Me and Boss Bear

The whole room was suppressed by an irresistible aura, making it suffocating, and the surrounding air froze under the heavy gaze of the parents.I just sat on the sofa, watched by the two of them intently. The air conditioner in the room was at 23 degrees, but I shivered secretly.

"I won't let you go!" After a long time, my mother lowered her tone and said, then picked up the glass of water on the table and held it in her hand anxiously.Dad also remained silent, looked at my mother and then at me, looking very helpless.

"Why?" I couldn't help the surprise and excitement in my heart, I couldn't control my emotions, and asked loudly.

"Why? Didn't you say you couldn't leave when you came back?" Mom put down the glass with a "bang" and looked at me seriously.

Yes, didn't I say that I would not leave when I came back?Am I going to leave again after only being back for a few months?What can I say?I kept silent, I didn't say anything, I didn't know what to say.

"Mom and Dad thought that you would be able to settle down at home all the time when you came back, find a job, and then talk about a girlfriend to get married. Mom and Dad don't want you to go to work in a place as far away as Xiamen. Being alone will only make us give birth to so many children. I miss you, but you..." Mom suddenly frowned again, her face full of sorrow.

"I'm going to work..." When I said this, I felt a little uncertain.

"Isn't it good to work here at home?"

I slowly lowered my head "At home, I can't find the job I want..."

Mom stood up suddenly, "Can't find the job you want? Isn't it good to do business with your father?"

"Mom, didn't you say that I shouldn't do business with my dad? I want a job that suits me! I want a job that really suits me!" My tone was too strong to speak to my mother like that, and I cried out Tone, said softly, "I'm sorry mom, I'm at home these days, I think a lot. I work hard to go to college, work hard to make money, I look forward to my future, I want to live the life I want. Is it okay?"

Mom sighed, sat down slowly, still looked at me with a frown and said, "What kind of life do you want? Son, what kind of life do you want? Do you only know about work or work, making money all the time, have you ever thought about family? ? You are in your twenties, how many years away will you be in your thirties?"

"I said that when I have a successful career and make money, I will naturally get married." I took out a cigarette and lit one.

"I don't agree." Mom still insisted. "When you came back this trip, you happened to meet Xiaozhen from the Chen family. What a wonderful girl, fortunately, they can also take a fancy to you. Why are you so stubborn?" Mom was anxious.

"I'm really not in the mood to have a girlfriend right now, Mom!" I said in a begging tone.

After hearing this, my mother still said in a strong tone, "No, I just don't agree with you to go!" After finishing speaking, my mother turned her head away angrily and stopped looking at me.

Dad took a breath, coughed, opened his mouth and looked at me and said, "Son, what your mother said is not unreasonable. A big man doesn't have to be successful in his career to get married. As the saying goes, you have to get married first and then start a career. How many years do you think you have until your thirties? Haven’t you been a few years? Marriage is the most important thing, let’s earn money slowly, we can’t delay our own big things!”

I lowered my head again and smoked the last puff of my cigarette in a sullen way. I wanted to snuff out the cigarette, only to find that there was no ashtray at home. "I see, I will think about it carefully." I raised my head, looked at my father sadly and said.

"That's good. Also, I told you not to smoke, why didn't you listen?!" Dad said again.

"Oh, I see." After speaking, he stood up and slowly climbed up the stairs.Leaving my parents downstairs, looking at my back with a sad face.

Back upstairs, my heart was in a mess.The previous relaxed and happy mood suddenly disappeared.Things turned around completely, because I thought too simply, I came back when I wanted to come back, and left when I wanted to leave, without considering the feelings of my family at all.My parents already understood what I meant, should I obey, or should I choose my own life?

There is no air-conditioning in the room, and the breeze blows the treetops outside the window and breaks into the room, bringing a little bit of coolness.A bright moon hung high in the night sky, dazzling and charming, and the floor in the room was also covered with a layer of frost.I lay on the bed with my hands behind my head, looking out the window in a daze.The past with Lao Liu and the present at home, two completely different days are intertwined in my mind.

After finally being with Lao Liu again, how could he give up so easily?I know what kind of life I want, what kind of work I want to do, and I also know who I love!

sorry!Parents, I hope you can understand and accept my choice!

Fall asleep in the hazy, and wake up in the bright sunshine.Shaking my head, I suddenly thought of Lao Liu. My mind was so messed up last night that I forgot to call him.So I washed and dressed immediately, and went straight to the hotel where Lao Liu lived.

Lao Liu gave me the key to the room. I opened the door gently and went in, only to find that Lao Liu was still deeply asleep.I tiptoed to the edge of the bed and sat down, gently looked at the sleeping old Liu, and smiled sweetly.I leaned my head down and kissed him lightly on the face, which reminded me of when I first met Lao Liu, and my heart was full of emotions.

But Lao Liu woke up at this moment, opened his eyes for a moment, and stared at me blankly.When I saw this, I still opened the corners of my mouth and looked at him smiling.Lao Liu rubbed his eyes, then suddenly stretched out his hand to grab me, hugged me tightly in his arms, and then smiled with satisfaction.

"Come so early?" Lao Liu kissed my forehead and whispered in my ear.

I lay in his arms, stretched out my arms and hugged him lazily, "It's still early? Look at what time it is, you are too sleepy, like a pig."

"You didn't come again, what's the use of waking up early." After finishing speaking, Lao Liu rubbed his face on my head.

Old Liu was still smiling, but I couldn't be happier.I raised my hand, squeezed lightly on his playful face, and smiled at him.Instead, he shook his face and brought his mouth closer to kiss my lips. I hurriedly dodged and glanced at him, and then he smiled, remembering that he hadn't washed yet.Then he hugged me tightly and rubbed me back and forth in his arms, as if he was afraid that I would run away.

"Old Liu, you should go back to Xiamen first." I said to him with a smile, without any other superfluous expressions on my face.

"What?!" Old Liu was startled, sat up and stared at me with wide eyes.

I also sat up, supported my body with my hands, looked at him, and didn't repeat my words.

"Why do you want me to go back to Xiamen first?" Lao Liu asked again anxiously.

"I still have things to deal with at home." He completely lowered his head and said softly.

"What do you have to do..." Lao Liu asked, but I gave him a sharp look and interrupted him.

"Believe me, the company is busy now. Rather than bore yourself here all day in the hotel, you might as well go back and take good care of the company. I will deal with the matter here as soon as possible, and then I will fly to Xiamen to find Yours!" After finishing speaking, I gave Old Liu a firm look.

Old Liu looked at me uneasily, but as if he had read my mind, he nodded, lit a cigarette, and did not speak.I also looked at Lao Liu helplessly, with the reluctance in my heart, but I couldn't show it.No one knows better than me how much pressure we have endured in each other's hearts.

After packing up our luggage, Lao Liu and I went to the airport and bought a ticket for noon.Along the way, Lao Liu was silent and didn't speak, and I didn't know what to say to him. I personally watched him enter the security check, and his pace was very slow.I don't know whether we can meet again in Xiamen after this separation, and I don't know how long it will be until we see each other again. I only know that the reluctance in my heart is so heavy that I can't breathe.

After Lao Liu passed the security check, I still stood outside the security check and looked at his broad back.Old Liu stopped and turned around, looked at me affectionately, and shouted, "I'm waiting for you in Xiamen!!"

My eyes were blurred, and the corners of my mouth began to tremble uncontrollably.A seemingly ordinary picture, but I can't control the reluctance in my heart.In fact, I am also afraid, I am afraid that I will not be able to go to Xiamen, I am afraid that I will not be able to fulfill my promise to him...

I opened my blurred eyes, nodded abruptly, and smiled at Old Liu with the corners of my mouth cracked.

When I drove back to the store from the airport, I felt an indescribable feeling in my heart.After Lao Liu left, my heart suddenly became empty and I panicked.What should I do next?How can I return to Xiamen smoothly, do the job I like, and live the life I want to live?Just when I was at a loss, my mother instigated my father to create opportunities for Chen Xiaozhen and me.

After another busy afternoon, I would think about how to convince my parents when I was free for a while.When the door was about to close, my dad came over and patted me from behind, saying, "Don't run around for a while, go back and take a shower and change clothes, and then go out to eat."

"What's for dinner?" I asked suspiciously.

"You kid just don't have a long memory. Isn't this the last time you, Uncle Chen, invited us to dinner? We have to go back to someone's house for a gift, don't we?" Dad glared at me.In my family, many things are reciprocal, in pairs.Invite each other to a meal, and toast two cups in a toast.

Hearing what my father said, I probably knew what he meant, and I frowned suddenly, and the pressure was on me one after another. How should I face it and how can I get out?

Suddenly, a flash of inspiration flashed in my mind, I don’t need to think so much, since I don’t want to be with Xiaozhen, I just told her directly, told her that I want to go to Xiamen alone, I want to do the job I like, live my life want life.Xiaozhen is a young girl. She should not be full of stubborn thoughts like her parents. She should understand what I mean.

"Oh, I see." I replied, feeling a little secretly happy, even looking forward to the arrival of the evening.Xiaozhen's decision was my last hope, and I couldn't help frowning secretly.

In the evening, the two families met again in another restaurant.Dad and Uncle Chen were drinking together, and Mom and Aunt Chen were chatting about homework, and from time to time they brought the topic to me and Xiaozhen.Only Xiaozhen and I were left in silence, eating food at a leisurely pace.When the dinner was over, I took the initiative to ask Xiaozhen to go out for a walk. My parents, Uncle Chen and his wife were delighted and nodded repeatedly, but Xiaozhen looked very puzzled.

On the path in Central Park, Xiaozhen and I walked side by side, but kept a distance. Xiaozhen never came to hold my hand like last time. Maybe the last time had some influence on her heart.

"Do you have something to say to me?" Xiaozhen suddenly said such words, which surprised me.Seeing me looking at her in surprise, she smiled slightly and said to me, "If you have nothing to say to me, why would you come out with me?"

When I heard this, I couldn't help smiling at her, Xiaozhen is very powerful, and she saw through my thoughts. "Yeah, you hit the spot, I have something to tell you."

Walking to the stone bench by the road, Xiaozhen sat down, wanted to take a rest, then looked at me and said, "You really surprised me tonight, sit down and talk."

I sat down in response, "I'm going to Xiamen."

Xiaozhen's hand that was arranging clothes suddenly stopped, and her facial expression also froze at this moment.I know that it will inevitably surprise her when I say this sentence, and I also know exactly what kind of consequences this sentence will bring.

"Why?" Xiaozhen immediately adjusted her expression and regained her composure.

"I want to go back to Xiamen to work and live. I always want to have an ideal job, make money, and live a life I like. But since I came home from Xiamen last time, I found that I can't find the job I like at home. , I don’t know how to realize my dream back then. Now there is a better opportunity for me to go back to work in Xiamen, and I really want to go.”

Jane blinked, looked at me and said, "Is that job important to you?"

"That's a job that I like to work and can use my talents. But at home, I can't find it!" I said firmly.

"Then why did you tell me?" Xiaozhen suddenly turned to me and asked.

I was taken aback. "I...I just think that we are friends, we have been together for so long, even if we leave, we should let you know. And...I want your support! "

"My support?" Xiaozhen looked at me suspiciously and asked.

"Yeah!" I nodded. "I don't think there will be a generation gap between us young people. You should be able to understand my feelings, and the meaning of our parents...I believe you should understand..."

Xiaozhen lowered her head slowly, didn't speak any more, and played with her fingers silently, the atmosphere suddenly became dignified...