dance like a butterfly

There was a mess on the sofa and in the bedroom. We were still connected together, but Lao Han started crying like a milk baby.

This situation really made me feel at a loss.

what exactly is it?What made Lao Han so uncontrollable?Are you not a mature man?Doesn't it make people think that you are an extremely resolute man?But why cry before and after a sex session where you are so forceful?

I couldn't help laughing.

I stood up and flicked on his thing that was still dangling up and down. "It's normal, I think it's normal."

Lao Han rushed forward, hugged me happily, and kissed me on the face again and again.

After kissing, she said: "Xiaohui, you are really my brother's heart and soul! It seems that you can really cure my last little heart disease!"

My two-foot-tall monk couldn't figure it out.

Lao Han's face was close to mine, and he rubbed his green beard stubble back and forth, stroking my lower body while rubbing.

"Xiaohui, listen to my brother. In the past few decades, the most unpleasant thing for my brother is the marriage for so many years. Seeing the affection between other couples, in my heart, cold water is pouring. I don't like it. Women, you have to stay together, stay together, and rarely have intercourse. You don't know what it's like!"

Lao Han looked gloomy, and fell into the pain of the past.

"Brother's woman is congenital epilepsy. Besides, I have no choice but to marry. This kind of marriage will kill people. Don't do that, it's a husband and wife. Do that. Brother still has some prostate problems. For a long time, Brother feels that life is meaningless.”

God created men and women in this world, so love between men and women has become a matter of course.However, God has created same-sex love in this world, making this kind of love so contrary to traditional love and incompatible, and at the same time bringing unspeakable pain to people like Lao Han and me, making us feel sad in the dark. Walking forward by feeling the stone.Perhaps, only those lucky few can reach the other side safely.However, how many such lucky people are there in the end?Do I and Lao Han line up among them?

"Being with my woman is basically to complete the task. How can there be any fun? The two of you can't even talk about the edge of love. Decades have passed so muddled. But, just What a coincidence, I met you. After meeting you, everything is different. Even though I am a rough man, I still know a saying called "Spring Breeze". That's right, this is how I feel after meeting you!"

Old Han laughed.

Old Han's face was as innocent as the spring breeze.It was a kind of smile illuminated by holy brilliance, without the slightest affectation, it was so understanding.

"Whether it's doomed in the past life, or God's poor brother in this life, anyway, I've recognized you. Think about our finger-wringing. Also, look, you're not married, and I'm alone now. It's obviously God who let us Brothers are together. Do you think so?"

Old Han looked at me fixedly.

I looked at him and smiled without speaking.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Lao Han pulled my stiff stick: "Tell me, yes, tell my brother, right!"

"Yes, yes! What about my brother, what about my relatives!" I couldn't help but hug him tightly.

"Look, how nice we were some time ago. We went out to play together, go out together, cook together during the day, and sleep in the same bed at night. You don't know, Xiaohui, how stable my brother is. I don't know I feel, my brother seems to be young, and I feel that life is so interesting. This kind of mood is too relaxed, which has never happened before. You said Xiaohui, isn’t this what people want to be in such a good mood all their lives?”

When Lao Han said these words, he didn't look at me, as if he was talking to himself.

In fact, who is not like this?Who doesn't want to hug their lover for a lifetime and nourish themselves in the feeling of being loved for a lifetime?Life is so short, why can't we make it full of joy?

"Then why are you crying all the time today?" Yes, it's okay to cry before, but why are you crying after sex?

Lao Han pulled under me again, hard.

I frowned.

"Alas!" Old Han let out a long sigh.

I looked at him and said nothing.Lao Han came over to kiss me tenderly, kissed my eyes, nose, nose and earlobe, and finally bit my lower lip hard again.

This time, I didn't even groan.Why don't I hum, I'm all yours, from now on, whether I'm good or bad, perfect or incomplete, I'm all yours.You can do whatever you want!

Lao Han finally let me go, and gently stroked the bitten place on his face with his fingers: "You make my brother feel scared! I feel like I will accidentally lose you at any time! Do you know that?!"

Has everyone ever had this feeling: the more you like something, the more you are afraid of losing it.It’s better to not even know where to hide this favorite thing, always worried that it will disappear in the next moment?No longer your own?

"I want you to answer me clearly: Who are you? Will you talk about breaking up in the future? Don't make me feel uneasy. I always feel that this is the last time I will be with you!"

"Xiaohui is yours, don't talk about breaking up anymore."

"real!"

"Really?" Lao Han repeated.

"It's true! It's true! Really really really really!"

I can't help hugging Lao Han, I can't help hugging Lao Han tightly!Could it be that at this moment, you, Lao Han, are the only ones who belong to you?That sense of returning the soul to the shell, the sense of security and security that is trusted by the heart, is really reassuring!

This is a lifetime commitment, I want to be with you!

I want to be with you, let the carving knife of time carve our faces, let the sea water of time submerge us, let you build a nest in my heart!Don't leave from now on, don't want to leave from now on!

Lao Han suddenly broke free from my embrace, grabbed my hands and stroked his face.

Suddenly, he grabbed both of my hands and fanned himself vigorously.

Even though I realized what he was going to do, I couldn't do it anymore.Two slaps landed on Lao Han's face almost at the same time, and the crisp sound was still unusually loud at this moment.

"What are you doing?" I cried out distressedly.

"Brother shouldn't hit you, Xiaohui. Lao Zuo is right, no matter how you say it, brother shouldn't hit you. I went crazy that day. From now on, if I hit you again, I'll be hit by a car and die!" "

Old Han said harshly.He grabbed my arm again and swung it towards his face.

My two hands have been clenched into fists, and I firmly resist Lao Han's self-torture again.

"Brother, I should fight. Besides, you are the elder brother and Xiaohui is the younger brother. It is also right for the elder brother to hit the younger brother twice! I shouldn't have said the breakup."

"Xiaohui, I also blame brother. Brother shouldn't have taken those things so blatantly. At that time, brother really wanted to show Lao Zuo and your family. At that time, brother thought that Lao Zuo would give up on you after seeing it. Yes. If your family members fall out with you, isn’t that just right? That’s just perfect for both of us brothers! I’m so angry that I don’t take your feelings into consideration, I really deserve to die! From now on, I promise to never Not like this anymore! Xiaohui, you have to trust brother, brother will definitely treat you well! Definitely will!"

Lao Han hugged me and burst into tears again.

What else can I say besides being moved?Although Lao Han's approach to this matter is too domineering, after all, his heart for me is still hot.

Just hugging so tightly, smiling in my heart, with tears in my eyes.

Lao Han and I taste the sweetness of love like a pair of fools.

Alas, forget it, I dare not make trouble anymore.The past is the past, let it go.It's meaningless to mention it again, I just hope that we can cherish each other and grow old together with respect and respect.

When going to the bathroom to take a bath, Old Han said with a smile: "Xiaohui, I found out today that this gadget of my brother is very useful!"