blue marshmallow

"Xiang, I'll accompany you back during the Chinese New Year." After dinner, we were watching the news broadcast.

I turned my head to look at him, and said jokingly, "Haven't you been beaten enough?"

"It's okay for my father to hit me a few times." He smiled brightly at me.

I watched him restrain his laughter, "Do you really want to go back with me?" I was moved by the fact that he referred to my father as his own.

"As long as you are sincere, gold and stone are the same. I will definitely let them accept me." He put his arms around my shoulders, "Besides, the current situation of your family is also caused by me."

"I want to go back too, but..."

"But I'm a little scared, aren't you?" He tapped the tip of my nose lightly, and I smiled embarrassedly, I can't hide anything from you.

"I'm not afraid if I'm with you. You said we'll bring them to live in the city, okay?"

"I'm afraid they won't get used to it." I also thought about bringing my parents to the city, so that they won't be disturbed by negative factors when they are out of that environment, but it is difficult for people who are used to living in the countryside to adapt to the city for a while. Living in the home, I don’t know anyone around, have different values ​​and ways of thinking, can’t communicate normally, and the superior living conditions can’t alleviate the loneliness and depression in my heart.

"Well, this is also a problem, but it's okay, let's go and see them first and listen to what they have to say."

He is always so optimistic, the fact is that we were not even able to enter my house.

On New Year's Eve, we rushed to the door of our house full of travel and dust. My mother just wanted to welcome us in. My father yelled and closed the door with a bang. After standing outside for a long time and pleading, the door was not opened.

What made me even more chilled was that my dad poured a basin of cold water from upstairs and poured it all on Ah Zheng. He was still cursing from the window, saying that he really thought that Ah Zheng was a good leader and cared about us. He went home to greet the poor and ask for warmth, but it turned out to be a fox who gave New Year greetings to chickens, and a jackal in sheep's clothing. He was blind, sold his son and helped others count the money. Now he is fine, and his son was also kidnapped. I hate to say that I never gave birth to my son.

Listening to my dad's hoarse roar and accusation, I couldn't tell what it was like in my heart, and Ah Zheng actually wanted to stay outside all night, dripping wet, in order to impress my dad, I told him it was useless, Even if you and I freeze to death, my dad won’t open the door. I know him too well. Although he usually listens to my mother for everything, but at critical moments, he is much better than my mother, and his heart is also ruthless. In the end I forcibly pulled Ah Zheng away.

The next day, he still didn't give up, and took me to my house again. The neighbors in the neighborhood were watching the fun. In this case, my parents would not let us in anyway, so we went back very boringly. N city.

This experience also made me completely awakened. I no longer expect to get the blessings of my family members. I only hope that they can be healthy and safe!

The Spring Festival holiday did not become icy and miserable because of my dad’s pot of cold water. This is thanks to my dear Xiao Tiantian—the pistachio of me and Ah Zheng. Because her mother signed up for an outbound tour group a few years ago, We were able to spend a full and happy vacation with her.

After the festival, I had no reason to refuse Ah Zheng’s invitation, and I went to work in the company as his special assistant according to the prior agreement. We worked in the same office, and he added a small desk for me next to his desk. .

Usually, few people bother him, because he knows how to authorize, and the head of each department can be independent, and he has won his trust, so he has enough time to think and deal with the company's development strategy.

Now, of course, part of that time is devoted to flirting with me.

Sometimes I would stop what I was doing and look at him who was concentrating on his work. I couldn't help but compare him with Lu Youshan. They are both excellent men. Which one will be better?Whenever I just had such a thought, he would look up and smile at me as if he understood my thoughts, and looking into his smiling eyes, I also got the answer: what is in front of me is always the best!We must learn to cherish the present!The people in front of you, everything in front of you!

I also raised doubts about our frequent pairings, thinking that I should keep some distance from him, maybe some people still remember the sensational news back then, but he didn't care, "Let them say, I don't care." , I love you!" But I care, I don't want people to report their work to you with awe-inspiring eyes and tone, and then turn their heads to show contempt, but I didn't say it, I just try to maintain a working relationship with him in the workplace, In public, let others think we are a pair of good brothers.

During this period, I have to talk about the first Valentine's Day after we rebuilt the old one. I was in a trance a few days before the festival. I think he understood my thoughts. The shadow of that year is still lingering in my heart. No, so he turned down everything that day and stayed with me wholeheartedly. We lay down on the carpet to put together a puzzle of ancient Turkish patterns, put on an apron, and baked a baked one with flour on our hands and face. For the bread of the cake, we were tired of doing those blushing and heart-pounding exercises together on the bed. Later, we drove to the nearby mountains, drinking beer and looking at the stars in the sky. I really want to be like this every day in the future get through.

In fact, that was also the most peaceful and peaceful day we spent in 2014 and the following years. In the following days, accidents happened one after another, and I also ushered in another transformation of my soul amid physical and mental exhaustion!