blue marshmallow

"Xiang, I'm sorry...I will beg them to let them accept me..." His guilty and sad voice came from behind.

I rubbed my aching arm and turned to look at him. He was also staring at me blankly with tears in his eyes.

I smiled at him, picked up a piece of clothing and threw it to him, "Put it on quickly, your body will never be seen by others."

"Xiang..." He was stunned for a moment, and suddenly rushed over to hug me, "Xiang, we will never be separated again!"

"Yeah." I nodded vigorously, this time I didn't hesitate.

Seeing that he was already dressed, I opened the door and took a few steps back. My dad glared at me sullenly and walked in angrily. My mother and aunt followed behind him, and my uncle blocked some people from outside to watch the excitement. The curious neighbors in the neighborhood, I realized that I had lost my face this time.

My dad took a look at me and Ah Zheng, snorted and sat down on the chair, knocked on the table with the iron rod in his hand, "Tell me, you son of a bitch, what's going on with you two?"

"Dad, I..." I didn't know where to start, and I couldn't continue with my mouth open for a long time.

"Uncle, it's my fault, I..."

"Shut up, I'm asking my son, I'll deal with you later." My dad interrupted Ah Zheng roughly, and turned to me, "Speak up! What's going on? What are you two doing?"

I blushed and couldn't answer this question. My parents' generation would never have thought of it, let alone understand that two big men can have sex together. In addition, my home is remote and they can't get in touch. New ideas and information, I'm afraid I haven't even heard of the word homosexuality.

"What are you yelling, you scared the baby." My mother came over and took my hand, rubbing the place where my father just slapped me, "Xiao Xiang, don't be afraid, tell my mother, what are you doing?" What's the matter?"

"Mom," I lowered my eyes, "I...I like him."

"What?!" My mom and dad exclaimed at the same time.

I swallowed, summoned up the courage to raise my head, and looked at my dad calmly, "I haven't talked about friends because I don't like women. I like men, and I like him."

"You like men?" My dad repeated my words with a strange expression, and then a look of panic flashed in his eyes, "Ah, you were just... ah, fuck, this is a good son you raised, you You killed me!" He suddenly came to his senses and swung a stick to beat me fiercely. My mother instinctively used her body to protect me. Ah Zheng rushed over suddenly and blocked the stick hitting us with his body.

"Uncle, listen to me, I am sincere to Xiaoxiang, I love him, and I hope you can help us." He gritted his teeth and endured my dad's beating, begging bitterly.

"I will fulfill you, unless I die!" My dad frantically waved the stick, beads of sweat were already dripping from Ah Zheng's forehead, and my mother just hugged me and kept crying.

"Dad..." I raised my hand and grabbed the iron rod waving in the air, I couldn't let him get hurt again, "You hit me, it's my fault, don't hit him."

"I'll kill you two bastards!"

In my impression, my dad didn't speak any more, just gritted his teeth and kept beating me with a stick, and I knelt on the ground with a "plop" in his beating, and Ah Zheng also knelt down behind me. Dad and my mother kowtowed three times.

The car drove farther and farther away, and my mother's crying and my father's cursing could no longer be heard.

I put my head against the car window, my eyes were wide open, Dad, Mom, I'm sorry, I've embarrassed you, but I don't think I did something wrong, because I really have no other choice.

The car slowly stopped on the side of the road, I turned my head and looked at him puzzled, he looked a little sad, he stretched out his arms and put me in his arms, "Xiang, cry if you want to cry, don't hold back."

I put my face against his chest, smelling the familiar breath on his body, feeling the warmth he gave, thinking that I am now homeless, from now on, I have nothing but him, and he can really be like him Will you stay with me forever like you said?Will it...

Deep sadness welled up in my heart, tears overflowed my eyes, his warm big hands gently rubbed my hair, that tenderness accelerated the release of sadness, I sobbed softly, and plunged into his arms forcefully, She hugged him tightly, wishing to embed her fingers into his body.

I always cry softly, I no longer have the frivolity of my youth, I have forgotten how to cry loudly!

The deep pain slowly calmed down and diluted in my low sobs, replaced by doubts, fears and hesitation about the future...

After crying for a long time, he gently held my face and carefully kissed my tears dry. His lips caressed every outline of me like a fluttering butterfly, and his loving hands patiently comforted my lips. Uneasy and confused, the passion that had not been released just now slowly returned to the body, our breathing gradually became short, and there was a blazing flame in the eyes that were looking at each other.