Me and Boss Bear

Back to a happy life, everything becomes simple.

I can't get a haircut in the first month, so I cut my hair early, like a child, and kept a clean and neat crew cut. I looked at it carefully in the mirror and felt that short hair was very suitable for my face shape.

It was New Year's Eve, and I was debating whether to call Mr. Qian to pay New Year's greetings, fearing that he would be busy after returning home, but in the end I called.Mr. Qian still has endless topics to talk to me on the phone, and he always smiles when talking to me. I think... this is my blessing and honor.

On the first day of the new year, the whole family gathers together to celebrate the new year.Relatives gather together, children are playing, adults are playing mahjong and cards, and the noise is overflowing.This is the custom on our side. It doesn't look like anything, but every time you just see such a scene, it makes people feel full of New Year's flavor.

As for me... I became a person of middle age, it doesn't feel good to be with their elders, and it doesn't feel right to play with their children.So the topic I most want to avoid is always brought up at this time.

"Lin Feng, when will you get a girlfriend? You see, your cousin has a son, so hurry up too!..."

"Xiaofeng, it's not that the third aunt said you, so it's time to look for you. Everyone says to start a family and start a business. You should start a family first and then start a business!..."

Every time I encountered such a situation, I would just smile and go with it, without saying a word, I said silently in my heart, "I already have someone in my heart, do you think I can marry him?" Then I laughed alone, The appearance of Lao Liu suddenly appeared in front of his eyes.

When I was free at night, around 8 o'clock, I couldn't help but miss Lao Liu, so I called him.

"What are you doing today?" Old Liu asked me first.

"Nothing, our relatives got together to celebrate the first day of junior high school. What about you?"

"Basically, relatives are also celebrating the New Year together, but there are not many relatives, hehehe..."

"My relatives all mentioned my marriage today, so I thought, can I marry you?" I jokingly said.

"Of course not!!"

"Why!"

"Then I'll marry you!" Old Liu said stubbornly, his tone was so funny that I couldn't help laughing out loud.

Suddenly, his son's call came from the other end of the phone, and Lao Liu answered far away from the microphone...

"What? Did your son ask you for something?"

"Well, I don't know what that bastard is going to do."

"Okay, I'm sleepy too, you go."...

After hanging up the phone, I felt a strange feeling in my heart.Like guilt, but also like a kind of avoidance.

I am worried about Lao Liu, about his relationship with his family, and about our relationship being known by his family, especially his son. The most fearful thing is being known by his son.Maybe I have experienced and experienced it myself, and I know how important the image of a father is in the hearts of children.

Lao Liu should be a successful and great father. He is the most noble and irreplaceable in his son's heart. He is the second and goal of learning, pursuing and striving.I don't want his son to have any opinion or prejudice against him because of my relationship, and I don't want Lao Liu's image in his son's heart to be damaged in any way.

I absolutely do not want this to happen, so facing his son, I am a little scared, a little worried, a little uneasy, and I gradually avoid it if I can, so that his son will not see me with him.I don't know if this is useful, and I don't know if it's superfluous, maybe... it's just a kind of self-comfort for me.

On the second day of the second day of junior high school, I went to a relative's house to pay New Year's greetings, so I was naturally left to have lunch together, which is still the custom on our side.The Spring Festival was a bit rushed when I came back last year, but this time it was different. I spent a good New Year like I did when I was a child, and followed my parents to pay New Year greetings to all relatives.

On the morning of the third day of junior high school, I took a box of tea leaves that my friend brought from Anxi when I was in Xiamen, two big cakes, and a box of white wine, and went to visit my mentor. , I came back last year and didn't come to pay him New Year's greetings.I haven't seen you for so long. When he saw me for the first time, he said, "Good boy, you really look like an adult!"

Yes, I'm like an adult now, I try to look at things comprehensively, otherwise, I can't even imagine who's heart will be hurt.

On the fourth day of junior high school, I was basically free. In the evening, my parents invited Uncle Chen's family to dinner. After all, my father knew Uncle Chen's family very well in the market.Of course, Chen Xiaozhen also came.In fact, I don't really want to meet her, but since we have dinner together, there is nothing I can do.

When talking at the dinner table, our two families knew what we two young people meant, so we didn't force it anymore, and we didn't bring the topic to the two of us all night.What surprised the two parents the most was that Chen Xiaozhen shyly revealed that she already had someone she was dating.I don't know if it's true, but I still toasted to Chen Xiaozhen, with a trace of apology and blessings.I can breathe a sigh of relief, after all, I didn't delay a good girl.

I drank a little too much at night, and when I got home, I fell asleep wrapped in a quilt, but Lao Liu called again.

"Yo, you brat drank a lot, right?"

"Not much, just a little."

"Come on, you can't fool me, tell me, what happy things happened to you." Old Liu smiled triumphantly.

"Remember that girl from the last time I was home?"

"Well, remember, what's the matter? Are you dating her again?"

"Nonsense!" I was upset.

"Hehe, don't, I'm teasing you. I know the hairs on your bottom, but I don't know who is in your heart?! Hahaha..." Old Liu made a dirty joke and laughed alone.

Lao Liu laughed, but I was silent, maybe I was really worried about the future, or maybe it was the effect of alcohol.

"Old Liu, I will inevitably get married in the future, what should we do then?"

As soon as this sentence was said, Lao Liu also fell into silence. I knew that this was a topic we both wanted to avoid, but I was really worried, so I couldn't help but say it.

"Get married when you get married! What are you afraid of? After we get married, we will be friends! I am still your boss and your closest elder, the most reliable friend!" After finishing speaking, Lao Liu smiled heartily.

His answer took me by surprise, and at the same time I was agitated. "What about our relationship? Is it just broken? Can we just be good friends?"

Old Liu stopped laughing, straightened his tone and said softly, "Xiao Lin, you know that I will love you forever! But you will eventually get married. I have thought about this a long time ago. Our relationship like this cannot last a lifetime , after you get married, we have to straighten out our relationship!"

I fell silent, feeling a sense of loss and endless confusion in my heart. I held the phone in my hand and didn't speak for a long time.

"But! I hope you understand! We are still together now, we love each other, we must cherish the present time, let happiness and joy accompany us through this journey, even if we break up with you, I will have nothing to do No regrets! Don't think too far, at least we are still here, aren't we?"

Old Liu's words hit my heart again and again, making me feel warm in my heart. Old Liu thinks more than I do, and is more open-minded than me. What he said is right.I don't need to think so far, since I know that day will come sooner or later, then there is no need to think, the most important thing is to grasp the happy days now, isn't it?

"I love you, Lao Liu!" I said confusedly.

Accompanied by a burst of gentle laughter, "I love you too! My dear, go to bed early!"

That night, I slept soundly and soundly, as if all the fetters and worries in my heart had been thrown away.My heart is very comfortable, unprecedentedly relaxed, with my eyes closed and a smile on the corner of my mouth.Old Liu, I know that even if I get married and we break up the relationship, your love for me will still not change. In fact, I myself doubt whether I can let go of my love for you...

The New Year gradually moved away amidst the sound of firecrackers on the fifth day of the Lunar New Year. Seeing that it was time to go to work again, and there was basically nothing to do at home, so I packed my bags and prepared to go back to Xiamen. My parents didn’t keep me, because this time I came back for the New Year. I am really happy to be with my parents, and they also know that I need to develop better.

On the sixth day of the lunar new year, I quietly walked out of Xiamen Gaoqi Airport alone without calling Lao Liu.Now I've gotten used to it slowly, and every time I return to Xiamen, I don't notice any changes. Sure enough, no matter who leaves, everything still works as usual.

Back at the rental house, I tidied up the house and put away my clothes and luggage.I was bored, so I lay on the bed and watched TV, and fell asleep while watching it. When I woke up again, I was awakened by the sound of the door opening.

A Bing walked into the room with a suitcase, saw me lying on the bed, and then stared at the sleepy me with wide eyes.

After the things were settled, Ah Bing exclaimed, "Brother! You came back so early?!"

"I still want to talk about you! You kid started school early, why are you running back now? Stay at home for a few more days?"

Ah Bing smiled. "Hehe, I'm fine at home anyway, and I'm about to start an internship soon. I found a one-week part-time job here a few years ago, so I came here early. It's definitely right to earn some living allowances!"

While making tea, I smiled and said, "Aren't your parents quite rich? Can they make you feel wronged in terms of living expenses?"

"That's different! It's my ability to make money by myself, okay?"

Seeing Ah Bing's serious face, I smiled and raised my hand to give him a thumbs up.Ah Bing is indeed a good guy, at least his ideas are more advanced than mine at that time, and he has more courage than me at that time.

In the afternoon, I was dragged by A Bing to go shopping in SM, and I ate something at Pizza Hut downstairs by the way.Ah Bing held the menu, and he ordered what was delicious, and I shook my head in amazement.

"You say you, no matter how much you earn from a part-time job, it won't be worth what you eat!" I laughed.

"It's okay, it's in my stomach anyway, no loss! Besides, don't you plan to invite me for this meal?"

"Hey! Why did I invite you? Who brought me here just now?"

"You're a big brother, you didn't even treat your younger brother to a meal during the New Year!" After A Bing finished speaking, he looked at me innocently, and I looked at him helplessly.

There was a large plate of pizza on the table and a lot of desserts. A Bing opened his mouth and started to eat wildly, while I just held a cup of coffee.Turning my head slightly, I saw Lao Liu and his son sitting on the left side of the door. His son had his back to me, and Lao Liu and I happened to be facing each other.

What a coincidence, I thought I was wrong, but I took a closer look, it was really Lao Liu, how could I have misread it? !

I didn't say anything, I just held the coffee and looked away.When I looked over again, I found that Old Liu was looking at me.Seeing me looking over, Lao Liu smiled at me.Seeing this, I couldn't help curling my lips and laughing too.

Just as he was about to raise his hand to greet me, I hurriedly shook my head and gave him a look, then he put down the arm he was about to raise, smiled and shook his head at me.

After eating, A Bing and I left first. I gave Lao Liu a look, and he nodded slightly at me.

While walking along Zhongshan Road, Lao Liu made a phone call.A Bing was picking out clothes, so I walked aside to answer the phone.

"I asked you to come here just now, why did you give me that look?" Lao Liu complained.

"It's not easy for you and your son to come out. Of course, we must give you time to get along well."

"Bullshit."

"What? Have you finished eating?"

"No, not long after eating, there are too many people here, and the food is too slow. I'm in the bathroom now."

"Hahaha, look at your bear."

"Otherwise, what should I do? I asked you to come over and want to talk to you, but you didn't even come over."

"Your son is there, it's inconvenient for me to show my face, it's not good for him to see him."

"What's wrong, is it possible for him to see that we have something to do with each other?"

"It's better to be careful. Young people are very open-minded now, and they see many things more clearly than you. Let him see that we are together more often, and he will inevitably have some ideas. I don't want..."

"Okay, I understand." Old Liu interrupted me. "I know what you're thinking. I know you're doing it for my own good. In fact, I want him to get to know you so that in his eyes, it won't be so strange for us to be together. Do you understand what I mean?" Old Liu said softly.

When I heard this, I felt relieved immediately, and nodded slightly with a "huh".

"My phone is about to run out of battery, so go back and eat with your son! See you tomorrow." I put away the phone, with a faint smile on the corner of my mouth.

I went to many stores with Ah Bing, but he didn’t buy anything. He always said he liked everything he saw, then looked left and right, but finally refused to buy it. got used to it.

After four o'clock in the afternoon, the setting sun reflected half of the sky red.Ah Bing made an appointment with his friend to play, and left me alone in SM.I looked at my watch and the time was still there, so I strolled to the beach.

I like to look at the sea from a fixed angle in a fixed place, that kind of sea is wonderful.

The sea breeze gently brushed my coat, but it couldn't blow my short hair.There are fishing boats on the sea, one, two... several fishing boats floating on the sea, what a harmonious picture.There are seabirds on the sea, flying across the water quickly, the sky is red with the setting sun, and a few fire clouds appear in the western sky, which is very spectacular, and the face of the sea is also washed and dyed.

Stepping on the soft sand, sitting on the angular reef, recalling my stories in Xiamen one after another.

Where would I be if I hadn't met you? …It will be going back to the small city in my hometown, looking for a job at random, busy day and night, with that little salary, going out for a walk from time to time alone, and then meeting the pure beauty at the bus stop on the street, Or a girl like Chen Xiaozhen looking back and smiling?Or should I still stay in Xiamen, work hard on my career, and pass you by at the crossroads where people shuttle?It's all possible... I will never forget that encounter with you at the gate of the bank. It was so incredible and dramatic, and it brought us a different emotional life.

Recalling the little things I spent with Lao Liu, day and night, I felt more and more in my heart when I was in Xiamen, the story was really exciting!I chose the right city, and I fell in love with the right people.

The sea breeze gently brushed my face, which gave me a different kind of comfort.The scene of Lao Liu and I walking hand in hand on the seashore emerged in my mind, which brought a slight smile to my mouth.

Find a reef, stand on it, and overlook the sea, how beautiful and spectacular!This is the sea in Xiamen, the sea that records everything about Lao Liu and me.

Gently close your eyes, open your arms, and embrace the sea affectionately, wanting to take the whole sea into your arms.At this moment, my heart is extremely relaxed, thorough, and extremely spacious.

Suddenly, someone stretched out his arms and hugged me gently from behind, and my back was pressed against his warm and generous chest.His face was pressed against my head, rubbing against it lightly, his arms became tighter and tighter, as if he wanted to fill me into his chest and put me in his heart.

I didn't look back because I knew what it felt like, this embrace full of security and happiness and warmth.I know that the person behind is my lover, my old Liu.

"How is it? Does it feel like the Titanic?" Old Liu whispered softly in my ear.

I smiled, smiling so sincerely, so warmly.

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"Only when I hold you in my arms can I feel at ease."

"Only when I'm in your arms can I close my eyes in peace."

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"Xiao Lin!"

"Old Liu!"

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"I love you!"

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(season finale)