand that when I walk on this single-plank bridge, I must let Haohao have a healthy mind.So I sounded like a joke, but in fact I said to him intentionally: "Haohao, when you go to college, you will have a girlfriend, and girls will fall in love with you. At that time, do you still believe in Uncle Fourth? Does Uncle know your secret first?"

Haohao nodded vigorously, looked into my eyes and said: "Of course, I won't tell my boyfriend about my boyfriend after talking for so long like my sister. I have a girlfriend. I must tell you first!"

I have gained the trust of Haohao, and at the same time I have to thank Haohao for allowing me to integrate into this family.Even this hidden identity gives me some comfort.However, I am also afraid that I have done something wrong in some places, and let this child also embark on this path of eternal doom.Thinking of this, I secretly planned in my heart that I must bring an uncle's real love and care to Haohao in the future, so that he can have a sound mind.After all, he is the flesh and blood of Lao Han!

On the bed at night, I stuck to Lao Han's chest like a child, stroking his chest and back that I could never get enough of.I said, "Brother, when you were young, did you really sleep with your child in your arms?"

"You fool, what's the matter today? You keep asking this question!" Lao Han bit my nose.

I felt sore in my heart, "Of course I want to ask!"

"What?"

"Tell me, is there any difference when you hug the child and when you hug me?" Lao Han often treats me as an older child, which always makes me a little dissatisfied.Even I don't know what's going on. During the day, I love the child more than Lao Han, but at night I compete with the child for favor.

"Yes! Just ask such stupid words!", I made another thump on my forehead.

"What's the difference, say it, say it, say it quickly!".

I leveled his sexy body and climbed onto him in one fell swoop.

"Go, why are you talking about this!" Old Han clenched his cheeks tightly, pretending to be dead.

"Say it or not, I'll tell you not to!" I opened my mouth to bite the red beans on his chest, sucking them until it hissed on purpose.Hmph, don't say it again, I'll bite off your nipples!

Lao Han dodged left and right: "Okay, let me say, let me say."

"Cuddling a child to sleep is not as easy as you imagine. There is only love and happiness in my heart. It is a very hard job. I dare not sleep too much at night. I have to wake up often to take care of the child and see if it will wet the bed, right? It will be cold. But it feels different when I hold you in my arms."

"Why is it different." I chased after him.

Lao Han paused for a moment, lowered his voice, and said angrily: "I always want to stick my tongue into your mouth."

After saying this, Lao Han blushed like a big girl, showing rare embarrassment.

Instead, I became happy: "Is that all? What else, what else?"

Lao Han bit me hard on the shoulder, pushed his lower body towards me and said, "You're a coward, haven't you felt it yet? You never feel like this when you cuddle your child to sleep, you're always hard!"