blue marshmallow

The slight sound of closing the door woke me up from my sleep, and I realized that I was lying on my side on the bed, I rubbed my hair, he has gone out, I looked up at the clock on the bedside table, it was three o'clock in the afternoon, I have slept for so long, There is still his body temperature around him, he should have been with me all the time, so he also took a rest together, thinking of me like this, the corners of his mouth rose, and his mood also improved, I don’t want him to work too hard, Ah Hang’s Things, things at work, hey, why do you always feel that things are not going well recently?Is it really 2012 coming?

With the advent of summer, the topic of the end of the world in 2012, which has been widely discussed in the past few years, has become popular again. It is natural for people to say that the unpleasant things that happen around them are signs of the end of the world. I seem to have been infected unknowingly?I shook my head with a wry smile. I never believed in such things, but the things I encountered recently were too sudden and unbelievable.

Ah Hang's claim that he didn't commit suicide is definitely untenable if you think about it carefully. The deep wound on his wrist was not caused by simply seeking physical pain. Ah Zheng should also find that there is something in it. The problem is that it is difficult for us to expose it. Ah Hang must have regretted it after cutting the blood vessel, otherwise he would not have called Ah Zheng. Maybe he wanted Ah Zheng to save him, or maybe he didn’t want him to He died so quietly for no apparent reason, and wanted to use his own death to make Ah Zheng suffer for the rest of his life for making the decision to abandon him at the last moment. Naturally, we don't know what he was thinking at that time, maybe he didn't think it through himself Well, it's just that he achieved his goal of getting Ah Zheng to pay attention to him again.

I don't know why my head is filled with so many thoughts. I was still thinking about how to help Ah Hang get out of his inner demons in the morning, but now I start to analyze his thoughts in detail?

Sit up and get dressed, I don't want to go to work, I will only add some troubles to the office in this state, when I walked out of the bedroom, I saw the lunch he ordered was placed on the dining table, and there was a note beside it, "Xiang, the meal is about to be heated before I leave the office." Eat, don't go to work, wait for me at home, I love you Zheng."

Holding the note, I threw myself onto the sofa, raised my arm and looked at the note, put it to my mouth and kissed it lightly on my chest, I closed my eyes, jingle, don’t leave me, now I can’t leave You, if this year really is the end of the world, I just want to be with you!

There was a vibration in my trouser pocket, and I subconsciously touched my pocket. When was my phone switched to vibrate?He must have tuned it for me because he was afraid of waking me up to sleep. He is always so careful, spoiling me bit by bit, melting me, and letting me indulge in the happiness he created willingly.

"Zheng..."

"Xiao Xiang, are you at home? Has Ah Hang been to your place?"

"What?" I just called out his name, and he asked such strange questions, "Why is Ah Hang here? Isn't he in the hospital? Ah, he can't be... "

Before I could finish speaking, Ah Zheng spoke out for me, "Ah Hang is gone, the phone is turned off, neither the hospital nor his home can find him, I guess he won't be able to see me when he wakes up, will he come to look for me at home?" I, so..."

"That's it, don't worry, he won't be able to go far because he is weak, let's go find him separately, by the way, let's ask Dahai, after all, they have known each other for more than a year, Dahai will know what friends he has, right?"

"Well, let me ask, Xiaoxiang, you better not go out to look for it, just wait at home, I'm worried that there will be no one at home if he looks for it,"

"Okay." After putting down the phone, I became uneasy and couldn't tell what I was thinking. On the one hand, I hoped that Ah Hang would be fine, and on the other hand, I was afraid that he would come to pester me. Suddenly, an idea popped up, if he What if it disappears?In this way, Ah Zheng and I will return to the way we were before. However, if he just disappeared without saying anything, Ah Zheng will still be worried and anxious. After all, his body is so weak and his spirit is on the verge of collapse. , How can a person live a normal life in this state?No, it's better to find him, so that we can rest assured, but what should we do after we find him?

I spent my days in the room in such a panic, until I heard the sound of the door being unlocked, I rushed over excitedly, "Did you find Ah Hang?"

Seeing his dejected expression, I froze, "Ah, brother, you're here." Dahai patted my head, and I gave him an ugly smile.

The three big men sat silently on the sofa for a long time, Ah Zheng put his head in his hands, and Da Hai smoked one after another, I looked at this and then at that, "Sitting like this is not an option, let's call the police Bar,"

"It doesn't meet the conditions to call the police yet, at least we have to wait until tomorrow, and then how can we tell the police?" Dahai took a puff of smoke, "This will cause a lot of unnecessary trouble,"

Yes, they could be regarded as celebrities at any rate. If they came forward to contact the police, they would definitely be interrogated. This would involve too much personal privacy, which would naturally have a bad impact on them.

"Dahai, first ask your friends on the road, he probably won't leave N City in such a state, and see if they can find him," he looked up at the sea wearily.

"This is the only way now," Dahai put out his cigarette and stood up, "I should go back too, you don't have to worry, I know Ah Hang, he is an unyielding personality, he will not give up easily until he achieves his goal Yes, he should be fine,"

What is the meaning of Dahai’s words? After he left, I kept thinking, Ah Hang is a person who never gives up until he achieves his goal, so his goal now is to take back Ah Zheng, and I started a cold war in Lingling.

The window was completely covered by night, I seemed to see a pair of invisible hands reaching out to us in the darkness, I couldn't help but hug Ah Zheng tightly, I won't let him take you away, never allow it!