blue marshmallow

"I have an older brother, he is my everything, he holds up the sky for me, paves the way for me, he is my hero, he is my faith!" Xiang Yun murmured, and a picture was drawn in my heart. The image of a man who is tall, mighty and yet tender.

"When I was young, I liked to ride on his shoulders to see the world. When I grow up, I prefer him to pull me along. I told myself that I would always walk with him like this until the end of my life." Xiang Yun straightened up He turned to the window, "But one day, he changed and everything around him changed. What I saw and heard was all false. Everything he gave me was obtained by hurting others. I hate He, he ruined my dreams, everything I owned, and left me with nothing!"

"No," I stepped forward and gently hugged his thin body, "You love him, no one loves him more than you, you have to trust him, because no one loves you more than him!"

"But," Xiang Yun lowered his head, a tear hit the back of my hand, "He lied to me, he has been lying to me since I was a child!"

"Sometimes we deceive someone because we love him too much!" My heart hurts inexplicably, remembering that I fell down once when I was a child, and seeing my mother's concerned eyes, I gritted my teeth and smiled and said it didn't hurt. It was the first time I lied. At that time, I was wronged but sweet. I felt that I was great, like a man.

"Love him? How can I not love him? Without him, there would be no me, but, but... I don't know how to face him now..."

"Xiang Yun," I turned him to face me, "Is he coming back soon? Are you worried?"

"Um……"

"Don't be afraid, just do it according to your own heart. I believe that there is a reason for everything he does. He loves you so much. If there is a misunderstanding, just make it clear to him. If you don't like what he does, be serious about it." Tell him he will listen to you."

"But the way I am now... I'm afraid..."

"I said that I will help you, you can definitely quit! You also have to believe in yourself!"

I asked for leave from the company and took Xiang Yun to the hospital for an examination. The doctor said that he is not too serious and does not need hospital treatment. He suggested alternative therapy for detoxification and prescribed some medicines for him to take on a regular basis before going to the hospital on time. After re-examination, it should be possible to quit. The doctor also said that the most important thing to quit drug addiction is to quit the heart addiction. At that time, I only knew half-understood. , Why did you get involved with your heart?I didn't listen to the doctor's words at all, so I didn't know how serious this addiction was until later.

After that, I supervised Xiang Yun to take medicine every day, and I stopped practicing boxing after work. I still went to the training class with him, and spent more time with him at night. He didn’t have many friends, so I didn’t worry about it. Bad friends would abduct him to relapse, but he never told me where those drugs came from, nor did he want to say more about why he took drugs. I think maybe we are not good friends.

Lu Youshan never asked me what I did at night, I always took the initiative to tell him my whereabouts, but I only concealed Xiang Yun's drug use, and he always said that I would not restrict my freedom, he believed that I knew what I should do, I was very moved by his generosity and trust. I found that I had changed a lot because of his influence. I saw many things more openly, and my mind became more peaceful.

Chu Chu has also visited Xiang Yun a few times, but Chu Xia seems to have evaporated from the world. The last time our conversation was interrupted by Chu Chu, I don't know what he wants to do, he won't come to me Well, I don't need to worry about it anymore.

There was no sound from Lin Qian's side either. In a word, I returned to the original state of life, my relationship was stable and sweet, my work went smoothly, and everything seemed to be unbelievably peaceful!

In the blink of an eye, it's June, and I've been in S City for more than four months. This time, everyone in the company is excitedly talking about the reception for the [-]th anniversary of the group's establishment. It is said that only key people will be invited to participate. When I was about to get off work in the afternoon, Xiang Yun Send me a message, tell me not to leave after work, he has something to ask me, I look at the calendar, there is no training in the evening, so I ask him what's the matter, he doesn't say anything, I sent an angry expression and then busy with other things went, and quickly put his charge behind him.

When I got off work, I packed up my things as usual, raised my head and called him home, he glared at me angrily, and then I remembered what he said to me in the afternoon, I smiled embarrassedly, and only left when everyone was almost gone I went over to ask him, and he waved the bag in his hand to me mysteriously and said, "I'll take you to a fun place, there's a lot to see."

"I'm not interested." I accidentally told the truth, but fortunately he didn't care.

"Are you interested in fine wine?"

"Not interested either." I teased him sincerely.

"Hey, what are you interested in then?"

"I'm interested in handsome guys."

"That's it." He held his chin and smiled, "Why didn't you say it earlier."

"What? Do you have a way?" I blinked my eyes to cooperate with his tricks enough, and I was almost drooling.

"Put on your clothes and come with me, Young Master Bao Yan, you are satisfied, hahaha!" He smiled and threw the bag over, "Look at you as a pervert, I really can't do anything about you."

I opened the bag and looked, it was an Armani evening dress, "Hey, what are you doing?"

"What are you doing? This is the price for looking at a handsome guy." He glanced at me, "Otherwise, with your outfit, how could you be recognized by others?"

I looked down at my standard work clothes, yes, I changed my clothes quickly without saying a word, "How is it?" I asked Xiang Yun while I was busy buttoning my buttons, but he ignored me for a long time, "Hey, talk to you What!" He raised his head and met his bright eyes, "What are you doing? You want to eat people!"

"I said, why are you still looking at handsome guys? Why don't you just find a mirror and look at yourself enough."

"Cut!" I slapped him on the head, "I've been taking pictures for decades, I'm tired of looking at them, let's go!"

Since we were going to drink at night, we left the car in the company and took a taxi to the reception. I was wondering how Xiang Yun got the invitation letter along the way. Then I thought, he is an old employee of the company, so it should be There are some ways.

The venue of the reception is the banquet hall of a newly opened top luxury hotel by the sea. When the two of us appeared side by side at the venue, it caused some shock. After all, two young, handsome and elegantly dressed men appeared at the same time, which is still very eye-catching , Xiang Yun and I are not very good at dealing with such occasions. We met for a moment, smiled awkwardly, and slipped away to hide in the corner of the hall.

"Hey, you didn't come here just to bring me to see handsome guys, did you?" Xiang Yun couldn't understand what he was thinking, he didn't seem like a person who liked this kind of occasion.

"Well, let it be."

"What are you talking about? I don't appreciate your favor." I rolled my eyes and took a sip of champagne, um, it tastes good, and took another sip, well, I appreciate it for the wine.