blue marshmallow

On the way back, Sam didn’t talk or laugh, he seemed very quiet, which made me a little uncomfortable. I kept thinking about the six years, I was really not reconciled, “Sam,” I couldn’t help but said, “Why is it six years? Year?"

"Otherwise, what do you want? Ten years?" He turned his head and gave me an intriguing and ironic smile.

"Sam, I don't doubt your ability, I don't mean anything else, I just feel...feel..." I didn't know what I wanted to say, and my emotions became more chaotic and irritable.

"I don't think it's fair, don't you? Why are the other parties safe and sound? Why does Lei Zheng have to bear all the responsibilities? Why does he have to keep silent? Yes, why?" He parked the car on the side of the road , looking at the front blankly, "Xiaoxiang, I don't know why, I chose to study law at the beginning, just to pursue the absolute fairness and justice in my heart, but when I really became a lawyer, when I really After entering those cases, I realized how big the gap between reality and ideal was, and how small my own power was. I could only use the knowledge I had learned to pursue the fairness and justice in my ideal. The farther I go, the more cruel the truth is, but I can't give up. I force myself to deal with those so-called honest gentlemen who are easy to call the wind and rain and are good at intrigue. My life is already so bad. If I even want this dream Give it up, and I'll lose my reason to live, you understand?"

"Sam, I'm sorry." I understood that letting him take over this case made him touch a deeper level of darkness, those political corruptions that I don't want to know about, those rotten and stinking souls under the glamorous exterior.

"Xiaoxiang, I'm the one who should say I'm sorry," he smiled at me, "I thought I had already cultivated to be invulnerable to all poisons, but I still can't, haha, I'm laughing at you. Oh, yes, Wei Chen said to have dinner together in the evening, you must come over, he said he would introduce some old friends to you."

"Oh well."

He seemed to understand my thoughts, and drove the car directly to the gate of the hospital. I jumped out of the car, "Sam, thank you for arranging for me to meet Ah Zheng."

"Ah, it's nothing, don't forget to come over at night."

"understood."

Watching his car go away, I slowly turned around and walked towards Tiantian's ward, "Xiao Xiang, you are here again."

"Hello." Almost all the nurses on this floor know me, but I still feel a little bit wrong with them.

"You are really a qualified surrogate father."

For this kind of praise, I can only smile wryly, am I qualified?You know, Tiantian became what she is now because of me. I am a sinner, how can I still be worthy of being her father?

"Tiantian, I'm here to see you." I took her little hand, "What story did grandma tell you today? Did you say bad things about me again? Promise me that you will tell me everything when you wake up." , you know? Today, I saw my father." Thinking that he will spend six years in prison, my voice trembled slightly, "Dad, I have something to tell you, please listen carefully."

Pressing the play button, I put the tape recorder by her ear, got up and came to the window, the afterglow of the sunset was still lingering in the sky, and a group of pigeons soaring high were greedy for the vastness of the sky, hovering and circling in the air, He refused to return to the nest for a long time, his deep and gentle voice came from the air, and my heart also beat strongly and firmly following the beautiful sound waves...

"Tiantian, my dear daughter, I'm so sorry that Dad didn't come to see you this time. Dad misses you very much. Do you miss Dad? I know you must be angry with Dad. You are angry that Dad doesn't want to make peace with you. Mom is here, right?"

"Tiantian, I don't know how to tell you. I wanted to wait until you grow up to tell you. Since you must know now, then I will tell you."

"When you were born, father and mother loved each other very much. Of course we loved you even more. Until one day, we found that there was no way to continue, and we didn't want to hurt you, so we decided not to tell you for the time being, so My mother and I divorced when you were very young, so I'm really sorry that I couldn't give you a complete family."

"After we separated from your mother, Dad met many people, but no one could really make Dad fall in love. Dad didn't know what he wanted until Uncle Xiao Xiang appeared. You must not understand why Dad I will like Uncle Xiaoxiang, at the beginning my father didn’t understand, but then many things happened between us, which made my father believe more and more that Uncle Xiaoxiang is the person my father has been looking for to spend his whole life with…”

"Tiantian, Dad hopes that you can live a happy life. Do you also want Dad to be happy?"

"Daddy will always love you, and Uncle Xiaoxiang also likes you very much. If you want to sleep longer, go to sleep. Remember to think of Daddy in your dreams. Daddy will not be able to visit you for a while. You have to listen to Xiaoxiang Uncle Xiang's words."

"However, I still hope that you can wake up. I want Uncle Xiaoxiang to bring you to see me. I want to hug you and kiss you, my dear girl. Wake up when you have had enough sleep. Dad is waiting for you... "

The group of white pigeons in the sky drew a beautiful arc and began to descend and return home. However, one pigeon flew away from the group of pigeons and flew towards the sunset. My eyes followed his lonely and stubborn figure and looked into the distance. Suddenly another pigeon The silhouette of the pigeon came into view, and the two little pigeons echoed each other and flew side by side into the sunset. Unknowingly, I pursed my lips and smiled...