Me and Boss Bear

Walking home step by step, I didn't have a job, and I was very disappointed at first, and after seeing those text messages from Lao Liu, I felt even more indescribable.My mind went blank, and I walked on the way home like a walking dead.

Passing by a mobile business hall, I stopped, thought for a while, then opened the door and went in to get a new phone card.Putting the calling card into the phone and turning it on again, I always feel that something is missing in my heart, and a sense of emptiness suddenly hits my heart.

When I got home, my parents hadn't come back yet.I shuffled up the stairs, walked into my room, and fell on my back on the bed. The afternoon sun just hit my face through the window, and my face was scorched hot.He took off his shoes, sat on the bed leaning against the head of the bed, took out large bags of food from the shopping bag on the bedside cabinet, stuffed them in his mouth continuously, opened a bottle of water, and desperately filled his stomach. irrigation.

I accidentally saw the mobile phone that I threw beside the pillow, I stopped the movement of my hand, put down the food slowly, and picked up the mobile phone gently.Open the phone book, scroll down, and then put down the scroll, and Mr. Qian's phone comes into view.

I promised Mr. Qian that I would keep in touch with him after returning home.Maybe he has been worrying about me these days after I left, it's really hard for him.As soon as I leave, Lao Liu should find him immediately. I don't know what he said to Lao Liu.Did Lao Liu pester Mr. Qian?Did Lao Liu find trouble with Mr. Qian and quarrel with him? ...

I kept thinking wildly until I felt confused, then I picked up the phone suddenly, looked at the Qian Zong number displayed on the screen, after hesitating for a moment, I pressed the dial button.After two beeps, the phone was connected.

"Hello? Excuse me, who is it?" Mr. Qian's voice sounded like he had just woken up from the other end of the phone.

I was taken aback for a moment, afraid that I would disturb people's rest. "Uh... Mr. Qian, it's me."

"Xiao Lin!" Mr. Qian's tone suddenly became serious, as if he sat up all of a sudden and exclaimed. "Xiao Lin! Are you home yet? Are you okay?" Mr. Qian asked eagerly.

"Well, I got home that night. It's been several days, and everything is fine at home."

"Oh...then I can rest assured." Mr. Qian said silently. "After returning home... do you have any plans? Or look for a job in the construction industry?"

"I don't have any plans for the time being. The real estate industry here is not developed, so it's difficult to find a job here. I finally found two companies that are recruiting people, but I don't have enough diplomas, so they don't want me, haha" I pretended to be very relaxed and smiled.

"That's what I'm worried about. It's not so easy to find a job now."

"No way, just take your time, there are many days, look slowly, there will always be!" I said optimistically.

"Do you want me to help?"

"Hehe, thank you, Mr. Qian, no need. Besides... my house is too far away from you, and you don't know anyone."

"Hey... that's right. Then... I can only wish you good luck."

I've said all I need to say, and I don't know what to say next. "Then... Mr. Qian, let's stop talking today, okay?"

"Hey! Xiao Lin! Wait!" Mr. Qian called me suddenly and eagerly.

"Well... don't you...don't you want to ask me if Boss Liu has come to see me and ask me where you are?" Boss Qian said softly, and my heart was shocked.

The air froze at this moment, breathing inadvertently.The breeze blows outside the window, and the light yellow floor-to-ceiling curtains flutter gently with the wind.

I hesitated for a while, and asked softly, "He... ran to find you?"

"Ok!"

When I heard this answer, I didn't say anything for a moment.Lao Liu went to find Mr. Qian, so what?Did I get a great sense of satisfaction in my heart?Has the vacancy in my heart been filled?

"Oh" I replied indifferently. "Okay, I see. I'm really sorry, Mr. Qian, for making it difficult for you, sorry!"

"What's this called? Don't you want to know more?" Mr. Qian was in a hurry. "You are a smart person, and you understand my feelings for you, so you are very clear about my current situation and how I feel in my heart. But it doesn't matter! I hope you can be happy.

"Thank you, Mr. Qian!" I was very grateful, and thought about it silently, "What else can I do?"

"Do you know how anxious he was when he came to see me? He was much more anxious than I imagined. After calling me, he found me in the hospital and asked me madly if I knew where you were going. .I said I don't know."

"Oh." I replied lightly again.

"Xiao Lin, your performance really surprised me. Are you really so indifferent?" Mr. Qian became very puzzled.

I sighed softly, and said to Mr. Qian, "Even if he shed tears and cried, I won't be moved anymore. If he is in pain now, then the pain he is suffering in his heart is so small, so long Come down, the pain in my heart is a hundred times what he is now!" My emotions gradually became agitated, and then I felt impolite, and immediately adjusted my emotions. "Mr. Qian, you don't need to persuade me, and you don't need to tell me about him again. I have forgiven him so many times, I have given him so many opportunities, and I have comforted myself time and time again in my heart. He is a big Boss, you can have many lovers, but I can’t afford to let me play with him! When I came back that night, I had already decided to cut everything off. No matter what, I would never go back. Although I still forgot I can't get rid of him, but I believe that time will dilute everything...Maybe it's really painful for him to find me now, so let him suffer for a while, and let me be self-willed and selfish for a while..."

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After talking on the phone with Mr. Qian, I lay quietly on the bed alone, looking at the snow-white ceiling in the room, my nose suddenly felt sore, but I didn't shed tears.Liu Zhenggang, he is just a passer-by in my life and emotional journey, I believe, gradually, I will forget him.I am still young, I want to work hard on the land of my hometown, then meet a good girl, marry her amid the laughter of family and friends, and have a big fat boy, this is the life I should have...

In the evening, my parents came back, and I had already made a simple dinner at home.Mom and Dad have been busy all day, and they should be very tired.When I got home, I was surprised to see the decent dinner on the table.And I just smiled, since I'm back, I should live a life that I should have. I'm a part of the family, and I'm not young anymore, so I have to take good care of my parents.

After my parents came back, they cleaned up, washed their hands, sat around and started eating.My mother picked up the chopsticks and took a bite of the dish I made. She opened her eyes wide in surprise and looked at me. I was in a daze when I saw it. right?Is it too much salt?I blushed for a while.

"Hey! Son, I can't tell. You are good at cooking. This dish tastes really good! It's even better than Dad's cooking!" Dad suddenly raised his head and exclaimed.

I breathed a sigh of relief, grabbed the chopsticks and smiled at the two of them, then picked up a chopstick dish and put it in my mouth. "Well, the taste is not bad." I said with a proud nod.

My parents kept praising me, saying that I am becoming more and more like an adult, and I can do everything.And I just pursed my lips and smiled lightly, without speaking.

Yes, after so long, I have changed a lot.Regarding my cooking skills, when I was with Lao Liu, I cooked together every night. I watched him cook, and I learned a lot without knowing it. In the end, it was thanks to Lao Liu.I curled the corners of my mouth and smiled slightly, and everything passed.

"Son, are you looking for a job today?" My father's words interrupted my thoughts.

I was taken aback, thinking about what happened today, I felt uncomfortable.I said vaguely, "Well, yes."

"How? Is there a suitable one?"

I was speechless for a moment, not knowing how to answer.Lowering his head, holding the chopsticks in his hand, he kept poking the rice in the bowl with the chopsticks.

"Oh, hehehe, you haven't found it yet, have you? It's okay, we're not in a hurry." Dad seemed to see something, and hurriedly changed his words. "But... To be honest, you are really overqualified to work here at home. Tell me, where can you find a job with such a high salary as you used to?"

After hearing this, I felt even more uncomfortable, and looked depressed.Seeing this, mother patted Dad on the shoulder and complained, "You old man, you've been thinking about your son's return all day long, and now that he's back, you're complaining about this and that, really. Feng'er, let's ignore him." , eat well."

Dad listened, bared his teeth and laughed cheerfully, and said, "Fucking mother, look at you, I don't mean that much. I didn't complain about my son. Look at what you said. It really doesn't work, let my son do it with me. Business, if this is the case, I will have an heir to my little property, hahaha!" After finishing speaking, Dad became happy to himself.

Mom rolled her eyes at Dad again, and said, "Come on, we, Feng'er, are talented people who want to make a lot of money and do big business, so I wouldn't be reluctant to do business with you. Right, Feng'er?"

After hearing this, I didn't know which side to lean to, so I had to squeeze my mouth and put it in my mouth, and smiled cheerfully at the two of them.

After dinner, I took a shower, changed clothes, and went back upstairs to my room.I opened the window and let the evening wind hit my face head-on. It was very cool and refreshing, and my mood immediately improved. I gradually found the feeling of living in my hometown, which was completely different from Xiamen.

I sat back on the bed, turned on the computer, and wanted to write something, but A Bing immediately sent a video chat.I connected, and Ah Bing appeared in front of me.

"Brother, are you home?" A Bing looked at the computer screen and adjusted the position of the camera.

"Well, I'm home early. Are you... in the school dormitory?"

"Well, yes." A Bing fixed the position of the camera, suddenly remembered something, and asked me eagerly, "Brother, what happened to you and your boss?"

I was taken aback, how could Ah Bing know these things. "No, nothing? What happened?"

"The day before yesterday was the weekend, so I wanted to go to your rental house. It happened that I was playing outside with my classmates that day, so I planned to live in your place. When I was making the bed, the door was knocked hard, which scared me After a jump, someone outside the door shouted your name. I opened the door and saw that it was your boss."

I looked at A Bing on the screen blankly and didn't speak.

"He pushed open the door and was stunned for a moment when he saw me. Then he rushed into the room and looked for you like crazy. I told him that you had returned to your hometown. He was suddenly stunned and paralyzed. He sat down on the sofa with his buttocks. Then he suddenly rushed over and grabbed me like crazy, and asked where your home was. I said I didn’t know, and his face was full of disappointment. Me, let me contact him as soon as I have news from you."

"Oh." I replied lightly.

"What the hell is going on. Brother?" Ah Bing was also anxious.

"It's okay, A Bing, don't tell him about me, you don't know what he asks, understand?"

A Bing still looked at me suspiciously, with a puzzled face, and then asked me weakly, "Brother, did you... have a falling out with him? Did you break up?"

"Don't ask so many questions." I said, and I gave A Bing my new phone number, "This is my new number, remember what I said, don't say anything to him, what does he ask you? They all said they didn’t know. Do you understand?” I repeatedly urged.

"Brother, why is this? It's so hard for you two to be together! Is there anything you can't talk about? Is there anything you can't solve? Why do you have to leave him without saying goodbye? You know, when I saw him , he looked like he was going crazy, desperately asking me where you were going, I think you two have been together for so long, how could..."

"Okay!" I yelled, frowning, A Bing was startled by my yell, and looked at me in surprise.

I suddenly felt a little out of control again, and immediately adjusted my tone, looked at A Bing and said, "Okay, A Bing, don't ask too much about this brother. Just do as I say, understand?"

A Bing looked at me and nodded slightly.

After closing the computer, the whole person lay on the bed with his head resting on his arm, but he didn't have the usual feeling of resting on Lao Liu's thick arm.

I gently closed my eyes, recalled the scenes with Lao Liu, and imagined the scene when Lao Liu went to find A Bing, one after another picture emerged in my mind.

Old Liu was really looking for me, he was very anxious, crazy.But, Lao Liu, I've made up my mind. Since I chose to leave, I won't have anything to do with you anymore. You miss me, miss me, hate me, and be angry with me.Maybe you still love me, maybe you really love me, but I really decided to let go.

Please forgive my selfishness...