Me and Boss Bear

Putting his cell phone back in his pocket and putting his clothes away, I was like a lost soul, my heart was disorganized, and the night was still extremely silent.

When I went back to bed, I couldn't fall asleep so easily.He walked to the window softly and slowly, with his arms resting on the window.The city outside the window has fallen into a deep sleep, and as far as the eye can see, only the central commercial street is still brightly lit.The night sky was pitch black, and the moon had disappeared.The cold atmosphere made my thin shirt unable to resist the cold night. I found a coat and draped it over my shoulders. I touched my pockets and found that there were still a few cigarettes. I lighted a cigarette tiptoely, so that the bright red fire head lit up. Darkness so close.Continue to stare intently at the sky outside the window, at the plane flying past the flashing warning lights, at my tomorrow...

"Uncle, you left in a hurry today, I have nothing to say to you. At two o'clock tomorrow afternoon, there is no one in the company, I will go to the company and wait for you"...

This text message opened the wound I had just stitched up with blood, and my heart was bloody and bloody, and the pain paralyzed my whole body.

Lu Wei actually called Lao Liu "Uncle" instead of "Boss".Old Liu, do you still have something to do with him?You lied to me about what you said, right?Your relationship is even closer than I imagined.I can't think of such an intimate name!

I am willing to admit that I am too simple!Maybe you are a veteran in love, and I can only be played by you between applause.One little lie, one repeated explanation, one cold tear, and I believe you.Sure enough, I still lost to you, because I love you too much, and I trust you too much.Why don't you do this to me?why are you lying to me

I'm not a coy person, if you don't like me, or just tell me that you have another new love, and break up with me directly, I may be sad, but I will never pester you, why are you doing this? ?

Now, I still trust you so much that I seem to be willing to be deceived by you.After a quarrel, after losing my temper, after clarifying my words, you let me believe you, forgive you, and stop thinking about it, okay, I promise you, I believe you, forgive you, and stop thinking about it up.However, is your behavior worth my paying for you?

do you know?Lao Liu, when I saw that text message, did I feel so sad?In Xiamen, you are my only support, I love you, I have nothing to say to love you, our previous story has become my best and sweetest memory.All of this is finally ruined, am I wrong?Or are you wrong? ...

Perhaps, neither of us is wrong, what is wrong is our relationship.Our love came too fast, too easy, and too sudden.Is a love without foundation, no matter how long it takes to forge, still vulnerable?Our love stems from a simple beginning, does it end in such a simple way?

The world outside the window condenses into a cold closed space in my heart, and the star-like flames on the cigarette butt witness the moment when my heart is riddled with holes...Old Liu, my whole heart belongs to you, but you still How much do you love me? ...

The next morning, before I woke up, Lao Liu had already woken up.He woke me up from a painful sleep, and I don't remember what dream I had, but when I woke up and saw the smiling old Liu in front of me, my heart felt hot and my nose was sore.I hugged him tightly, and let my cheeks rub against his Huqing cheeks, embroidering the charming middle-aged masculine breath on his body, and feeling his warmth.

"Hey, little slob, get up quickly!" Old Liu kissed me, handed me the clothes and let me get up, "I made you breakfast, it's delicious!!"

I put on my clothes, looked at the table full of my favorite food, smiled slightly, looked at him, and said softly, "It's been a long time since you made breakfast for me with your own hands, I still remember the first time you made breakfast for me When eating...it's just, it's not like it used to be."

"It's so early in the morning, why are you lamenting!? Hurry up and wash up, otherwise the breakfast will be bad if it gets cold." After speaking, Lao Liu walked into the kitchen again.

I walked into the bathroom stupidly, brushed my teeth, and washed my face.Standing in front of the mirror alone, looking at the haggard self in the mirror, I suddenly feel that I have "vicissitudes" a lot. "Hey... can't we go back to the past?..." I let the towel slide off my face and sighed helplessly.

I sat at the table, and Lao Liu brought a large bowl of hot soybean milk in front of me and looked at me with a smile.I didn't speak, just picked up the food and stuffed it into my mouth.One bite at a time, looking at his smiling face, I couldn't feel the sweetness in my heart, the salty taste immediately filled my mouth, and instantly penetrated into my heart.

"I'm going to find Ah Bing in a while. I promised to take him to play. I shouldn't come back until the evening. I won't come to eat at noon. You can eat by yourself." My eyes were dull and I didn't stop talking. chewing and hand movements.

"Oh, I see, you guys have fun." Lao Liu still smiled warmly, warmly, and I forced myself to feel that smile was warm...

After breakfast, I changed my clothes and went out.I also lied to Lao Liu, maybe because I was unwilling, I wanted to confirm the relationship between Lao Liu and that Lu Wei with my own eyes.Even if this relationship is over, I don't want to leave any regrets and regrets. I want to find out how Lao Liu treated me and whether the truth is really what I think.Even though I have already decided in my heart, I still want to see is believing, so let me completely give up...

I was walking aimlessly on the road, and pedestrians coming and going passed me by.The rush hour for going to work has long passed, and the rush hour for off work is coming. I walked step by step, but I didn't know where I was going.The number of people on the road gradually increased. Facing this prosperous city, I suddenly felt the chaos of the society.Xiamen is very small, but like a vast ocean, it has buried so many people's futures, so many people's emotions, so many people's hearts...

"Didi Didi!..." The phone rang. I thought it was A Bing, but when I picked it up, it was Lu Meiling.That's right, when I went out to play with Ah Bing, I made up random excuses, how could Ah Bing really call me.

"Lin Feng, are you free this weekend? Let's go out for a meal and chat, shall we?" Her gentle voice came from the phone.

Since the last college dinner, I have met her a few times, and she is always very enthusiastic about asking me out for dinner, and then chatting with me.Gradually, I feel that chatting with her has become very easy, and I can vomit bitterness in front of her on topics that are rarely mentioned on weekdays.Before I knew it, I got used to contacting her, and it felt like I was back in my student life in college, when classmates said nothing with careful consideration, and no need to think twice before speaking.I know she likes me, but I didn't accept it, and I didn't expressly reject it. I thought that this might not read us well, but we haven't reached that level yet, so I think it should be okay.

"Okay, I'm also worried that no one will talk to me. I'm taking a walk to South Street now, I'll wait for you at the Rose House!" I readily agreed, and then stepped into the restaurant.I ordered a cup of coffee. I'm not very good at drinking coffee, but this place didn't make tea, so I had no choice but to help.I chose a seat by the window, looked out of the window quietly, and tasted the cup of bitter and astringent "fragrant black coffee" very unaccustomed, hoping that it could eliminate the exhaustion and haggardness on my face.

In less than half an hour, she came.Still such a beautiful and generous attire, let the men's eyes shine.I waved to her, and when she saw me, she came over and sat down with a charming smile on her face.

"I'm getting more and more like a heartthrob! Hehe, what do you want to eat?" I put on a smile and buried that haggard face in my heart.

"Hehe, whatever you want!" He put on a mischievous expression.So I randomly ordered a few dishes that I often eat, and I don't know if she likes it or not.After the dishes were served, she said with a surprised face, "Wow, I like to eat them all, and you still understand me." After she finished speaking, she pursed her lips and gave me a shy smile.

"What's the matter, I see you are not happy." After eating a few mouthfuls of food, she said this, but my heart was shocked.Sure enough, what was in his heart still inadvertently surfaced on his face.

I smiled without saying a word and continued to eat.

"What's the matter? Why did you become quiet today? Did something happen?"

I was afraid that he would not be able to answer if he continued to ask, so I said, "No, hehe, it's just that I'm too busy at work and I'm too tired. It will get better after a while." After I finished speaking, I continued to eat vegetables, using chopsticks Pointing to the plate of fish, indicating that the plate of fish is delicious, let her eat more.

"It's not bad to be busy. You get a high salary. It's like me. I'm so idle all day long, so I don't get much salary." She took a sip of the juice and said, "But, don't blame me for talking about you. Don't make yourself too tired, so why work so hard? Your body is your capital, no one is more important than yourself!!"

"Yes, no one is more important than yourself. It is better to leave your heart to others than to yourself, to love yourself well..." After listening to her words, I sighed sincerely, but said it lightly. , she didn't hear clearly, and asked me what I said, I didn't repeat it, only left him a smile...

"Do you have anything to do in the afternoon? If you have nothing to do, go shopping with me!"

"No, I have something to do in the afternoon, so I have to go to the company to deal with it." I thought about what was going to happen in the afternoon again, and I felt very dull in my heart, making myself feel breathless.

"Really, I still have to work on weekends! What are you doing!..." She started to complain, but I ignored her, I never try to make girls happy.

"Then why don't you drive me to SM Plaza later? I'll go shopping with my friends."

"Um... I walked out, I didn't drive..." I smiled awkwardly, and she also smiled slightly, winking at me, expressing that she doesn't mind, it's okay.

It was already noon, and although she was very reluctant, I still separated from him on the square in front of me.I don't care where she is going, all I think about is how to face Lu Wei and Lao Liu in the company in the afternoon.

The bus was very crowded, so I got on it in one breath, staggered, and came to the central business district in a stop-and-go manner.Walking in the streets with tall buildings, I hesitated a bit, should I go and see it?If it is true, what should I do?If not, what should I do?

Walking on the pedestrian steps on the side of the road, a BMW galloped past.When I opened my eyes, my pupils shrank instantly, it was Lao Liu's car!

The company is in front of him. He raised his watch and saw that it was not the time that Lu Wei agreed with him. He was really in a hurry! ... I slowly felt a sense of hatred in my heart. Old Liu, you talked sweetly in front of me and tried your best to win my trust. You said you would love me forever, you said you would never change your mind. I want to see you today. How many of the words are true!

I thought angrily in my heart, so I quickened my pace and walked in the direction of the company.When waiting for my big company, Lao Liu arrived at least ten minutes before me.There are very few people in the company on the weekend afternoon, basically there are no people, it is empty, and the sound of walking footsteps can be heard so clearly.

I walked into the hall lightly and saw that there was no one in the office hall. There were two security guards in the corridor. Go to the next hallway.

They're not in the lobby?That must be in Lao Liu's office.I thought in my heart that my footsteps had already reached my desk. I glanced at the documents on the desk, then looked at Lao Liu's office, and was shocked. There were indeed two people inside. The tall and thin one must be Lu Wei.

Lao Liu, Lao Liu, I have nothing to say to you. What about the words you said to me last night?What about the things you promised me?Have you forgotten all about it now, or did you say those words at that time unintentionally? ...

I couldn't see the movement in the office because the glass walls and doors were frosted, so I couldn't see or hear what people were doing inside.I didn't dare to move forward, for fear that they would find someone outside.But I want to know what they are doing in there, just talking?or is there something else?However, just two people talking secretly in the office is already too much for me...

After hesitating in my heart for a long time, I picked up a document on the table, mustered up the courage, and pushed open the door of Lao Liu's office. The door was unlocked, and I pushed the door open.Immediately afterwards, the scene in front of me shocked me and made me completely heartbroken.

The moment I opened the door, I saw Lao Liu with his back to Lu Wei, and Lu Wei was spreading his arms, tightly hugging Lao Liu from behind, with his face pressed against Lao Liu's back.

I was stunned for a moment, all of this shocked me too much.Only then did I understand that this kind of outcome, even though I had already guessed it and was fully prepared for it, was on the verge of a nervous breakdown.The doctor who was holding the document "slapped" fell to the ground, startling Lu Wei and Lao Liu.

In an instant, Lu Wei let go of his hands like lightning.Lao Liu also turned around and looked at me in response, his expression changed drastically, as if he had seen a ghost. It is not an exaggeration to say that.

"Xiao, Xiaolin?" Lao Liu stared at me dumbfounded, his entire face froze, his brows were furrowed, and his mouth was half-open.

Lu Wei next to me was also taken aback by my "breaking into the door". After putting down the arm holding Lao Liu, he quickly arranged his clothes, stood respectfully beside Lao Liu, with his hands behind his back unnaturally , kept twiddling his fingers.He kept looking at me out of the corner of his eye, his eyes revealing a very obvious panic.

"I... that... I suddenly had nothing to do in the afternoon, so I came to the company to have a look, and wanted to finish a document earlier..." I smiled stiffly, my mind went blank, and I was completely dazed.I felt like I lost consciousness for a split second and didn't even know what I said.The air in the room froze at this moment, and the vacuum-like office made me breathless.

I squatted down, picked up the document on the ground, and patted it lightly. "I've finished the document, I'll leave first..." The moment I put down the document, I couldn't take it anymore, I felt tears in my eyes, and they were about to burst out in the next second.I turned around quickly, trying to take the door away.

"Xiao Lin, wait!" Seeing this, Lao Liu suddenly yelled at me.

I stopped my steps immediately, and the whole person froze instantly following his voice.

"Xiao Lin, don't think about it, I have nothing to do with Lu Wei! I really didn't lie to you! I will explain to you when I get home at night, you must not..." Old Liu explained like crazy, frowning, Highlighted his anxious mood.

"Shut up!!" I roared like a lightning bolt, Lao Liu was completely taken aback, looked at me with dull eyes, and opened his mouth wide.And Lu Wei, frightened by my yelling, trembled suddenly, and then began to tremble, as if he wanted to shrink himself into a ball.

My eyes widened, but I didn't turn to look at them.I no longer want to look at them again, loathing and hatred filled my whole brain, the hot blood in my chest was tumbling crazily, it seemed that the anger would soon erupt from my wide-open eyes.I didn't speak, and I didn't procrastinate. All the sadness, disappointment, and anger exploded at this moment.I slammed the door open and ran out...

"Xiaolin! Wait! Xiaolin!..."

"Uncle, what is your relationship with Lin Feng? Tell me, Uncle!!..."

"Don't pull me! Xiaolin! Wait! Xiaolin!..."

Hearing the shouts of the two of them behind my back, I ran out of the company gate, and the moment I turned my head to look back, I shed tears that filled my eyes...