blue marshmallow

After sitting on the window sill for a long time, my stomach started to growl. When I came back to my senses, I saw that the street lights around the lake had been turned on, and the lake was covered by night for most of the night. What to eat, got up and went to the kitchen to open the refrigerator, and found that the contents inside were really alive. I was not in the mood to cook by myself, so I took a few breads and ate them indiscriminately.

I took a shower, changed clothes, took a Coke, I sat on the sofa in the living room and turned on the TV. I turned up the volume very loudly. I was afraid that I would think wildly when I calmed down. Now I don’t think about anything, just live like this day by day Got it.

I didn't hear the ringtone of the mobile phone. I knew there was a phone call because I accidentally saw the screen flashing. When I picked it up, I saw that it was an unfamiliar number. "Hello?" I answered and pressed the mute button on the TV.

"Mr. Yan, I'm Awei."

"Oh." I'm not used to dealing with him yet, so I was speechless after answering.

Awei was obviously not used to communicating with me, so he was silent for a while before saying, "Have you had dinner yet?"

"Ah, eat." I was a little startled in my heart, I didn't expect him to care about my eating problem.

"Brother Shan is inconvenient to call at night, let me ask for him." Awei obviously realized that the question was too abrupt just now, so he hurriedly explained to me.

"Well, I'm fine, you guys are busy." I don't want to know about those things in the underworld. Although I agreed to follow Lu Youshan, I don't want to have anything to do with his background. Later facts prove that I think the problem is true. too naive.

Maybe it's because I've been too tired these days, exhausted physically and mentally, I actually sat on the sofa and fell asleep amidst the loud noise of the TV.

Half-dream and half-awake, I felt that someone hugged me and put me on the bed, and carefully covered me with the quilt, but I was too tired, I didn't want to open my eyes, I didn't want to talk, and I didn't want to know who it was, because I knew That's not my Ah Zheng.

The next day, I was woken up by chirping gray magpies and various unknown birds, and realized that the environment in this community is really good. I opened the window and took a deep breath. The temperature here is higher than that of N City A few degrees out, the window is full of spring.

After washing up, I hesitated, changed my clothes and went downstairs. Although I don't know how long I will live in this city, but after all, I will live for a period of time. I still want to get familiar with the environment here and integrate into this society as soon as possible. Better.

When I left the unit, there was a cleaner in her 30s who happened to be mopping the floor. When she saw me walking downstairs, she greeted me enthusiastically. I was very happy to respond to her. No stranger has greeted me for a long time. .

In fact, the population of the current society is increasing, and the density of people's living is also increasing, but the distance between people is getting farther and farther on the contrary. In the past, several families in our village were separated by It’s a distance away, unlike the people who live upstairs and downstairs now, but we’re getting close. Whoever has a big or small love affair is as concerned about their own affairs. If they are close to the people in the village, if they are on the mountain When we met, I was very happy to know people I didn't know, and enthusiastically invited people to have dinner at home before leaving.I really want to go back to the past. People at that time were pure and kind, without utilitarianism or greedy desires. You could say that they had no pursuit, were mediocre, and drifted with the crowd. But I think they lived naturally and comfortably, with a clear conscience.

I didn't need to inquire too much, just followed the flow of people, smelled the fragrance, and soon found a nearby early market. There were a variety of unfamiliar delicacies accompanied by busy and leisurely figures and the noise of various cheerful conversations in dialects. It's so kind and friendly, people are so strange, I can't say why, I suddenly fell in love with this place.

Following the example of others, I ordered two snacks and ate them with gusto. Listening to the old people at the next table chatting about their parents, I suddenly felt very warm all over my body. Accompanying, thinking I subconsciously glanced at the empty seat beside me, Zheng, have you had breakfast yet?

After dinner, I walked to the lake, walked half a circle around the lake, bought a local newspaper at the newsstand, and sat on a bench by the lake for a while, a cute chow lion He walked towards me wagging his tail, smelled my feet with his nose, and stuck out his blue-purple tongue with a smile at me. He looked so cute. I reached out and touched his head, and he became happier stand up.

I like small animals, and I prefer to go to the flower and bird market. Every time I go to Ah Zheng, I have to make an agreement with me. I can only look at it with my eyes, and say with my mouth that I must never touch it with my hands. He doesn’t like me to touch cats and dogs everywhere. Go touch him, haha!

"His name is Songsong, and he is five years old." I raised my head when I heard the voice, and a clean and sunny boy of my age was looking at me, ah, shouldn't it be said that my age is It's a boy. Although I'm 27, I think I still look very young. In my hometown, even if I get married, as long as I have no children and have not become parents, I will still be called a child.

"Oh, Songsong, are you good?" The little guy became even more cheerful when he heard me call his name, and he lay on the ground and showed his belly to me. , I reached out and massaged and scratched his stomach.

"He's very shy, and it's rare for him to be so close to people," the boy said, sitting next to me naturally, "Did you just move here? I haven't seen you before."

"Oh, I just moved here yesterday." If it weren't for this little thing, I wouldn't want to talk to anyone. After all, I'm not familiar with the surroundings, and my identity is special or not, but it's a bit special. I don't want to cause unnecessary trouble.

"My name is Xiang Yun, and I live in the building opposite." He pointed to the opposite side of the lake, and I knew that I could see his house from my window.

"My name is Yan Xiang." I wanted to leave, and I could see that he had a crush on me, probably because he liked me so loosely, so he was also affected, but I didn't want to have more contact with him, so I stood up .

"Let's go." There was a hint of disappointment in his tone.

I think it's weird, we just met each other, and we didn't even know each other by name, so why not say, "Ah, I have something else to do."

"Well, Songsong, goodbye to Uncle." He lowered his head and patted Songsong's furry head. Looking at his drooping head and straight back, I suddenly felt that he was very lonely, as if in his world there was only This chow chow is his friend, but that has nothing to do with me.

Smiling politely at him, I walked down the street and quickly forgot about this chance encounter, because I have a bad memory and don't like to remember people, and I thought we would never meet again.