dance like a butterfly

Thinking of that time when I was drunk, Chen Hanzhang sent me back to Yuxiangmen's house, and at the door I happened to meet Lao Han who was waiting for a rabbit.That time, he thought something was wrong with Chen Hanzhang, and even though we had been friends for many years, his attitude was not polite at all, which made Chen Hanzhang feel very embarrassed.

I remember the last time, the night before returning to Hua County, because of Lao Zuo, I drank too much again, and Lao Han didn't undress all night, and fell asleep with his arms around me.

Thinking of that time, at Lao Han's house, I didn't have any mental preparations in advance, so he pushed me in front of everyone and said: This is my younger brother, his name is Xiaohui.

It can be said that Lao Han really cares about me.

Old Han is that kind of character.He never discusses with others what he thinks should be done!Whether it's insisting on recognizing me as his younger brother, or going to Hua County to send me a banquet, that's just the most direct way of expressing that he likes me and takes me to heart!

The five-flavor bottle in my heart was overturned again.

It's only because of my own personality that neither of them can step down today, what should I do?

After drinking a glass of wine, my body warmed up, and my whole body became hot.

Wine enters the heart of sorrow.But as long as I think of Lao Han, his smiling face, his mustache, his sexy lips that have kissed me countless times, and the warmth he gave me, I am so worried that I want to cry.

I still have a little sobriety, paid the bill, and left the restaurant.

I was a little shaken, and when I looked up, there were two moons in the sky!

There is Tian Zhenzhen's face in a moon, she is smiling at me.

"You stinky bitch! What are you laughing at? You want to see my diorama? Bah! Open your dog eyes wide, the happiness of me and Lao Han, after you see it, you will be jealous to death when you know it!"

I pointed to the moon in the sky and took a sip.

The saliva landed on my trousers!

Looking at another moon, there is Old Han's worried face inside, his face is very long, and he looks at me with strange eyes.

I cried: "Brother, brother, you are my brother, don't you want to look like this, okay? You can beat me, you can scold me, but you can't ignore me! Didn't you say that you will be forever? Didn't you say , when you are old, do you still need me to take care of you when you dress and eat?"

Old Han in the sky smiled, as bright as the moon.

Pedestrians on the road saw my crazy words, and they all moved to both sides to avoid me.

I don't care, I'm unhappy, can't I talk?I said it to the moon in the sky, but I didn't tell you!

I don't care, I'm happy, I can sing, I'm singing for my brother, every time I sing, he squints his eyes every time, he listens very seriously!

i'm going to sing...

My voice is high and hoarse:

Sister, you go forward boldly!

Go forward!Don't look back!The road leading to the sky, nine thousand nine hundred and ninety-nine wow...

However, I suddenly couldn't be happy. What did Lao Zuo mean when he said that to me today?

Could it be that he really can't live with Tian Zhenzhen?

Thinking of Lao Zuo, I started crying again.

I have never done anything wrong in my life.

But in front of Lao Zuo, I have always been like a crazy white-eyed wolf.I hit him again and again, what about him?Always swallow my anger when I lose my temper, hide away when I'm nervous, and come forward when I'm panting.God, why is this all?

Thinking about the powerlessness, I felt my breathing gradually increased, and I was afraid that I would fall down on the road.

I had to call for help while I was still conscious.

I could no longer see the phone number on the phone, but I vaguely saw a name with a Korean character in it in the phone book on the screen, so I hurriedly dialed it.

"Who are you, are you brother? Come and pick me up, I'm in Fengcheng all the way, I can't do it!"

Old Han must have heard it.

why do not you speak?

Look again, it turned out that I pressed the wrong launch-fire button.

Dial again: "Brother, I'm Xiaohui, I'm in Fengcheng all the way, I can't do it anymore."

However, the other party said, "Fourth Uncle, I'm Meimei! What's the matter with you?"

I really lost my morals after drinking, and even dialed the phone to Meimei in a panic!

I quickly pinched my thigh, trying not to bend my tongue: "Oh, Meimei, fourth uncle is fine, just playing with your father, see you later."

Before Meimei could speak again, I hurriedly hung up the phone.

I was taken aback by myself.

Now, I really don't know what I, Hong Xiaojun, look like in Meimei's impression!That beautiful and shrewd little girl, after receiving such an irrational call from me, will she be very worried about me being with her father from now on?I clearly know that the reason why Meimei has such a sweet mouth and such a bright smile every time she calls me fourth uncle is because she is very happy when she sees Lao Han with me.

But now when I am having conflicts with Lao Han, I myself am so drunk that I call Meimei like this by accident!

Will Meimei tell her dad next to her: I don't trust you to associate with that Xiaohui!

I regret it to death, I really want to slap myself twice.

I stumbled forward.

I tried my best to open my eyes and look around, no, I have to go back, I can't look for Lao Han, go back to Yuxiang Gate!

However, this is not a station, and taxis are not allowed to stop here. I have to go forward, cross the zebra crossing, and then stop the car on the side of the road.

On the road of more than 100 meters, I staggered and staggered, and I didn't know how long I walked.

My throat was dry and my heart was burning. Even though the cold night wind kept blowing, my face was still hot.

My eyes closed involuntarily, the corners of my eyes were twitching, and my temples were painful.However, I kept saying to myself: Can't sleep, can't sleep!

People on the road are avoiding me like the plague.

After a century, I finally reached the zebra crossing.

When I waited for the green light, I couldn't even stand up and fell down on the blind road.

After crossing the zebra crossing, I reached out to block the car, but no one stopped.

Finally someone stopped, it looked like a drunk, hit the gas pedal, and ran away!

Alright, so be it.

I am really helpless, just let me sleep on the street tonight, let me die in the longing for Lao Han!

If I'm lucky enough not to be frozen to death tonight, I'll definitely ignore you, Lao Han, and I'll go find you tomorrow!As long as you still care about me, even if you spit on my face, I don't care!

My consciousness slowly dissipated like a burnt firework.

I couldn't hold it anymore and fell to the ground.

In a daze, I felt someone hugging me tightly, calling me: "Xiaohui! Xiaohui! You!"

I heard someone cry.

I wanted to open my eyes, but I couldn't.

At the moment when the slits of my eyes opened and closed, I saw a face, so amiable and approachable, who is it?

Like Guo Jingqi, also like Lao Zuo, more like Lao Han.