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I tried my best to hold back my tears and calm my mind. He just lost his younger brother, and the grief in his heart was greater than mine. How could I greedily ask for his comfort?I reluctantly sat up and stroked his short hair with the other hand, "Brother Long... don't be sad..." I opened my mouth and didn't know what to say next, only then realized that I was really clumsy ah.

"Xiaoxiang, you hit me, you hit me for Xiaoyun! Scold me! Kill me!" Brother Long raised his head and looked at me with piercing eyes. His heart was stuffy and the pain was unbearable, feeling sad for a moment, he put his head into his arms and let him close to his chest.

"Xiang Yun won't beat you and scold you, he told me that his brother is a hero, it's his belief, his everything, he loves you very much!" I heard Xiang Long's wounded voice in my arms Roaring like a beast, I felt more and more uncomfortable, so I could only pat him on the back to comfort him.

"What else did he say?" He calmed down and asked sullenly.

"He said he wanted to be by your side all the time..." Tears rushed into my eyes, I opened my mouth and wanted to slap myself, didn't I sincerely want to arouse his sadness.

"Well, he will always be with me, I promise him." Brother Long took a deep breath and sat up straight, touching his face with his hand, "Xiao Xiang, thank you for telling me this."

"Oh……"

"I'm sorry about Yu Wenchuan! I will give you justice!"

"Ah, I'm fine, Brother Long, don't..." I swallowed the rest of the words, and he understands without saying anything. I believe that none of us want to experience the days of losing our freedom again.

"Don't worry, I'll take care of it. Let's talk about you now. It can be seen that Boss Lu treats you very well. How about you? Have you accepted him?"

"Ah, that's right." Brother Long, you must have changed the subject too quickly. My heart is still grieving. How can I be embarrassed now.

"I wish you happiness!" He shook my shoulders, and I nodded embarrassedly.

"Brother Long, I want to visit Xiang Yun, I..."

"I'll take you there when you get better." He patted my head pityingly, opened his mouth and said nothing.

Lu Youshan came to see me in the evening, as soon as he entered the door, I looked at him with hope, but he shook his head hesitantly, I know they still haven't found Yu Wenchuan.

In the next few days, I was well taken care of and protected, and I did not oppose and resist willfully. The blood lesson made me realize that dangerous things may happen in their circle of life at any time. Now that I have joined, I will Follow the rules of the game here, and stop causing them trouble and worrying everyone just because you feel unaccustomed and uncomfortable.

My drug addiction has never occurred, and Brother Long and Lu Youshan did not explain to me about this matter. I know they must have tampered with the medicine for my treatment. From this information, I know that there are only a few ways to detoxify at present. Although some high-tech surgical treatments have been introduced in recent years, they are extremely risky. Generally, doctors do not recommend patients to adopt them. .

I know that my drug addiction has been formed for a relatively short period of time, and I should be able to use the natural withdrawal method for drug treatment, but the process is very painful. The reason why Xiang Yun was not allowed to use this method at the beginning was also due to this consideration, but instead After all, therapy uses drugs to replace drugs, and the principle is to make the human body become dependent on drugs. However, the damage to the human body of this drug is not as great as that of drugs, but it takes a long process to completely quit, and it may never be done. No, I don't want to be like this. According to my temper, I like to cut the mess quickly.

So when my body was almost recovered, I proposed to Lu Youshan that I wanted to go home.

"Why do you want to go back, let's cultivate for a while."

"I miss you," I looked at him ambiguously, "it's not convenient for that one here."

"Ah, you little hungry wolf, it's only been a few days and you can't take it anymore?" He smiled at me with a faint expression, completely ignoring my request.

"Then you should send me to a drug rehabilitation center." I lowered my face and pretended to be very angry.

He was stunned for a moment, and then calmed down, "What's the matter? Isn't it good to live here? Is there something uncomfortable?"

I raised my head and looked at him honestly, "Brother Lu, I don't want to go on like this anymore. I know that you are giving me drugs to detoxify me, but I want to use my own method. If you don't agree, from today onwards, I will Just refuse to take the medicine." I said decisively, and I'm not joking.

"Angry?" He took my hand and shook it, "Tell me about your method."

"Just don't take any medicine, just be tough."

"No!" He frowned.

"Brother Lu, I know how to get rid of drugs. In my situation, this method is the most effective, and it is guaranteed to get rid of the root."

"But, you don't know how hard it is, I can't bear it." He squeezed my hand tightly.

"You don't want me to suffer for a while, but are you willing to watch me suffer forever?"

Hearing what I said, he stared at me blankly for a long time, "Oh, why don't I know this truth, if you just care about it, you will be confused, and I wouldn't hesitate to be someone else, but now it's you...I..."

"Do you love me or not?" I myself felt that this sounded very nasty.

"Love!" He looked into my eyes seriously and replied.

"Then promise me, shall we go home?" I leaned into his arms, listening to his heartbeat, beating.