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He hugged me and turned back to look at Ahang, "Ahang, I can't be with you, not because you have become what you are now, but because the person I love is Xiaoxiang, and it has always been him. I betrayed you last time." He gave up our relationship, I know I did something wrong, so I can't make another mistake this time, I can't fulfill my promise to you, I'm sorry, I can't take good care of you, please forgive me. "

The flame in Ahang's hand kept shaking with his trembling arms, it was so fragile that it would go out in a second, but it was burning miraculously tenaciously, as if there was endless energy in that small body .

I pressed my face tightly against Ah Zheng's chest, quietly looking at the yellow light obsessively, Ah Zheng's chin rested on the top of my head, I don't know what kind of expression he will have, we just quietly Quietly confronted Ah Hang until Ah Hang released the switch of the lighter and the flame disappeared, but the tense atmosphere in the room did not dissipate.

We looked up at Ah Hang together, waiting for his sentence or forgiveness.

I don't understand, since when did Ah Zheng and I become guilty in front of him.

"You... don't force me..." Ah Hang lowered his arms in a slump, lowered his head and covered his face, rushed out of the room, and ran to the rooftop in one breath.

I exchanged glances with him, and hurriedly followed, "Ahang," he shouted and stopped after running for two steps. From behind him, I saw that Ahang was lying on the edge of the roof.

"Ahang, come back, I will take care of you, be obedient, and come to me." Ah Zheng's voice was calm with a hint of anxiety.

"Don't come here, you lied to me, you love him, not me, I don't want your pity and sympathy, I want you to love me, but you can't do it, you will never be able to do it!" Ah Hang lost control of his emotions , the body involuntarily leans outward.

"Ahang..." Ah Zheng struggled to organize the vocabulary, "I have always regarded you as a good friend, and I will always take care of you. I have no brother. From today on, you are my younger brother, and I will treat you like a family member. Treat you well, okay? Be obedient, come here..." As he spoke, he tentatively walked towards him slowly.

"You really don't blame me? I have done... so many things, you really don't hate me?"

"I won't blame you..."

"What about him?" Ah Hang turned his gaze to me.

"I don't hate you, Ah Hang, listen to Brother Lei and come here quickly." I also took the opportunity to take a few steps forward.

"It's okay to let me go," he looked at me straight, "Xiaoxiang, come here, I have something to tell you."

I looked at Ah Zheng, his eyes flickered, and he shook his head slightly at me. I knew he was worried, but I thought this was the only chance to get close to Ah Hang. I signaled him with my eyes, I will be careful, I will Look for opportunities to get him out of dangerous situations.

I slowly walked towards Ah Hang, he leaned his body back, trying to keep his body close to the edge of the roof, he asked me to keep a certain distance from him, and stood on the edge of the platform, we faced Ah Zheng sideways.

"Ahang, what do you want to say to me?"

"Remember the video I showed you?" He narrowed his eyes, "The video I showed you in the detention center."

My heart throbbed, how could I forget, that was the video of Ah Zheng having sex with you, that was a scar in my heart that I didn't want to touch, Ah Hang, please don't uncover it casually.

"For this reason, you have never been able to forgive him. For his betrayal, you have never been able to forgive him."

"What exactly are you trying to say?" I was annoyed that he guessed my heart without authorization, and he actually hit my point.

No matter how deeply I love, there are still some things that I can't let go of. I admit that I am not open-minded enough. The betrayal of the body and mind is equally important to me. Although I also betrayed him later, he betrayed me first after all.

"That time he didn't do it voluntarily." Ah Hang said slowly.

"Not voluntarily?" I was confused by what he said.

"I drugged him. He took me for you. He kept calling your name over and over again. He said he loved you thousands of times."

My nose was sore, my eyes were blurred, something in my heart turned into a puff of smoke and dissipated with the wind, and my whole body became more relaxed, "Thank you for telling me."

"Did you love him more? Could you be more inseparable from him?" He approached me as he spoke.

I stared at him in a daze, thinking about what he meant when he said that, Ah Zheng called out to me, but it was too late, Ah Hang hugged me with all his strength, leaned over, and we rolled down together up the roof!