dance like a butterfly

When I saw Lao Zuo, and then looked at Lao Han beside me, I became a little nervous when I remembered the last time they met.

Lao Zuo caught a glimpse of Lao Han who was sitting by the bed opposite me, walked to the end of the bed, and stopped moving forward.

"How did you become like this?"

Lao Zuo looked astonished.

I smiled wryly.

There was no mirror in the room, so I couldn't see myself.But I can imagine that the current me must be very frightening.It's no wonder that when Lao Han entered the ward and saw me for the first time, he had such an expression.

Lao Han stood up and glared at Lao Zuo.

Minister Ma is in his early 50s, tall, with a sharp face and fair skin.He walked forward in twos and threes, wanting to shake my hand, but realized it was inappropriate, and immediately took it back, asking anxiously, "Where did you get hurt?"

Old Han interjected, "The injury on the back is larger. Apart from the neck and arms, it is the left side of the face."

Minister Ma looked at Lao Han, nodded and said, "Don't you know that the unit is the biggest backing for employees? Why didn't anyone notify me?"

Old Han laughed: "Now that you know it, and you're here, Xiaojun's heart will be at ease."

Lao Zuo asked Lao Han, "How is the capacity of this hospital?"

Old Han said blankly, "We'll see tomorrow. If the effect is not satisfactory, we might as well transfer to another hospital."

Minister Ma said, "What did the Nanzhang factory say?"

Old Han said: "I have found a few relationships and are negotiating."

Minister Ma cheered up: "That's great!"

Lao Zuo asked: "There will be no sticky teeth (sticky teeth, local language, meaning trouble)?"

Old Han curled his lips: "He dares!"

Lao Zuo looked around and said to Lao Han: "The most urgent task now is to find a good hospital. In my opinion, it is better to change hospitals as soon as possible. Back to Xi'an, after all, I have more acquaintances. I have several comrades in the hospital. It’s related. I’ll contact them now to hear their opinions.”

After all, he asked Lao Han for his medical records, and hurriedly went out to make a phone call.

Lao Han looked at Lao Zuo's back and was stunned.

Minister Ma said: "Xiaojun is a stubborn person, and he doesn't ask for help easily. How can anyone tell him? You didn't say it earlier when such a big incident happened. Thank you for coming early, otherwise, he would have suffered so much!"

Lao Han and Minister Ma started talking in a low voice.Talk about Zhang Wenqing and the others going to Nanzhang factory, talk about the process of my accident this time, slowly talk about my performance in the company in the past few years, and Minister Ma sighed while talking.

Growing up so big, I have never been in a hospital bed.For a patient in bed, the biological clock is relatively chaotic, and sleepiness does not distinguish between day and night, and he can fall asleep by closing his eyes.

I gradually lost track of what Lao Han and Minister Ma said.

I don't know when Lao Zuo will come back from outside.

Their footsteps were very soft, and their voices were very soft.

When I opened my eyes, it was already daylight.

Only Lao Zuo sat on the opposite side of the empty bed.

"Where's Old Han?"

"Just now I took Zhang Wenqing's call and went to the paper mill with your minister. Are you hungry? Shall I make you some cereal?"

Despite the tired look on my face, when I woke up, the old left eye suddenly shone brightly.

"I'm not hungry, and I don't want to eat." I said lightly.

"How can you not eat? How can you resist if you don't eat?" Lao Zuo was anxious, and reached out to get a cup from the bedside table.

"You shouldn't be here, you really shouldn't be here."

I hesitated and said coldly.

"Old Han can come, why can't I?" Lao Zuo was stunned.

"Old Han is Lao Han, and you are you. We used to have that relationship, but now it is gone. I know you are kind, but you make me uneasy, and you make me feel guilty at any time. When I see you, I will sad."

The old left trembled.

"Besides, Lao Han definitely felt unhappy when he saw you. Why do you need to embarrass yourself again?"

I hope that Lao Zuo will never come to see me again. From now on, I will live as I die and have nothing to do with him.

Lao Zuo's dark face was covered with gray, he lowered his head, looked at the floor and said nothing.

"Also, you really shouldn't get a divorce. You know, your wife really doesn't want to divorce you. I'm a person without a conscience. I'm not worth your thinking about me. Now, I'm ugly If this is the case, you should regard it as God’s retribution for me! You should remarry your wife, if you really don’t want to remarry with her, you can find someone to live a good life, I’m an idiot who can’t afford it... "

I felt that there would be no chance to be alone with him in the future, so I spit out all the words I wanted to say in one breath.

"Stop talking!"

With a muffled growl, Lao Zuo stood up.

His face was flushed with anger, and his eyes were almost popping out.

"I know that you didn't take me seriously in the first place! You never cared about my feelings! But, I have always been serious. Because I think you are worth everything I give. Knowing you, I think it is God's greatest gift to me. You don't even know. After meeting you, I feel that the whole world is different. I pretend to be you all day long in my mind. I think you are so good no matter what, even you I think the posture of urinating is beautiful! When I see you smile, I will laugh, and when I see you angry, I feel distressed. I can’t forget the days when we were together, and I am so happy every day. I think it’s a past life when we met I believe this fate is not over yet."

Lao Zuo was very excited, and I couldn't interrupt him.

"I'm married, I have a child, and I know that I should take on a lot of responsibilities. However, my wife and I have gotten into this kind of quarrel, and I don't think it's meaningful to live this kind of incoherent life anymore. I can no longer Endure her crazy possessiveness and dominance. After all, I am still a man. Why don't we let the other party live while the other is still young. I love my child, but I can't fight my wife for the sake of the child for the rest of my life! Even though I am married, I will still do my best to be a good father. I know it will affect my children, but there is no way around it. I think I should be with you, and it is my responsibility to stay by your side. Your elder brother is my responsibility. I don’t even understand why I feel this way. But this feeling is very strong, as if I just realized that I have come into this world to fulfill this responsibility all my life. Although we have been together for a short time, I always feel that I should live with you all my life. I also have a premonition that I will be with you again!"

What the old leftist said made my scalp tingle.

I know that many things called "feelings" cannot be explained clearly.

"Seeing that you are happy with Lao Han, I feel very sad. I hope that when you are with me, you are also happy, or even happier. I will not change the way I am because of your appearance and age." Feeling. I will not cause you trouble, but I will never see you in trouble and ignore it. You can never call me brother," he choked up at this point, "but you will always be my real brother"

Lao Zuo had never spoken to me so solemnly before, and the last sentence shocked me, as if I had forgotten the ever-present pain in my body, and my mind went blank for a moment.

When I slowly regained consciousness, my heart began to feel sore.

I finally understood that no matter how unsympathetic I was to him, I couldn't help thinking of him as a good person.I don't need to call him "brother", but I can't get rid of the fate of being forcibly "taken care of" by him in this life.

Tian Zhenzhen beat me, and I was furious.Lao Zuo made me lose again, but this time I had no reason to be angry.

Lao Zuo glanced at me: "Don't worry, I will disappear after you finish this matter. One day, I will appear in front of you again, I believe, this is fate!"

After Lao Zuo finished speaking, he stood up and walked out.

When he reached the door, he stretched out his hand to open it, only to see Lao Han and Minister Ma walking in.

Lao Han said to Lao Zuo: "Where are you going? I'm looking for you!"