blue marshmallow

"Are you that one?" Sam stroked his chin and leaned back in the chair, squinting at me.

"Huh?" My eyes widened in surprise?I don't understand why he suspects that I am that person?

"No? No way," he smiled slightly to express his disbelief, "I knew he was lying when he said he didn't know you that day. You must know each other, and the relationship is not ordinary."

I lowered my head, yes, we know each other. As for the relationship, it can be said that it is not ordinary.

Seeing that I had no objection, he continued, "Later, when I found out that he had someone else in his heart, I tried to ask him about you a few times, but he always said that he didn't remember or knew him, but I felt that he had someone else in his heart. Hate you, and the kind that hates you very much,” he laughed when he said this, “Tell me, if there is no love, where does the hate come from? He is deceiving himself.

He hates me, Ah Hang hates me, this is the first time I face this problem, I never thought that he would hate me before, I raised my head blankly, "That person is not me,"

"Oh," the smile on his face froze, and then he raised his eyebrows indifferently, "Then he is really miserable. I thought that person was you, but this time I met you, I thought I could help you match up. Save him from fire and water."

"What do you mean?"

"Don't you know? He is doing XX now. I heard that after breaking up with me, he talked a few more times, but it didn't last long. When I saw him later, he was actually doing XX. I thought I was fooling around. Now, after inquiring about it, I found out that it has been a while, and I heard that he seems to be looking for customers like crazy, hey, good people have been ruined so badly."

Sam left a long time ago, and I was still sitting in the chair foolishly, and there was only one voice in my head, Ah Hang hates me, he hates me!

Ah Hang, you hate me, but why do you want to hurt yourself!I beat my chest hard, and the breath was blocked in my chest, making me so uncomfortable that I couldn't breathe.

I don't know how I got home, so I put the cold coffee on the cabinet at the door, went straight to the balcony and sat down, looking up at the gentle and white moonlight, my chaotic mood still couldn't calm down.

Hearing the sound of the door opening, I didn't move. I felt him standing behind me, paused, stretched out his arms and hugged me from behind, rubbing his chin against my hair, "Xiang, what are you thinking? Why are you unhappy? "

Suddenly, I felt an indescribable pain in my chest, as if countless hands were scratching my heart. An inexplicable anger and resentment rushed left and right in my body, and I couldn’t find an outlet. Open his arms, "Ah!" I yelled and punched the ground.

The resentment accumulated in my chest was released, and the pain from my hand also relieved the discomfort in my heart. I lowered my head and panted heavily. He kept the posture of being pushed away by me and did not move.

"I'm sorry, Zheng," I turned around and put myself into his arms, burying my face in his chest, "I'm sorry, I feel bad."

He gently wrapped one hand around my waist, and gently stroked my back from top to bottom with the other hand, "Is this better?"

"Well," I pressed against his chest even more tightly, tears seeping into his skirt quickly.

We hugged for a long time, he didn't ask, I didn't decide whether to say it or not, until he helped me take a bath, lay on the bed and hugged me, kissed me tenderly, I buried my head in breathing his smell, feeling Looking at the peace of mind he brought me, I thought selfishly, what's the use of saying it?It is impossible for him to accept Ah Hang, let him know that Ah Hang is doing such a thing, it will only increase his troubles, maybe we will never see Ah Hang again, then let me bear all of Ah Hang All the hatred, all the pain and sorrow, let Ah Zheng live a carefree life, I know from that moment on, I am a sinner!

Enduring the torment in my heart, I am naturally different from the past, and he also noticed that I am different, because the last misunderstanding made us very sensitive to each other. Of course, I also know that my changes have caused him trouble, but I don’t have the courage to tell him. He confessed.

A few days later, he turned down the dinner party and went home early. When I entered the door, he had already cooked a table of dishes and prepared a beautiful cake. Seeing me standing in the doorway, he smiled and took my hand and took me Pulled to the table and sat down, "Happy birthday, Xiao Xiang, I haven't celebrated your birthday yet, I will make it up for you this time."

"Ah, my birthday?" I'm a very casual person, and I don't pay much attention to all kinds of festivals and anniversaries, unless they are more influential holidays like Spring Festival, May [-]st, and [-]th, and other Mid-Autumn Festival, Dragon Boat Festival , Qingming, I am confused, let alone my birthday.

"Yes, today is your birthday, why don't you come and try my handicraft?"

Eating the food he gave me, my tears fell straight down, Ah Zheng, I am a despicable person, I don't deserve you to love me like this, for my love, my happiness, I actually looked at Ah Zheng Hang died in the sea of ​​fire and did not go to rescue!

"Xiaoxiang, what's the matter, no matter how delicious the dishes I cook, you don't have to be moved to tears." He wiped my tears and still told me jokes to make me happy.

I lay down on the table in shame and cried loudly, "Zheng, it's all my fault, my fault, woo woo woo"

He stroked my hair silently, made me cry for a while, and then gently took me into his arms, "My Xiaoxiang is the best, the best."

"No, I'm not good," I raised my tearful eyes, gritted my teeth, I couldn't keep silent, "Zheng, you go and save Ah Hang,"