Me and Boss Bear

I stayed in the company for a morning. At noon, I told Lao Liu that my head still hurt a little. Lao Liu was very happy to let me stay at home and rest, so I asked the manager for leave. Gauze is the best excuse.

I had dinner with Lao Liu outside at noon, and then I went back alone.Instead of going back to Lao Liu's house, I went back to my rented house.Opening the door and standing in this small house where I have lived for more than three years, a sense of intimacy suddenly hit my heart. I put my hands in my pockets and walked around in the already small house, as if I was visiting with great interest.Opening the window, the afternoon sun suddenly shone into the room, and the whole room was instantly brightened.I found out the tea leaves, drank a cup of Tieguanyin, and sat on the wooden chair by the window. The tea was fragrant, the sun was warm, and it even made me a little hot.

I pulled out the oversized suitcase I used a few years ago, opened the closet, and put all the clothes inside into the suitcase, as well as some necessary things in my daily life, into the suitcase.Look at the furniture left in the house, electrical appliances and so on, they are no longer important, you can’t take them with you, and no one wants to sell them, so let’s just put them away.

While hesitating, I thought of A Bing. This kid has always made me worry. I don’t know what’s going on at school now.

After packing up the suitcase, he sat down on the bed, took out his mobile phone, and called A Bing.

"Hello, brother." As soon as the call was connected, A Bing's childish and sunny voice reached my eardrums.

"Well, when will you be able to change it, boy? You can just call it brother, if you have to add one more word, why is it so awkward to me?" I said depressedly.

"Hehehe, I'm used to it, I can't change it!" A Bing laughed happily.

I also smiled, then collected myself, and said to Ah Bing seriously, "Ah Bing, brother, I have something to tell you! Listen carefully to me."

"Huh?!" My sudden words made Ah Bing very puzzled.

"Brother's family is in a hurry, so I'm going back to my hometown. Be good here, you know?"

After hearing this, Ah Bing became anxious. "Ah?! Why?"

"There's no reason, I just said it's something at home!" I insisted, with a firm tone.

"Then you won't come back to Xiamen again?" A Bing said weakly.

I was silent for a moment, I really didn't know how to answer such a question. "This...you can't tell, maybe you will come again soon, or...you won't come to Xiamen again, and you will develop in your hometown..."

"Brother! I beg you, brother! Don't be like this. You and I are the closest here. If you leave, I will be left here alone. I don't want you to leave." A Bing was anxious, He began to speak hastily, even with a crying tone.

"Okay, Ah Bing is obedient, brother has nothing to do, you have to go back. You are a young man in your 20s, so you are not afraid of being embarrassed when you say this?!" I comforted Ah Bing while mockingly persuading him.

On the other end of the phone, A Bing stopped talking, and there was a short silence on the phone. Because the signal was a little bad, there was a "rustling" sound from the phone, which made people feel uncomfortable. For a moment, it became especially clear.

"That... and..." I opened my mouth, and said, "The rental house here has not been returned. I paid half a year's rent in advance. If I really come back when the time comes, I will continue to live in it. I didn't last time. Did I give you the key here? Is there any more?"

"Yeah, it's still on me!" Ah Bing said listlessly.

"I just took all the clothes and some daily necessities away, and the rest are still sucking. If you play outside in the future, come and live here. I will tell the landlord. And ah! Remember to come regularly Clean up my room for me! You are a slob, so lazy! Do you hear that?!"

"Yeah, I heard it." A Bing was still weak.

"Don't be like this, don't be so sad. Although I don't want to be here, people don't stay in one place forever. After I get to my hometown, I will keep in touch with you. When the time comes to change the phone number at home, I will I took the initiative to contact you! Don’t you have a computer, everything is convenient!” I pretended to be relaxed and comforted A Bing, but in fact, I was extremely reluctant in my heart.To be honest, although I don't have so many worries in my heart now, this younger brother is the one who worries me the most.

"Then... when are you leaving?" Ah Bing asked weakly again.

"I booked a late flight at 11pm."

"So fast!!" Ah Bing yelled out, probably already crying, his voice was obviously crying, even trembling.

"um, yes."………………

After talking on the phone with A Bing and getting A Bing settled down, he lay heavily on his back on the bed, and gently closed his eyes.It seems that I feel a lot more relaxed in my heart, but it is actually extremely heavy.Suddenly, it felt like there was still something to be done.

Opening his eyes suddenly, he quickly picked up the phone, searched the phone book continuously, and finally settled on Mr. Qian's phone card, and lightly pressed the dial button...

"Hello?..." A weak voice came from the phone, as if he had just woken up.

"Mr. Qian, it's me."

"Oh?! Xiao Lin!" There was a soft sound on the phone, like the sound of turning over and getting up. "What's the matter, what's the matter?"

"Oh. No, it's nothing. I just want to chat with you. I went to your company to look for you before, but you were not here. Hehe." I pretended to be relaxed, and even forced myself to smile a little.

"Hey...Of course I'm not in the company anymore, I'm in the hospital..." Mr. Qian said with a sigh.

I was shocked when I heard it!So he asked eagerly: "Ah?! Why, why? What's wrong with you?"

"Hi!...Don't mention it, it's all my own fault. I drank too much the other night, and I had to go home by myself, but I fell down and broke my leg."

"Which hospital are you in!?" I asked eagerly.

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Half an hour later, I rushed to the door of Mr. Qian's ward.Just about to rush in, but stopped immediately, I calmed my steps and breathing, took a deep breath, and gently pushed open the door of the ward.

As soon as Mr. Qian saw me, his slightly haggard face suddenly glowed, as if he lifted his spirits all of a sudden.Mr. Qian looked at me with a smile on his face, he looked very kind and happy, but he was still tired, and in my opinion, he lost a lot of weight, obviously not as rich and cheerful as usual. prestige.

"Hehe, you're here?! It's really fast!" Mr. Qian said with a smile.He was half lying on the hospital bed, his back was padded.It may be because of lying on the hospital bed, my hair is a bit messy, not as stylish as usual.Generous eyebrows, bright eyes, very energetic, but not as deep as old Liu's eyes.The slightly dry lips were faintly rosy, but also covered with a thin layer of paleness.His complexion didn't change much, it was still so rosy and clean, it was only when he smiled that I noticed the subtle wrinkles in the corners of his eyes and forehead.

This kind of him makes me feel a little sad, big bosses are like this, rich, powerful and status, so what?In the end, the hardest, most tiring and exhausting thing is not myself.After so many years of hard work in the mall alone, I have gained a lot and lost a lot. In the end, I am also slowly suffering wear and tear, either physically or psychologically.The big bosses I have seen over the years have made me feel like this. Whether it is Lao Liu or Mr. Qian, it is not easy.Silently, I have already had a kind of understanding and sympathy for them in my heart, but more of a kind of admiration and admiration!

I stood beside Mr. Qian's hospital bed in a daze. Seeing me like this, Mr. Qian suddenly smiled cheerfully. I was really frightened.He seemed to realize something, so he pointed to the seat next to him and said to me, "Look at you, how stupid you are, you don't find a chair to sit down when you come, are you honest?"

I just smiled foolishly, moved a chair and sat down beside him, and asked worriedly, "Are you... all right?".

"Hehehe, it's nothing serious. How can I be so fragile!? It's just that my legs are a bit inconvenient. I need to lie down and rest more." Mr. Qian looked at me with a smile, as if he didn't care.

"Oh. It's good to be fine, rest more, and take good care of your legs. People are never born with illnesses. Minor illnesses will make people look ugly, and serious illnesses will make people look dull and even extremely haggard. What's more, it is especially harmful to the body. Big, especially for people who are not young like you." I smiled slightly and said in a dignified manner.

"I don't like to hear that. I'm only middle-aged, so you say I'm old? You think I'm old?" President Qian asked me pretending to be angry.

"No, no!" When I heard this, I hurriedly waved my hands and shook my head. "I mean, compared to me, you are elders, so I will unconsciously feel that you are older." I said with an embarrassed smile.

Mr. Qian was happy again, and laughed haha, "Look at you, I am teasing you, you take it seriously?! Hehe, I just like your silly spirit, you take everything people say seriously."

I looked at Mr. Qian and squeezed out a slight smile from the corner of my mouth. "Yeah, I believe everything you say. I don't know if it's stupid, naive, or naive."

"You?" Mr. Qian seemed to catch some words and asked me suspiciously. "What do you mean by you, besides me, who else is there?"

I was taken aback, lowered my head slightly, and said nothing, Mr. Qian was still looking at me, waiting for my answer, but I didn't know what to say.

"Is it Boss Liu?!" Seeing that I was silent, Mr. Qian added as he looked at me. I raised my head, looked at him with a little astonishment, and told him with my eyes that he had guessed right.

"Mr. Qian, actually... I came to see you this time to say goodbye to you." I fixed my eyes and said to Mr. Qian very seriously.

Mr. Qian saw that something was wrong with my expression, and turned to look at me with surprise. "Farewell? What do you mean?"

"I... plan to go back to my hometown. I bought a ticket for 11 o'clock tonight." I said quietly.

"What!" Mr. Qian was shocked when he heard this, sat up all of a sudden, propped his upper body with his hands, looked at me with wide eyes, and shouted, "What are you thinking about? Are you out of your mind? You really are Just leave if you say you want to go?!"

My eyes were gloomy, I bit my lips, and didn't speak, enduring Mr. Qian's glare.

"Why are you so self-willed?! You have to think about it, Xiao Lin! Boss Liu still loves you no matter what you say? How can you just leave? You leave him alone, what should he do? "

"Mr. Qian, I have already thought clearly, and I can't understand what I understand. If this continues, it will not be good for him or me. The relationship between the three people is really painful. Old Liu is the center. Lu Wei and I surrounded him, but in the end there was only one person left by his side."

"That person is you! Of course it's you! How could you break up your relationship with Boss Liu for so long? How could he not love you?" Mr. Qian was very anxious and emotional.

I exhaled lightly and looked at Mr. Qian quietly. "That's right, the person Lao Liu really loves is indeed me."

"That's it, then why are you leaving?"

"But!..." I grabbed the quilt on Mr. Qian's hospital bed and held it tightly in my hands. "I still can't accept that there are two people in Lao Liu's heart."

"What, what?!" Mr. Qian was puzzled, maybe he didn't understand what I said, and looked at me suspiciously.

I raised my head suddenly, frowned, my eyes widened, and I became emotional all of a sudden. "That's right, Lao Liu loves me, and the person he chooses is also me, but I really can't accept that he always has Lu Wei in his heart. The person he loves is me, but he always puts a place in his heart for Lu Wei, How safe this place is, it can’t be erased no matter how hard you try. He keeps saying that he only loves me alone, but what about his performance? He has always cared about that Lu Wei, maybe he knows it himself, and for me, he is doing the same. Trying hard to dig out Lu Wei from that place in his heart. Maybe even he himself didn't realize that he always left a place for Lu Wei in his heart. No matter what, I really can't accept that there are two people in his heart! Before Lu Wei didn't show up, Lao Liu and I have always been on good terms. Now that I have a big shadow in my heart, I always feel that I am a substitute for Lu Wei. I thought that as long as Lu Wei leaves, Lao Liu and I can go back to the old days. I told Lao Liu to let Lu Wei leave our living area, but Lao Liu couldn't do it anyway, the so-called responsibility...the so-called compensation..."

I almost yelled out. After talking so much in a row, I couldn't help panting a little. My breathing became short of breath, and I turned a bitter face, shook my head helplessly and smiled.

"This..." Mr. Qian looked at me blankly, but didn't know how to respond to my words.

I stood up gently and walked to the window sill of the ward.Looking at the bustling city outside the window, I was suddenly confused.

"I was with him. I thought I was everything to him, but I wasn't. Can you imagine that your lover still hides someone else in his heart? What kind of pain would that be? I go to work all day, and after work, I will Seeing Lu Wei, I felt an unspeakable torment in my heart. I really couldn't bear it. I really couldn't bear the love that was divided into two. Maybe you think my decision is too impulsive, too naive, or It's a pity that I'm leaving now. I admit it. Leaving is a kind of relief for me. I don't want to be entangled anymore. If I do this, I will suffer more and more. I leave, and they can be together , I think... after a long time, I will forget about him." After speaking, the corners of his mouth slightly curved.In the sky not far ahead, a plane that just took off "rumbling" flew by, and my heart suddenly felt a lot more empty.

"I... I really don't know how to persuade you. But if you feel very painful and you really want to leave, I have nothing to say." Mr. Qian slowly lowered his head and lay down on his back He got up on the bed, said in a low voice, then turned his eyes to me, with different brilliance flashing in his eyes. "If you insist on separating from Lao Liu, do you really want to go back to your hometown? You can stay in Xiamen, and I can help you start your business again, and..." Mr. Qian's eyes softened instantly, and he stared intently at I said, "Even if you and Boss Liu are separated, don't you want to give me a chance?"

Hearing the last sentence, I was taken aback for a moment, felt my heart beating faster, and my whole body became tense.Turning around to look at Mr. Qian, he was also looking at me, his eyes were so kind and gentle, I looked at each other.I remembered what happened with Mr. Qian before, it seemed like it happened yesterday, Mr. Qian has really changed a lot now.

I smiled slightly, looked at Mr. Qian and said, "Mr. Qian, don't be like this. To be honest, I admire you very much! In my heart, you are an elder and a successful person. I have always wanted to achieve your achievements .But no matter how good my relationship with you is, we are just friends. I have no other thoughts. Please forgive my willfulness. In my heart, you have always been the person I admire and appreciate the most!!" These few words, Every word I said was sincere and expressed my inner thoughts.

Mr. Qian finally loosened his brows, smiled at me, shook his head and said, "Hey...it's nice to meet you. Okay, let's just be friends. If you say that, I also think that if we are together, we will still be friends." It can't be compared to being a couple of year-end friends. Hahaha" After finishing speaking, Mr. Qian burst out laughing.

Seeing Mr. Qian let go, I also felt as if I had settled a concern in my heart, and I also smiled along with him.

"Xiao Lin!" Mr. Qian suddenly stopped laughing and looked at me seriously.I saw him stared blankly, not knowing what he was going to say. "Xiao Lin, no matter where you go, please contact me for protection. If you don't want to call me, at least let me know your phone number, okay?" After speaking, Mr. Qian looked at me expectantly. Embarrassed me.

"Why, why?" I looked at Mr. Qian suspiciously.

When Mr. Qian heard this, he was unhappy, and said with widened eyes, "Well, you boy, you also said that you are friends with Wangnian, so forget it if you don't want to contact me, and don't even give me a call."

When I saw this, I felt helpless, so I shook my head and smiled, "Okay, I will contact you!" President Qian smiled cheerfully.

The sun has already set, and the sky outside the window is not as dazzling as before.The busy city still maintains its original hustle and bustle...