dance like a butterfly

"Xiaohui, what did you just say?" Old Zuo yelled as if he had been stabbed by an awl.

He must be the only one in Lao Zuo's office, otherwise, he wouldn't be talking so loudly.Even though he is a hulking man, despite his military background, in the almost two years I have been with him, he has never spoken to me so loudly.

I bit my lip, even if this word today is a knife, I have to say it!You old left call me heartless and ungrateful, or you call me a prodigal, I am determined to sell the house in Yuxiangmen!There is no need to ask you for instructions when I sell my house. You old left should know what it means for me to tell you things like this!

"I'm going to live with Lao Han. The house in Yuxiangmen is useless to me, so I plan to sell it!"

I try to put it lightly, like a farmer going to the market to sell his old hen that doesn't lay eggs.

"No, you can't sell it! You can't sell this house!"

Lao Zuo interrupted me roughly, as if he was going to fight me hard.

I don't like him: "Hey, this is weird! Don't forget, the owner's surname on the real estate certificate is definitely not Zuo! It's the owner of that house!"

"You—" Old Zuo gasped, choked, and was speechless for a long time.

"What are you? I'm sure I'll sell this house!", I regretted a bit, what kind of nerve did I have, why did I call Lao Zuo!

"Xiaohui, even if you kill me, you can't sell this house! Do you know what this house means to me? You should remember that I lived in this house for a whole year! To me, that What kind of relationship is it for a year! This relationship alone can make me remember my whole life! Now, you are not by my side, you are gone with Lao Han, what do I use to deceive myself, do you want to know? I I always say to myself, my Xiaohui has gone on a trip, and he is coming back soon, just wait, wait! Do you know what is left to warm my heart all this time? That’s it A house! Even if you laugh at me, I will say it today! When I miss you, I will walk around the door of the house alone and smell it. I still remember the smell in that house. I I know that I have no right to ask about your autonomy, but if you sell this house, I won't even have a thought, aren't you forcing me to die?"

Lao Zuo spoke extremely slowly, and even though we were far away, I could clearly see his burly figure and the way he burst into tears.

"As you say, I want to sell this house." I had to be hard-hearted, because I had no way out.If I don't sell the house in Yuxiangmen, how can I have the money to raise the 20 yuan?If I don't give Lao Han the money for the new house in Yaxin Garden, in my whole life, let alone Lao Han, I won't be able to raise my head in front of Meimei!

"Are you sure you want to sell?" Old Zuo saw that I was firm, and his tone was no longer as firm as before.

"I have to sell it!", I am a bastard who eats weights-I am determined!

"Xiaohui, how about this. You called me brother just now, didn't you?"

"Yeah, so what? If I don't treat you as a brother, why should I tell you this?"

"Are you worried about me?"

"what do you mean?"

"Can I sell that house for you? I'm afraid you will suffer."

"How come? I'll find someone to estimate the price of this house first, as much as I want, how can I suffer a loss?"

Lao Zuo pondered for a moment and said: "I'm still worried. How about this, I'll help you with this. I'll listen to the opinions of people in the industry and see how much it's worth. Anyway, I'm more familiar with personnel relations than you. Don't you worry about me?"

In this world, if you want to say who makes me feel at ease, except for Lao Han, no one can compare with Lao Zuo.

Seeing that I was silent, Lao Zuo said: "I know you agree. How about this, you give me the door key, and I will handle the rest."

When I mentioned the key, I felt uncomfortable.

The scene of driving Lao Zuo out of the house and forcing Lao Zuo to lose his mind suddenly came to mind.

"Why, are you really worried about me?" Old Zuo's voice was hoarse.

"No!", I was ashamed.

"Then, shall I get it, or will you bring it over?" Old Zuo asked softly.

"I'll send it over." Of course I can't let old Zuo come to Yaxin Garden.

"Is it Lao Han's idea or your own idea to sell the house? Have you really thought about it?" Lao Zuo suddenly seemed to remember something, and asked hastily.

"Of course it's my own idea!", I don't understand, isn't it just selling an old house, what's the point of asking so clearly?Besides.Is there any difference between the two?

"That is to say, Lao Han doesn't know about this?" Lao Zuo was very surprised.

"I didn't tell him! What's the matter?"

Lao Zuo didn't answer me, said "I'll wait for you!", and hung up the phone.

Think about Meimei coming back in the afternoon.During the long holiday of New Year's Day, Haohao, who lives at school, should be back. I haven't seen these two children for a long time. I need to buy something for the children. I will go out quickly.

I took a taxi back to Yuxiangmen, took the spare key, and hurried back to the old left school.

Lao Zuo was holding his teacup in a daze, saw me coming in, and smiled.But his smile is really not much better than crying.

His face was ugly.I avoided his eyes and looked out the window.

This office building is on the seventh floor of the entire building, with large windows, from which you can see the vast expanse of white snow far away, as well as cars passing by on the road like beetles and pedestrians hurrying like ants.

"Xiaohui, you sold the house, if something happens in the future, where will you go?"

Lao Zuo looked at me, as if his eyes were glued to my face.It's not easy for him to say what if I say goodbye to Lao Han, he can only say what if something happens.

I glared at him: "You expect something to happen to me, right? You expect me to separate from old Han Laoyan now, right?"

Lao Zuo smiled wryly: "How can I expect you to have an accident? Am I worrying about you? Besides, if you have an accident, can I not feel sorry for you?..."

I was annoyed when I heard that Lao Zuo was getting excited again.

I regret that I ran to Lao Zuo today without telling Lao Han.If Lao Han knew that I was coming to see Lao Zuo, he would definitely have nothing to do with me.However, in order to keep Lao Han from knowing about the sale of the house, and to raise enough money for the Yaxinyuan house, what else can I do?

"How about this, brother, since you don't agree with me selling the house, the two of us will stop talking, and I won't tell you anything. Let me tell you clearly, I'm sure I'm going to sell this house. I’m sorry to trouble you, I’ll go my own way!”

After speaking, I turned around and walked out the door.

"Stop! Stop!" Old Zuo yelled violently, "People say, 'Sly rabbits have three holes', rabbits leave a way out for themselves, why are you so stubborn? You put yourself down You are not a person who loves money, so why do you need so much money this time!"

I couldn't help but stopped, seeing Lao Zuo's resentment, I felt a little sad.Yes, Lao Zuo has never lost his temper like this in front of me. Such a thick man is always as docile as a sheep in front of me.This time, when I saw that I was selling a house, my eyes turned red and I tried my best to persuade me.

Thinking that he was doing it for me, I sighed and said, "Brother, don't ask me any more. In short, I don't need this house any more. I need a sum of money to do serious things. Don't worry about what you do specifically." .”

"Then, will you live with Lao Han from now on? Won't you come back?"

Lao Zuo looked at me, his eyeballs were about to protrude.

"Brother, let's let the past between the two of us pass. We shouldn't go back to the old way. It doesn't matter whether you help me this time. In my heart, you are still my brother."

After saying this, I feel that I have fully stated my position, and there is no need to stay here any longer.

"Hahaha, I'm your brother?"

Old Zuo looked up to the sky and laughed loudly, with a smile, tears flowed out.

I was a little scared, and I wanted to get away, "Brother, don't do this, if you do this, who is good for us?"

Lao Zuo sniffled: "Xiaohui, it's so easy for you to say it! Since you kicked me out of Yuxiang Gate, I've been looking forward to it sooner or later, and I hope you will call me back again! You know it's been so long , What's on my mind? I always think about your sitting posture when watching TV, about your chic look when changing clothes, about the sweet smile on your face when you're sleeping, what comes to mind It was the voice of "I'm back" when you came back from the house. I will never forget that I cooked, washed, and cleaned your room in that house! No matter how much housework I did, I didn't feel tired. During that year, don't you say Can you forget? You left with Lao Han, and I always thought that you went on a trip with a partner. I told myself that my Xiaohui will come back, and he is coming back. Sometimes, I also feel that I can’t deceive myself like this anymore, I should wake up. But, I found that I really can’t wake up! I really can’t live the life without you. So, I’m divorced, no matter what you think, I I will continue to wait until you change your mind. Now that you are going to live with Lao Han, I know I can't stop you."

My heart became sour again, and I cut him off hard: "Brother, don't make things difficult for me. In this life, I owe you a lot. I have done many things to you. But you should also Let me live."

There were tears on Lao Zuo's face, he looked at me steadily, but his eyes were extremely empty: "Stop talking, Xiaohui, since you have already called me 'Brother', you leave the key."

I hesitated, not knowing what to do for a while.

"Don't worry about me?" Old Zuo smiled sadly.

I had to put the key on the table. "thank you!"

"Come here!", a smile suddenly appeared on Lao Zuo's face, like a spring flower suddenly blooming on the river bank after a spring rain.

"What are you doing?", I felt very strange and asked cautiously.

"I want to hug you!" Old Zuozi said in a straight voice, "Maybe, in this life, this is the last time I hug you! Don't worry, I have no other ideas, just hug you like an elder brother hugs a younger brother .Didn't you say that you want to live with Lao Han? Didn't you say that you already regard me as your own brother? You also know that the uncle almost treats me as his own son? You even ask for this Don't you agree to me?"

I was expecting Ai Ai, but before I could think it through, Lao Zuo had already come over and held me tightly in his arms.

Lao Zuo's arms, to me, are so familiar and yet so strange.To be honest, Lao Zuo is a very clean person, very diligent, and even more particular about personal hygiene than Lao Han, and he has never had any peculiar smell on his body.However, feelings are things that people themselves can't control.Although I don't dislike Lao Zuo's body odor, I have never been so infatuated with Lao Han.For me, I can never get enough of the smell of Lao Han.No wonder Lao Han always said I was a puppy when I was under the quilt.

Seeing me stunned like a wooden stake, Lao Zuo put his chin on my shoulder and muttered in a low voice with his mouth attached to my ear: "Xiaohui, the accident in Hubei almost scared me to death! I I don't want to see anything happen to you again! I really don't want you to leave! How can I live without you!"

Then, he touched the scar on my face and muttered to himself: "Fortunately, I look more mature with this mark."

I blushed angrily, became cruel, and pushed him away: "Don't do this!"

Suddenly, there was a knock on the door.

The old Zuo was startled, looked at me, his face was black and red, and gave me a wink to let the door open, then turned around and grabbed the towel on the basin stand to wipe his face.

I opened the door, and the person standing at the door made me stunned.

Seeing me, the man was also taken aback: "Hey, why is it you! Why are you here?!"