blue marshmallow

We are together again, I will hum a song when I walk, I will smile and say hello to everything I see with my eyes, greet every plant and tree in the garden, pat the green trees with my hands, and look up at the clouds, you are so cute, you have Didn't miss me?Be good, I will come to see you every day...

I am also very grateful to the company's leaders and colleagues for welcoming me back to work after such a long break. After careful consideration, I declined their offer.

During the period of recuperating in the hospital, I thought a lot about what I would do after I was discharged from the hospital, and seriously made a plan to discuss with him. After reading it, he gave me a lot of pertinent suggestions for revision and encouraged I bravely ventured out, and of course he would not take the savings I had accumulated to pay back the money I owed him. Instead, he gave me a sum of money and said it was a stock investment. I frankly accepted the argument he instilled in me that "spending his money is a matter of course", because he said that this year's feng shui turns, and if one day he stumbles, maybe he will rely on me to help him. I accepted the kindness, but I never thought that one day the joke would become a reality. Of course, all this is something later, and it is still far from the story I want to tell.

So I advise my friends, don’t make jokes casually, maybe God just took a nap at that time, and the previous ones didn’t hear it, but they took the joke as your wish, and then kindly helped you realize it, ha ha!

My network service company named after me has been in preparation for more than a month, and finally opened in full swing at the end of July. Of course, he is my big customer. Dahai and some of his friends have also become my prospective customers. But I don't want to rely on his relationship to run the company's business. Some of their orders I thought were unnecessary, so I rejected them. Gradually, everyone realized that I don't want to rely on his influence to survive, but rely on my own. I was able to start a career independently, so many people admired me and became good friends with each other. Only then did I know that some of them were not optimistic about us being together from the beginning, and would often persuade Ah Zheng to leave me, but Seeing that we have gone through life and death and decided to be together, I will not say anything more, and sincerely wish us happiness!

I know that Ah Hang often looks for him. Sometimes when he is taking a shower at night, when the phone rings, I will run into the bathroom and hand the phone to him when he sees Ah Hang’s number. He always smiles at me helplessly, and I will smile back. Close the bathroom door tightly, and I also know that Ah Hang sent him a text message, because I overheard him saying that he should not send text messages to give gifts when he answered the phone, I have to admire Ah Hang's perseverance and perseverance, I want Come on, don't let him take away my Ah Zheng.

Xiaorui and Dahai really walked together. I asked Xiaorui when it happened, but he hesitated and refused to tell me. In the end, Dahai was straightforward and said that it was raining heavily that day and he sent Xiaorui back to school. As a result, there was water on the road and they couldn't go back, so they went to Dahai's house, and then Xiaorui slept alone and had a nightmare, Dahai ran to comfort him, and then comforted him together, haha!

Sometimes I often think, is there a physical relationship between a man and a man before there can be emotional sublimation?Especially between G, I understand that the relationship that is not tolerated by the world is rarely fruitful, so I long for the short-term joy and imaginary happiness. I never dare to hope that someone will pursue true love as bravely as myself, so when When someone gives you your body without reservation, you will have an inexplicable sense of security, and you will want to keep this security and peace of mind for a longer period of time.

Of course, I also know that there is pure love in the same-sex world, but it’s too rare, so it’s better to be realistic, if you can’t get your heart, get your body first, and take the rest slowly, I think Ah Zheng is like this to me.

In the beginning, it was just a physical fit, but the short-lived heartfelt aroused people's primitive greed, wanting more, and being unsatisfied after asking for more, and wanting to monopolize, you can only belong to me in this world, so I started to be afraid Losing, worrying about betrayal, trying to do the best, hoping that the other party will give the same response, once the expected result is not achieved, you will be disappointed, frustrated, complaining, angry, when there is an external force breaking in, the fragile balance will be overturned in an instant, how deep is love The hatred is deeper, torment each other, hurt each other, love becomes a double-edged sword, and getting along becomes a burden for each other, then we can only separate. When you let go of the hatred, all the good things return to your heart, think quietly, and carefully Aftertaste, longing arises spontaneously, and longing is a magic weapon to test true love. She will calmly tell you what you don't know about your true thoughts and guide you to make the right decision.

I admit that many people are not as lucky as me and Ah Zheng. After breaking up, I still have the opportunity to untie the knot and start over again, so I cherish the present more and more, and remind myself to be tolerant and grateful. After going through life and death, I finally know my true self. What is the dream, that is, I want to love each other and spend a beautiful life together with him!