Me and Boss Bear

When I get home at night, I still take a shower and eat like every day.The difference is that my father looked at me helplessly and laughed more than once, while my mother was helpless and unable to cheer up.

During dinner, I once again proposed to my mother that I was going to Xiamen, but this time I didn't say it directly.

"Mom, do you know the relationship between me and Chen Xiaozhen?" I put a piece of meat in the bowl, looked up at my mother and said.

My mother immediately stopped the chopsticks in her hand, looked up at me, and shook her head helplessly and said, "Is it useless for me to do so much before?"

"It's not useless, but the relationship between me and Chen Xiaozhen was not what you thought at the beginning! You have seen and heard that she and I are just good friends, as close as brother and sister, but we are not lovers, who are we? Didn't even think about that."

"But I believe that after a long time, you will be different from before." After finishing speaking, my mother moved the chopsticks to pick up the food again.

I'm in a hurry, the matter has come to this point, isn't mom still giving up?I put down the chopsticks in my hand, looked at my mother, and said solemnly, "Mom! Don't you understand? She and I don't want to be in love now, and we haven't thought about it. Do you have to bring me together?"

Mom was still eating and didn't answer every time.

"You can't do this, Xiaozhen may not be clear about your thoughts, but it makes me feel very painful, you know? If you let us waste like this, you will waste Xiaozhen's youth. You are delaying two people in one fell swoop! "The more I talk, the more excited I get.

My mother still didn't answer my words, she still ate in silence, and watched the TV from time to time.

I couldn't bear the depression in my heart immediately, and my emotions were about to explode again, but my father suddenly stared at me at this moment, giving me a hint, and I realized that I had lost my composure.

I hastily suppressed my temper and didn't speak any more. My mother was also silent at this time, and the whole dinner was suddenly surrounded by a heavy atmosphere.I couldn't take it anymore, so I ate hastily and went back to my room.

The irritability made me hot all over, and my heartbeat became messy.I turned on the air conditioner and fell on the bed.I really couldn't control it just now, and almost got angry with my mother.If you get angry at your mother just because you want to go to work in Xiamen, it will be hard for you to understand. If your parents see something, it will be over.I thought silently in my heart, and I couldn't help sweating for myself, but when I thought of my mother's resolute refusal to let go, I immediately felt helpless and frowned anxiously.

Looking at the night sky outside the window through the window, it is still full of stars.It has been two or three days since Lao Liu returned to Xiamen. I told Lao Liu that I would go to Xiamen to find him soon, but until now there has been no result.what should I do?What else can I do?

It was pitch black, but I didn't feel sleepy at all.With his hands under his head, he stared blankly at the ceiling in a daze.

"Feng'er, haven't you slept yet?" Mom knocked on the door of my room.

"Not yet." I came back to my senses and ran to open the door for my mother.

My mother sat down on the edge of the bed, but I lay listlessly on the bed, leaning my back against the head of the bed.Mom looked at me with a sad face.

"Feng'er, mom knows you want to work in Xiamen, but mom just can't bear you!"

I was silent, I understood what my mother was thinking, but I couldn't find more suitable words to comfort my mother.

"To be honest, when you graduated and stayed in Xiamen to work, your mother was very worried about you. I didn't want you to work alone away from your parents. But...at that time, you didn't listen to anyone's persuasion. You were willing to Listen to your father, but at that time you and your father..." Mom sighed and looked at me helplessly, I still kept my head down and didn't speak, I was listening to my mother.

"Mum is happy to have you back. Mom wants you to stay home and live without running around. I want you to get a girlfriend, get married, and start your family here so you can settle down. Our family When people are together, this is a family! But... I know now that there are many things that cannot be forced..." As she spoke, her mother's eyes suddenly dimmed.

Only then did I suddenly realize that I thought too little about my parents, and I didn't take their feelings into account at all.But so what if it was considered?How should I choose between my family and my career, my longing, my longing for the future, how should I choose?

"Feng'er, go to work in Xiamen!" Suddenly, my mother looked up at me and said.

I was surprised for a while, and looked at my mother with wide eyes and doubts.

"The matter has come to this point, and I will not force it anymore. I have forced you too much. I am not a good mother, but I will not block my son's ideal and future in our family." Said, mother Looking at me, she smiled and said, "Since you want to go, then go! Since the direction my son chooses, since my mother can't stop it, I will definitely support it to the end!"

My eyes were blurred, I looked at my mother, but I couldn't say a word, and I felt very uncomfortable.

Since I was a child, I have been very stubborn, and my mother accommodated me too much.Going to Xiamen to study and staying in Xiamen to work is also my will.Although my mother disapproved, I kept insisting, and my mother didn't say anything.Now, my mother is accommodating to my choice again, she doesn't want to tie me into marriage and family.

On the second Sunday of October, I packed my bags and left my hometown for Xiamen again.On this day, I booked a plane ticket for one o'clock in the afternoon. In the morning, I still went to the store to help my dad, but the business was not very busy that day.

I said hello to my relatives and friends at home, and said goodbye to Uncle Chen and his wife. Although they looked at me in surprise, I still kept a smile on my face.Maybe Xiaozhen didn't say anything to Uncle Chen.

The stall was closed early in the morning, and I stood in front of Xiaozhen's store, waiting for Xiaozhen to finish her work, and wanted to talk to her before leaving.

"Brother Lin Feng, do you have anything to do with me?" Xiaozhen still asked me with a smile on her face.

"It's okay, I'm leaving in the afternoon. Before I leave, why don't I say a few words to you little girl?!" I said jokingly.

Xiaozhen smiled. "What time do you leave in the afternoon? Is it by plane?"

"Well, the plane at one o'clock in the afternoon."

"Oh. I wish you a smooth journey, smooth work after you arrive in Xiamen, and realize your dreams as soon as possible."

Xiaozhen and I were strolling in the corridor, when pedestrians passed by us, we suddenly had no topic to talk about, and the atmosphere was a bit awkward.

"Work hard, I believe you can do it!" At the end of the corridor, Xiaozhen stopped, looked at me and said with a smile.

"Thank you!" I also smiled. "Xiao Zhen, you are a good girl. I believe you will find someone who truly loves you. I wish you happiness!"

"thanks!"……

The last meeting and conversation between Xiaozhen and I ended like this. She waved goodbye to me with a smile, which can be regarded as a little comfort to me.Sitting in my dad's car, I shook my head helplessly and smiled. If I really plan to get married, I will like Xiaozhen very much, right? !I will love her well, marry her, and give her happiness, right? !But Xiaozhen may not be able to wait for that moment, and neither can I...

"What are you laughing at, kid? You can finally go back to work in Xiamen, are you having some fun?" My dad glanced at me and said with a smile.

I looked at my dad and smiled foolishly, with joy and relaxation on his brows.

I had lunch at home at noon. It was made by my mother, and it was very rich.I tactfully refused my mother's send-off, and with my parents' tears, sadness, thoughts, and expectations, I embarked on a flight to Xiamen.Looking back at my father waving goodbye to me, there was no extra expression on his face, only a smile, a smile full of confidence and expectation.

"Dad, go back, I'll be back soon!" I left my father with a tall and straight back.

This farewell is so similar to the one after the Spring Festival. The only difference is that neither my dad nor I shed any tears. Our hearts are tightly stuck together and we have never been separated.

I really never thought that I would fly to Xiamen again, at least I didn’t think about it on the plane when I came home from Xiamen, absolutely never thought about it.Coming back alone, and finally going there alone, life is really unpredictable...

Sitting on the plane, I watched through the window that the land in Huai'an is getting smaller and smaller, and the high-rise buildings are finally surrounded by grid-like roads.I knew that I was gradually moving away from home until the stewardess in the plane said on the radio: "Dear passengers, welcome to take this flight. We have now flown out of Huai'an and are flying to Xiamen. This flight lasted Two hours..."

At [-]:[-] in the afternoon, I pulled my luggage and walked out of the hatch.The oncoming crowd is surging like a tide, those who buy tickets, those who rush through the security check, those who are dragging their luggage, and those who talk while walking...the crowd is surging, this is Xiamen.

Looking back suddenly, I saw him standing there looking at me.Shiny black leather shoes, crisp black suit pants, a white shirt tucked into the trousers, and a blue-trimmed tie. The stubble around his mouth has also been hung up, and his hair has been cut into a very energetic short haircut. The eyes became bright, and there was a charming smile on the mouth, revealing a mouthful of white teeth.With him like this, he seemed to be an absolute bright spot wherever he stood.

只 因为 在 人群 中 多 你 你 一眼

Never forget your face

Dreaming of meeting by chance one day

从此 我 开始 地 思念

When I miss you, you are on the horizon

When I miss you, you are in front of me

When I miss you, you are in my mind

When I miss you, you are in my heart

I'd rather believe that we had an appointment in a previous life

The love story of this life will never change again

I'd rather spend my life waiting for you to discover

I'm always by your side

never go far...

"Come here, what are you doing so stupidly?"

He suddenly called me with a smile, and I came back to my senses, dragging my luggage and walked over step by step, looking at him with a knowing smile.

"I finally waited for you!" After finishing speaking, Lao Liu held my shoulders forcefully.

I smiled at him and said, "I said I would come, what are you afraid of? You can't wait for these few days?"

"I can't wait! It's so lonely to sleep alone at night, and I don't even have anyone to hug!" Old Liu pouted, complaining.

I gritted my teeth angrily, pinched him on the stomach through the white shirt.

"Hey! The brat hurts me to death!" As he said that, Lao Liu was so frightened that he ran away quickly, looking back at me while trotting.

"Come back! Help me with my luggage!" I chased after me, shouting angrily...

Xiamen is still the same, still so prosperous, and it will not change because of anyone's departure.

Lao Liu was driving the car, and Hokkien songs were playing in the car, and I basically couldn't understand a word.Angrily turned off the music, Lao Liu looked at me, then reached out to turn it on again.I turned my head and glared at him, but he turned his head forward and pretended to pay attention to driving, ignoring me, so I had no choice but to turn my head and give up, which made him grin with pride.

"Let's go to my rental house first!"

"What are you going there for?"

"I haven't been back for so long, I don't know how many times that kid Abin has been here, and I don't know what the house has become..."

The car stopped downstairs of the rental house, I walked up the stairs briskly, and took out the long-lost key from my bag.When I opened the door, I was amazed by everything in the house.Everything is neat and clean, the cups on the coffee table, the pillows on the sofa and the bed, the kitchen utensils, and even the bathroom, all seem to have been tidied and cleaned.

Only then did Old Liu come in panting, "You might as well change to a rented room and go to the first floor, so as not to be so tired every time you climb up to the third floor."

"You are as fat as a bear." I said with a curled lip, and then dragged the suitcase and put some clothes and supplies in the closet.

"Hey! Not bad! This kid, Abin, is quite capable. It seems that he often comes to clean!" Old Liu exclaimed.

"Yeah, better than some people."

Old Liu opened his eyes wide and looked at me helplessly, "I..." I wanted to say something, but was blocked again.

Seeing him like this, I couldn't help but smile.Finally, I returned to this kind of life again, and all the things buried deep in my memory were awakened again, excitement, excitement, joy, happiness, all kinds of feelings suddenly hit my heart.

On the way back to his residence with Lao Liu, I called Abin and told him I was back.After hearing this, the boy Abin almost burst into tears of joy. He was laughed at by me for a while. He also said that he would treat me to dinner another day, and I smiled helplessly.

Back to Lao Liu's residence, this big house still caught my eye.Familiar decoration, familiar colors, familiar furniture, familiar stairs, familiar chandeliers... and that familiar smell that only belongs to Lao Liu.