blue marshmallow

The car was parked next to a dilapidated apartment building in the old city. Due to our nervousness and our own concerns, neither of us spoke. Looking at the snow falling harder and harder outside the car window, I took a deep breath and raised my hand to pull the car door.

"Xiang," slowly turning his head to look at him, "remember, I'll wait for you here,"

I nodded vigorously, "Yeah," Zheng, you are the lighthouse in the harbor, no matter if the wind is up or down, I just need to sail towards you.

Pushing open the car door, I walked into the heavy snow without hesitation. The cold air refreshed my mind for a while. My worries for many days finally came to an end today. Well, I hope I can have a good talk with him this time, untie his knots, so that he can face the future of life calmly.

Thinking about it like this makes my footsteps easier and happier. He looks at me like this from behind, and I feel better. Thinking of this, I look back at him, and he is standing in front of the car looking at me. Wave to him, don't worry, Zheng, I'll take care of it, I've grown up, I'm no longer the boy who just left school three years ago.

I went up to the third floor in two steps in three steps. Ah Hang's door was half open. I knocked lightly twice, "A Hang, are you there? I'm here."

His figure quickly appeared at the door, "Brother Xiang, you're here, come in and sit down," he politely invited me into the room while talking.

I took a look, and there was only a broken sofa in the room except for a double bed. I took off the littered clothes on the sofa and sat down. I looked at him carefully. He still looked a little bad, but he looked better than last time. The meeting situation is much better, "Ahang, where did you go, we are looking for you everywhere,"

"Ah, I just hid because I didn't want to trouble you guys." He smiled and poured me a glass of water. "Brother Lei, do you know you're here?"

"Well," I took the water, covered it in my hand and lowered my head.

"Then, is he here?" Ah Hang sat on the square stool in front of me, observing me carefully.

I thought about it and nodded, I don't want to deceive him, and besides, I can't guarantee that I can deceive him, since I decided to open up and have a good talk, I have to be honest with each other.

He smiled slightly, his eyes wandered, and he said to himself, "It's good to be here," and then he laughed softly.

He looked a little weird like this, the light in his home was not very bright, I subconsciously looked at the room, the door was not closed, the kitchen and bathroom doors were also open, the furniture was old and simple, it could be seen that it was provided by the landlord The old-fashioned furniture, the quilts on the bed are piled up in a mess, and there are various fast food packaging boxes on the coffee table and in the trash basket. Everything looks normal and there is nothing unusual.

"Ahang, I want to talk to you," I cleared my throat and cut to the chase.

"Brother Xiang, do you know what day it is today?" He opened his mouth without answering my words.

"Ah, today is the 21st," I didn't know what he meant, so I had to answer like this.

He turned his wandering eyes and stared at me, "Today is the winter solstice in 2012, the end of the world!" When he said "the end of the world", his tone was too sure, and I couldn't help shivering, and my back couldn't be restrained Breaking out in a cold sweat.

"What? Are you scared?" He stared at me with sharp eyes, and slowly leaned closer to me, "However, as long as you ask me, I will save you,"

Realizing that I was being led by the nose by him, I laughed at myself and moved back to keep a distance from him, "Ahang, what are you kidding, what is the end of the world, it's just a Mayan The ancient prophecy, you really took it seriously,"

"That's not the prophecy of the Mayans," Ah Hang kept leaning forward, with the generosity of a martyr covering his whole body, "That's my curse on you."

What?His resentful eyes and unquestionable tone made me shudder, what's the matter, didn't he want me to come over and tell me something, how could he say such vicious and hurtful words, "Ahang, what's the matter with you?" I can't believe this is what came out of his mouth, he must have been possessed by a ghost.

A faint siren sounded from afar, breaking the silence of the room.

"It's still too late for you to promise me to leave Lei Ge," a smug and ferocious smile appeared on his fair and thin face.

"Ahang, I won't leave Ah Zheng," I was a little angry, and suddenly stood up, I gave up my good dream with Ah Zheng in the middle of the night, just to hear you say these nonsensical nonsense?

He also stood up abruptly to block me, "Have you figured it out, are you really not going to leave?"

I smiled helplessly, "Ah Hang, it's not a matter of whether I want to or not, I will never leave him in my life." I really don't know how Ah Hang's head grows, and Ah Zheng and I are in love with each other. It's the problem that I can't leave him, and he can't leave me either.

"Good! Good! Good!" He yelled out three good ones in a row, which made me stunned for a moment.

He took a step back and took out a sharp dagger out of nowhere. I subconsciously dodged back, but he pointed the tip of the dagger at his chest with his backhand.

"Ahang, what are you doing, put down the knife quickly," I panicked, thinking that he was going to hurt me, but I didn't know he was going to commit suicide.

"You forced me, you forced me to death," he smiled faintly, staring at me with burning eyes, "I'll make you regret it forever." As he spoke, he swung the knife and stabbed himself in the chest.

I didn't have time to think, so I rushed over and grabbed his hand holding the dagger with both hands, "Ahang, don't do stupid things, put down the knife, let's have a good talk,"

"There's nothing to talk about, haven't you already thought about it?" He was in a stalemate with me, and the smile on the corner of his mouth became more and more weird.

So he asked me out because he wanted to die in front of me?Do you want me to bear the guilt of his death, so that my whole life will be shrouded in the shadow of regret, and I will not be able to enjoy the sunshine and rain of love?I don't want it, I don't want it to be like this for the rest of my life, if it's really like this, then today will really be the end of my world as he said!