Me and Boss Bear

Old Liu paused, and then said, "At that time, he was just an employee of my company, but in fact his father was the boss of an overseas company. I don't know the details. After I was with him for half a year, he was finally found by his father. I took it to Singapore by force. Only then did I know everything..."

"You liked the tall and handsome him very much?" I asked weakly.

... Lao Liu was silent and did not speak.

"You were very in love at the time?" I asked again.

Old Liu remained silent and did not speak.

"Still in love with us now?" Old Liu really didn't speak. "What does what you said have anything to do with me giving you leather shoes?"

Old Liu was silent for a while, and said hesitantly, "He once... gave me a pair of leather shoes..."

My heart was shocked, and many inexplicable guesses flashed through my head. "You still have those shoes, don't you?" I asked a question I hadn't thought of myself.What shocked me was that Lao Liu gave me an answer that shocked me even more. He actually said, "Yes, the shoes have never been worn, and they have been kept at home."

What else can I say, I suddenly feel inexplicably that the relationship between me and Lao Liu is completely fragile and vulnerable, as if when I fell in love with Lao Liu, there was a person standing behind me silently in the dark, which made me shudder .It was a soul without a body, and my appearance happened to act as the body in Lao Liu's heart.

I couldn't calm down and couldn't sleep.I lifted the quilt, got up and took out a cigarette from my clothes pocket, and sat back under the quilt on the bed.I turned on the TV with the remote control, lit the cigarette, and switched TV programs aimlessly. Lao Liu looked at me silently, not daring to make a sound, so he also sat up, took the cigarette and lit one.

I feel like my position has been severely hit.Although I felt very sad, I still didn't lose my temper with Lao Liu. I have no right to lose my temper with him. I made him sad first, so I should bear the pain now, I told myself silently.I don't know what to say, just like that, the two of them remained silent.

After the effort of one cigarette, Lao Liu finally couldn't help but secretly looked at my expression, and asked weakly, "Are you angry?"

"No." I stubbed out the cigarette butt, stared at the TV intently, pretending to be very calm and said.

"Then why are you so sullen and silent, it's frightening to death." Old Liu muttered.

"What do you want me to say? What else can I say?" As soon as my words were thrown out, Lao Liu was at a loss for words and didn't know what to say.So he lay back obediently. I felt that it was boring to wear it down, so I turned off the TV and lay down, turning my back to him and sleeping.

"I know you're angry." Old Liu said abruptly behind me, "Every time you're angry and don't want to quarrel with me, you keep a cold face and don't speak, just like now.".

I snorted resentfully, and turned to lie flat on my back. "From the first day you saw me, you thought I was him, didn't you?"

"Yes...no, no!" Old Liu's words were suddenly strange.I looked at him suspiciously.At this moment, he looked like a child who had made a mistake, pouted and looked at me with a pitiful expression.

"The first time I saw you, I found his shadow in you. I was really surprised at that time. The previous memory was immediately excavated. In my heart, it seemed that you were him. So I kept on To be close to you, to please you, to care about you."

"Sure enough, from the beginning to now, I'm just a substitute. You love him, not me." I finally made it clear.

"No, no!" Old Liu waved his hands hastily, "I really thought of you as him, I fell in love with you impulsively, and sleeping with you that time was the most exciting time for me, so I did something too much... …But I found out later that you are different from him. You are a sunny boy, while he used to be a taciturn person with a dark heart. When I realized that everything is in the past, that he will never come back At that time, you told me to break up the relationship. I was really anxious at that time, I had already lost you once, and I couldn’t lose you again, so I insisted on showing my love for you until you accepted me.” The old man Liu spoke silently, feeling dejected.

I finally understood, it turned out to be the case. "In the end, you still fell in love with me because of him."

"Yes! But that's not important anymore," Lao Liu's emotions became agitated, "I love you now, and I won't think about him anymore. Don't you understand?"

Lao Liu looked at me excitedly, and I was stunned.These words suddenly warmed my heart.Indeed, what he said is right, the person he loves now is me, so why should I pursue too much, thinking about how old Liu cares for me, loves me, and cares for me from beginning to end, I can still What to complain about.He loved someone else, but it was in the past, and now he loves me, and we have started all over again.

My eyes were blank and I was thinking silently. Old Liu was even more anxious seeing me like this.He took off the quilt, ran to the cabinet with bare buttocks, took out the new pair of leather shoes I bought, and then ran back to the bed trembling.I looked at him suspiciously, he opened the shoebox carefully and sighed. "I still remember that at that time, he gave me a pair of leather shoes on my birthday because I didn't know how to buy shoes. At that time, I knew him for almost half a year. But not long after the shoes were given to me, he was killed by his father. I took it to Singapore. He just disappeared and never came back to see me..." Lao Liu's voice was very low, and I could almost understand how uncomfortable he was at the moment, but he was sad because of that person, and suddenly there was a feeling in his heart. Feelings of envy, jealousy, and jealousy all came out.

"Today you gave me leather shoes again, which brought back my memory. I couldn't help but think of him, but when I think about it, we have known each other for more than half a year. You suddenly gave me a pair of black leather shoes from that year. I was shocked. What I was afraid of was...you would leave me like he did back then." Lao Liu seemed to be choked up, and I was suddenly at a loss. I wanted to comfort him, but I couldn't open my mouth. At this moment, only my heart is warm... …

I put my arms around Lao Liu's shoulders, and leaned against his forehead, "Okay, stop thinking about it." I took the shoes in his hand, put them aside, lay down with him, and covered the quilt. "Giving you a pair of shoes means that I want to leave you? Are you too stupid? What kind of logic is this?" I comforted him with a mocking look. He fixed his eyes on me and hugged me tightly. arms.

"Xiao Lin, don't leave me! Please, don't leave me!" the boss murmured.