blue marshmallow

Back in the room, I went to the bunk and sat down silently. I slept on the side of the bed near the door. It can be said to be the best place in the whole room. I couldn’t figure out how I could sleep here. I just woke up in the morning and found myself lying there. They must have arranged for me to sleep last night. Since you arranged for me to sleep in this position, I don't have to be polite.

The "glasses" in charge of food distribution came over, "Yan Xiang, your family saw you coming, what did you give?"

"Ah, chocolate," I handed it to him, "take it for everyone to eat."

"Okay, thank you." He took the box monkey and hurriedly opened it for everyone to eat.

It was just one night, they didn’t seem to have any malice towards me anymore, they even flattered me a bit, I don’t know what happened last night, they started to gobble me up like a pack of wolves, and when I woke up After coming here, they all became kind to me, which is really inexplicable, but Dahai said that they are all repeat offenders, and they are definitely not kind, so I'd better be careful.

I sat against the wall with my legs crossed, and buried my head in my arms thinking about something, "Yan Xiang, there is one piece left, here it is for you."

"Ah!" Looking up, "Glasses" was smiling at me, took the chocolate from his hand and put it in his mouth, it was fragrant and smooth, but with a bitterness that he had never experienced before.

"Yan Xiang, what is your background?" "Glasses" did not leave, but squatted in front of me.

I was baffled by his question, "What is the origin?"

"You have been visited only two days after you came in. Do you know that people who have not been tried here are not allowed to visit. I have been here for half a year, and I have not seen any of my family members."

"Ah," I looked at him in surprise. I didn't know that the detention center still had this rule, so Dahai and the others must have paid a lot of money to see me. It's okay, I have to take care not to worry him.

After lunch, the sit-in was canceled in the afternoon, saying that it was New Year’s Eve, everyone could be more free, some people were playing chess and cards, the big man stood at the door and smoked, only he could smoke in the room, at least he was the only one in our room, It can be seen from this that he is very powerful in the detention center.

Maybe it's because I've been looking at him for a long time. He seemed to notice my gaze and turned to look at me. I was so scared that I just wanted to avoid it, "Do you want to take a sip?" He waved the cigarette in his hand at me.

"Ah, that, can you?" I kind of want to smoke.

He threw a cigarette at me with a wave of his hand, I caught it in a panic, thinking about how to smoke without fire, looked up at him, he was looking at me with a smile that was not a smile, and thumbed provocatively fiddled with the cigarette butt in his hand .

I took a deep breath, stood up and walked over, "Well, brother, borrow a fire,"

"Brother Long," he narrowed his eyes and pursed his lips, looking very provocative.

"Brother Long!" I suddenly thought in my heart, what if he put a cigarette in his mouth and asked me to light it?

"Well," he handed the cigarette in front of me, squinted at me condescendingly, looked at his slender and strong fingers, blushed because of his wild thoughts just now, lightly supported his hand and quickly lit the cigarette, exerting all his strength I took a big puff, and because I hadn't smoked for a long time, I choked for a while. I coughed violently, and tears welled up in my eyes.

"Hehehe, do you know how to smoke?" He was amused by my actions.

I looked up at him with dissatisfaction, and was about to get angry when I suddenly froze. His smile was really good-looking, his facial features suddenly softened, and his eyes also softened. His white and neat teeth shone like pearls in the light. He is the most handsome and handsome person I have ever seen besides Ah Zheng.

His face was burning hot when he saw it, "I can smoke, and I can do it when I go to school."

"I heard you are a college student,"

"Um,"

"Are you really gay?" His voice was very soft, as if he was afraid that other people would hear it, but it still made my heart tremble. I didn't expect him to know this.

"Well," lowered his head slightly, "Do you hate it?" I don't know why I asked this, I was very concerned about his attitude towards his identity.

"I can't say whether you hate it or not, but I just don't understand why men like men." He turned his head to look outside the door, and the smoke from his mouth enveloped his entire face.

I also took a puff of cigarette, looking at the empty corridor through the railing, I don't understand why I like men, but if I like it, I like it, what can I do.

At dinner, it might be because of the Chinese New Year. Everyone’s food is good, and everyone gets a few pieces of meat.

Sitting next to him for dinner seems to have become an unwritten rule, so I didn't dodge any more. The four people on the right besides Brother Tie Zilong, Donggua and Dalu, I didn't talk to them, at most I just smiled when we met. They don't pay much attention to me, but they will never bully me. I vaguely feel that all this has something to do with Brother Long, but why does he cover me?