blue marshmallow

I don’t have any memory after that. When I woke up, it was the next morning. I was lying on the bed alone, my head was still a little groggy, but I was fully awake. Noise, "Brother Lu," I called out tentatively, but there was no response.

Sitting up suddenly, I was wearing clean pajamas, obviously last night he helped me put them on, I lifted the quilt and looked, the sheets and quilt were clean, it didn’t look like anything happened, I shook my head and scolded I said a word to myself.

I got up to wash up, and when I passed the living room, I saw that the carpet on the floor had been changed, and on the sofa were the same new clothes I had prepared when I first came. I even suspected that the experience last night was a dream, so unreal.

I took a shower, changed into new clothes, and sat on the sofa. I took out the mobile phone Lu Youshan gave me to play with, thinking about whether to call him, but I didn't know what I wanted to say.

There is also only one number stored in the phone, and the name of the contact is only a single word "Shan!" I stared at this word for a while, wondering, does he want me to call him that?

Thinking of Ah Zheng calling himself "husband" when he gave me a mobile phone for the first time, almost four years have passed in a flash, I shook my head and tried not to think about him, last night he resolutely drove away from me The past actions hurt me deeply, even if I told me to break up, even if I promised Ah Hang that I would no longer have any contact with me, but we have been face to face after all, and I have regained my freedom. Together, isn't it okay to stop and say a word?

The sudden ringtone made me startled, and I almost threw the phone on the ground. The flashing "Mountain" was displayed on the screen. Lu Youshan called me, and suddenly remembered why he didn't call me last night and would rather be in The hotel waited for me for two hours?

"Hello, Brother Lu."

"Good morning, Xiao Xiang, are you awake?" His gentle voice came from the phone, thinking that he must not have had a good rest last night, I felt guilty again.

"Well, I woke up. I'm really sorry for making you tired yesterday."

"It's okay, young people, you will inevitably drink more when you encounter happy things. I drank more than you when I was young, hahaha." His laughter has always made me feel at ease. Know what to say.

"Xiao Xiang, you drank too much yesterday, and I didn't tell you a lot of things clearly. I hope you will listen carefully and think carefully about everything I want to say now, and give me and yourself a responsible responsibility. reply."

"Hmm." Shocked by his sudden serious tone, I subconsciously sat upright and mobilized all my energy to concentrate on listening.

"First of all, I want to clarify that I didn't save you because of the bet I made with you. If Lei Zheng can get you out as soon as possible, I will never intervene." He paused, as if he was considering taking over. How should it be expressed.

"I don't want to hide my desire to be with you all the time, but I also said that I like a relationship that is willing to be happy with each other, so I don't want you to agree to be with me with the mentality of repaying your favor or willing to admit defeat."

"I don't need you to thank me for anything. I was willing to save you. As for the gamble, I was looking for a reason for myself to let Xiaofeng go. I really hope you can be happy. As for the reason why I told you that in the hospital , I am worried that you will do stupid things again, I don't want to see you get hurt again, it will make my heart hurt...it hurts."

When he said "my heart hurts very much", my heart shrank for no reason, and my eyes became moist. To be honest, I didn't expect him to feel sorry for me.

"Because of my special status, being with me, I can't guarantee 100% that I can give you happiness, but I will work hard 100%." ​​His voice was a little trembling, I think if we were together face to face, he said What kind of eyes and expressions will be when these words are spoken.

"Now you lay down all your baggage, think hard, and make a decision you won't regret. There's an afternoon ticket on the table. If you want to be with me, come to the airport and find me. If you don't, throw it away. To the trash can, we are still friends, if you need help in the future, just come to me." There was no sound in the microphone, I opened my eyes blankly and couldn't make any sound, "Huh!" There was a breath of relief from the microphone "Remember, today... I will only wait for you until three o'clock." Before I could speak, he hung up the phone decisively with a "click".

The last sentence he said lingered in my ears inexplicably, today he only waited for me until three o'clock, so yesterday, when is he going to wait for me?

I sat there for a while, got up and found the ticket, the destination was City S, the flight departure time was 15:30, I walked around the room in a daze, do I like Lu Youshan?I can't deny that I have always had a good impression of him. I have understood his feelings for me before and now, and I was surprised and moved by his tolerance and consideration for me during this period of time. Such a strong man, He didn't take advantage of others when I was in trouble, but sincerely opened his heart to me and gave me the right to choose freely. How could I not be moved?