dance like a butterfly

The call was from Xiangfan, Hubei.

The other party, Chief Zhu, smiled and said that your supply is very timely. I have discussed it with the technical department. I hope you will come as soon as possible to see how to use it better.

I said, I'll do it as soon as possible, one or two days passed.

I really can't bear to leave now.

People say that a little farewell is better than a newlywed.I've been fighting with Lao Han for a while, and it's hard for me to be stable. I just hope that I can stay with Lao Han for a few more days, and I hope that my father's illness will get better soon.

"Are you going to Hubei?" Guo Jingqi asked with a smile.

"Well. Business matters. Just come if you say so." I nodded depressedly. "Hey, don't you want to tell me something?"

"At the end of the day. I'm still not sure about you."

"Don't worry about me? Why?" I was deeply surprised.

"Hehe, I'm not the only one talking about village chiefs, chiefs, etc. Looking around the world, how many are easy to deal with?" Guo Jingqi sighed.

"What does this mean for Lao Han?" I was puzzled.

"The world is as black as crows. Who can walk by the river without getting his shoes wet? No matter how good his nature is, he should have been infected by the social atmosphere in this seat. A village chief, especially in an urban village like him The village head is on the cusp of the waves. I don’t think it’s easy for him to bring you a peaceful life! Even if he wants to, he may not be able to make you peaceful! If Lao Han is not a comrade, he is just a mistress , that woman may not have a peaceful life! Not to mention, a relationship like ours that is not recognized by the world!"

I couldn't help but break out in cold sweat again.

Regarding Guo Jingqi's words, although before, I only vaguely felt that my life with Lao Han should be simpler, and I didn't think deeply about what Guo Jingqi said.Now, after he mentioned it like this, he suddenly felt that it was indeed the case!

What exactly will Lao Han bring me in the future?Will my existence really have a negative impact on him?To what extent?

I couldn't help but feel a chill run down my spine.

"Since you have become like this now. Especially you, you must not be hot-headed like other young people and cause trouble for him. He has a double mistake, and you may soon experience a kind of reincarnation of purgatory and heaven !"

Guo Jingqi looked solemn.

I was horrified when I heard it.

Last time, before I went back to Hua County to see my father, I planned to live a good life with Lao Han.I even thought about writing an "Old Korean Family Instruction" for myself.In it, write clearly what kind of "three obediences and four virtues" I should abide by, and how to treat others.I wanted to figure out what to say and what not to ask.Thinking about how to take care of Lao Han's daily life, how to be alone and so on.

However, even if I do this in the future, if I really do it, then can I use my own little umbrella to cover all the wind and rain that Guo Jingqi said?

I can't help being crazy there.

"In the future, I will try not to meet Lao Han and you."

Guo Jingqi lowered his voice and said dully.

His words made me feel sad.

Guo Jingqi didn't look at me, his hands were uncomfortably stroking the copper-colored metal buttons of his coat.

"why?"

"If I meet with you again, Old Han will inevitably be worried. This is simply a torment for him. It is not good for you either."

My heart suddenly became sad.

Could it be that among comrades, even normal friends cannot be friends?Besides, in this life, it is impossible for me not to think of Guo Jingqi again.Between me and him, there is no more skin-to-skin contact, no more warmth of love, but the emotions that have passed away cannot be erased from my life without leaving any traces.

"I've missed you for so many years. I've always had hope for you. I hope to have the opportunity to start all over again. After looking for you for a long time, I finally found you. Now, although things are different, I can see that you finally have a home. I I am both happy and sad. Forget it, let’s not talk about it. Maybe, if you discipline yourself a bit in the future, you will be able to live a lifetime. I really wish you well.”

Guo Jingqi finally raised his face, and the infatuated infatuation flashed across his eyes.

My heart was also disturbed by his words.

"Didn't you say that your business in Xi'an is very promising? If you come to Xi'an, it's unlikely that you won't see him at all. The mountains don't turn around."

"I can let other people come. I can also go to other places. Xi'an, I don't want to come."

Guo Jingqi's voice was very slow: "Xi'an, for me, will be just a memory in the future."

My tears flowed down with a bang.

I went over and hugged him tightly.

I dare not think about it, and I don't want to think about how fiercely Guo Jingqi has been waiting for my letter these past few years.I ignored him.In a corner of a foreign land, he has been holding a blazing emotion, persistently looking at the inland, fantasizing that one day we can meet and relive old dreams, but I have long forgotten him in my heart.Today, he hurt both physically and mentally for me!

Guo Jingqi hugged me back tightly.

His rough face rubbed back and forth against mine.

I smelled his obsessively manly breath again.

Suddenly, he pushed me away: "Xiaojun, we can't do this anymore. For Lao Han, this is not fair. I don't think he will be very generous. Hehe, it might be the same if it were me!"

I was a little embarrassed, but Guo Jingqi laughed.

As I was talking, my phone rang.

I pursed my lips and laughed.

"What are you laughing at, why didn't you answer the phone?" Guo Jingqi asked when he saw me put down the phone.

I did not speak.

Guo Jingqi also laughed: "It's him who called. People in love are narrow-minded! Go find him, I'm fine, don't worry."

Just as he was talking, Lao Han opened the door and came in, "I can't stay alone outside, and I feel very flustered."

Lao Han was like a child, he took a quick look at Guo Jingqi and then landed on me.

"Sima Zhao's heart is known to all passers-by." Guo Jingqi said with a chuckle, "Xiaojun is yours now, I know myself, don't worry!"

At this moment, Lao Han's face turned red, and he kept laughing and said, "Where is there? I'm asking Xiaojun what he wants to eat. Maybe he's already hungry!"

I hurriedly said: "People from Hubei urged me, I have to leave as soon as possible."

Old Han said, "When are you going to leave? Brother will see you off."

"However, I still want to go home. I don't know how my father's health is doing now. I'm going to travel far away. I have to go back and see him before making a decision."

Although the second sister-in-law called to report his safety and said that my father was recovering, my heart was still not at ease.

Guo Jingqi heard this, and hurriedly said: "Then why are you dawdling? Go there soon. When the old man is in poor health, what he misses most is his youngest son!"

My heart shook a bit.

Lao Han came over and shook hands with Guo Jingqi to say goodbye: "Talk if you have something to do."

Guo Jingqi patted Lao Han on the shoulder: "Treasure him, so I can rest assured."

Lao Han said: "Don't worry, no one likes him more than me."

They all laughed, but my face was a little hot.

In the corridor, Lao Han asked: "What did Guo Jingqi tell you? Didn't you say bad things about me?"

"What are you talking about?" I squeezed his hand, "He is saying goodbye to me!"

Old Han was surprised: "Farewell? What do you mean?"

"He said he won't come to Xi'an in the future!"

Lao Han listened, looked at me, and stopped talking.

I didn't speak either.

After getting into the car, Lao Han said, "If you want to go back to Hua County, brother will go with you now."

I listened and was immediately happy.But after thinking about it, I couldn't be happy again.