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He got up and went to the wine cabinet to get a bottle of wine, and then went to the refrigerator to get ice cubes. I don't know much about wine. It should be a foreign bar anyway. He poured a glass with ice cubes and handed it to me.

"Lei Zi and I met Ah Hang in a bar. When he was pouring wine for Lei Zi, he accidentally got on him. Lei Zi didn't bother him. He came over to have a drink with us just to express his gratitude. That’s how we got to know each other, now that I think about it, maybe this kid did it on purpose, hehe,”

"Well," do you even need to think about it, it must be on purpose, I took a sip of the wine, it was so bad, I couldn't help frowning, Dahai didn't look at me, and he drank a glass with his neck back, his eyes stayed on someone in the air Chu fell into a state I had never seen before: brooding.

After a while, he withdrew his eyes and stared at the wine glass in his hand, "He has been with me for a year now, and I didn't let him go out to work again. He said that his dream is to open a photo studio for many happy people." Taking pictures and leaving eternal beautiful moments, I will send him to learn photography, so that he can stand on his own even if he leaves me one day. After all, he is still a child and wants to learn a craft to make money. Oh, he should be better than You are one year younger, are you 24 this year?"

"I was born in 86, and I'm already 25." Time flies, and it's been almost a year since I graduated amid all the commotion.

"Well, he is a rabbit, ah, he is also 24,"

We didn't talk anymore, only time is the most industrious, and will never stop, working hard to bring laughter, sadness, maturity and harvest, fresh memories, and at the same time take away those pasts that should be forgotten .

I didn't sleep well last night. I slept for a while in the afternoon and woke up in the evening. Xiao Rui was sitting quietly by the window, looking out of the window intently as if thinking about something.

I took out my phone to check the time, and found a message from him, saying that he would come back to pick me up later at night, and told me to wait at home and not go out.

I didn't see the sea when I went downstairs. I guess they went out to solve the problem together. Hey, this time I really caused them a lot of trouble.

Opening the refrigerator is nothing but beer or beer, can this sea survive on beer only?I had no choice but to order takeaway, and after a simple dinner with Xiao Rui, I sat in the living room in a daze. I think it is necessary to have a good talk with him.

"Xiao Rui, let me discuss something with you." He didn't dare to look at me, and he probably waited for this conversation with fear, "Go back to school and study hard, and leave the medical expenses to me." My current salary is more than 3000, plus the private work I receive is more than 5000 a month, and the pocket money that A Zheng gives me every month, I don’t have much money to spend, it should be enough to pay his tuition and medical expenses.

"Brother Xiang, why are you so kind to me?" He raised his head and looked at me seriously, with a trace of timidity and anticipation in his eyes.

"I want to recognize you as my younger brother. You know that I have no brothers and sisters, and the first time I saw you, I felt that we were similar in some ways. It was fate when we met again," I tried to give him a relaxed look. smile, "And your mother likes me very much, doesn't she?"

"But Brother Xiang, I'm a burden and will drag you down," he lowered his eyes and sighed, looking a little disappointed.

I leaned towards him and pulled him into my arms, "What nonsense, you won't be a burden, I'm pretty sure you'll make a lot of money in the future, I'm still waiting for you to shine,"

"You'll make me happy," he said with a smile on his lips.

"Xiaorui, I'm really not trying to make you happy this time. I'm serious. Let's pull the hook. You will make a fortune in the future. Don't deny me, my brother," I said, raising my right little finger to his before.

He stared blankly at my fingers and suddenly burst into tears. I was terrified now. The child was fine just now, and I was almost amused by it. Why is he crying right now? "Xiao Rui, what's the matter with you, I said something wrong, can't I apologize to you, don't cry."

"Wuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu whoo." He kept crying without saying a word. My heart was terrified from crying to him, and I didn't know where to put my hands and feet.

In a panic, he suddenly threw himself into my arms, buried his whole face in my chest, and spoke intermittently, with a muffled voice, but every word and every sentence hit the tip of my heart, it hurt so much, "Brother Xiang, I like you. I have liked you since the first time I saw you. Do you remember what I told you? I said that even if people like us meet someone we like, we may not be qualified to come Love each other, Brother Xiang, I like you, but I’m so dirty now, I don’t deserve to love you anymore, I’m already very grateful that you don’t dislike me, I shouldn’t expect you to accept me, woo woo, with you Pulling the finger, we can only be brothers in this life, I am not reconciled, I am not reconciled, but what else can I do, woo woo woo..."

I can't move like a stone statue, I know he likes me, but I don't know that he loves me so deeply, our communication is not frequent, if I make him misunderstand, I should also take responsibility, but I will How to be responsible?