I died after raising them

Yayoi has been to many worlds.

But in those worlds that they have been to, a large part can find traces in the real world.

Yayoi first discovered this fact in the "second infinite world" she experienced.

After returning to reality from that world where "ghosts" were born, she heard her friend's complaints when she was buying comic books with Sonoko Suzuki.

"The manga that has been very popular recently is called Demon Slayer: Blade."

The brown-haired friend reached out and pulled out a disassembled trial edition from the bookshelf, opened one of the pages, and slid his fingertips over the characters that Yayoi was so familiar with.

"This character is called Sato, Yayoi, look, isn't it very beautiful."

"It's just a pity. He didn't have many roles in the comics, so he died in the author's writing."

Sonoko Suzuki felt a little regretful? He sighed, the fingertips were as red as viscous as blood? Nail polish reflected sharp? light under the light, which made Yayoi feel a tingling pain in his eyes.

Suzuki Sonoko's voice didn't stop: "Speaking of it? There's been a lot of noise on the forum, everyone? Why not talk about Demon Slayer Blade? How about changing it to Chengzhu Miezhiblade? So, casualties, injuries... but this is also the traditional routine of youthful enthusiasm."

She was almost numb as she watched her friend carefully read these pages again, and she had a panoramic view of the contents, but in the next moment it turned into a heavy stone that pressed on her. The "stomach" made her "unstoppable" nausea.

Didn't get Yayoi's response? Sonoko Suzuki looked away from the comic book, turned around and saw the blond girl with a pale face dripping with cold sweat?

Suzuki Sonoko was taken aback, and quickly put down the book in her hand, and put it on Yayoi's arm: "What's the matter, are you feeling unwell?"

"No." The voice of the girl with her head down was low and difficult, but her voice rose slightly, with a slight smile that Suzuki Sonoko couldn't understand.

"I just... suddenly feel sick."

Those? children with dreams and beliefs desperately want to survive in the hands of the enemy, avenge their dead relatives, wipe out all the ghosts and do everything they can?

Their lives are talked about as a pastime in their spare time.

But... While they are observing these worlds as spectators, are they also in the eyes of others? Stories that can be written and drawn with just a few strokes.

Birth, old age, sickness and death are not under their control.

Like Truman's world, is her life, or Yayoi Asahina's life, being manipulated step by step towards what others want to see?

There is a box within a box, and the person in the box cannot imagine how many boxes there are besides his own box.

Even if she knew this, Yayoi Asahina couldn't resist.

What can she do?Destroy this world to prove what they think?

But she couldn't bear it. At this time, Asahina Yayoi was still too weak.

But after all, this incident left a certain mark on her heart.

In the following days, Nioh Masaharu noticed that something was wrong with Yayoi.

He entered the main god space at the same time as Asahina Yayoi, and the talent tested in the first world made him choose to focus on the power of the spiritual department.

The strengthening of mental power allows Masaharu Nioh to detect the emotional fluctuations of others, but he is still unable to master the ability. When the emotional fluctuations of the people around him reach a certain level, he will even be caught by those riots Some memories and ideas can be seen in the mental power.

Also because of this, Nioh Masaharu seldom killed anyone himself.

So when the two performed missions randomly and landed on Meteor Street, and were besieged by crowds for no reason, Yayoi protected him behind him, pointed the blade at the same kind, and slashed a bloody path in Meteor Street.

Looking at the corpses all over the floor, who has never seen such a bloody scene? Nioh Masaharu couldn't stop? Vomiting, uncontrollable tears and nose smeared his face, looking embarrassed? No way.

But even so, the boy saw Yayoi's calm expression from his blurred vision.

The blond girl calmly put the blade back into the staff, her calm and cold eyes swept across the mess, and only when it fell on Masaharu Nioh did she slowly feel a little worried.

What did you feel? Nioh Masaharu just felt cold water poured on his head, and his body began to tremble uncontrollably.

He finally knew what was wrong with Yayoi for so many worlds.

It's eyes.

In the infinite world, Yayoi Asahina looked at people other than him, her eyes never changed.

——Asahina Yayoi never felt that those people were [life].

Just like a butcher and a lamb, will the butcher be afraid of killing a lamb and obliterating a life?

Of course not?.

And Yayoi Asahina is the butcher at this time, and the residents of Meteor Street who came to attack them are lambs.

"...Why, you can be so calm?"

Both Asahina Yayoi and Nioh Masaharu were children raised in a peaceful society. Law and morality are the shackles that restrict them, even in the infinite world.

Nioh Masaharu has not been able to cross the threshold in his heart so far, facing the same kind of swords.

so why?

Why did Yayoi Asahina break this shackle so easily?

"Why?" As if knowing what Nioh Masaharu was thinking, the blond girl was out of place and smiled: "Masaharu, do you know what Meteor Street is?"

She said softly: "This is just a cartoon world. All the people who are struggling to survive in Meteor Street are just because the cartoonists set up Meteor Street's existence."

"The one who created this world? He said that Meteor Street is an abandoned place, so Meteor Street is abandoned by the world; he said that in Meteor Street, strength is paramount, and countless people will fight each other and die because of resources. The fate of these people was decided by his pen."

"Since none of them can control their own destiny, then they are nothing more than puppets being manipulated."

She lowered her eyes and asked the stiff boy, "Do you think so?"

At the age of sixteen or seventeen, it is a time when you are extremely susceptible to influence.

But Yayoi Asahina discovered a part of the truth of the world at this age, and had doubts, resentment, and panic about herself, the world, and everything.

Doubting whether she is real, resenting whether someone is manipulating her? Life makes her? have to go through this, worrying whether her own life will end in the author's understatement.

Nioh Masaharu raised his head, his blue eyes were darkened by the reflection of the never-clear sky in Meteor Street.

"...you are too arrogant."

His voice trembled slightly, but he said firmly.

"Perhaps." Yayoi shrugged irrefutably, bent over and carried Nioh Masaharu who was almost half-stretched on his back, and walked out of Meteor Street step by step.

Nioh Masaharu couldn't see Yayoi's expression, but could only hear Yayoi's flat voice: "However, I still stick to my bottom line."

"The one who dies by my hands will only be the one who deserves to die. I will not do anything to any innocent person...whether it is the real world or the infinite world."

"We can make a vow that if one day I really? cross that line, you can kill me."

So the two signed the highest-level contract under the witness of the Lord God. As the supervisor, Masaharu Nioh can easily take her life as long as Yayoi Asahina crosses the line. .

But this oath did not change Yayoi Asahina's mind.

I don't know how many worlds until they work together.

The boy who had experienced countless tragedies in his life and the man who came to carry out the mission became companions for a while, and intelligently perceived the truth of the world dimly from the strangeness that the two never concealed.

When he was transformed into a man-eating ghost, his life was left with tragedy. The young man told Nioh Masaharu his discovery. Before Nioh Masaharu could be shocked, an idea appeared in his mind.

At the cost of all his points being deducted and the next world quest being the highest level of danger, he told this kid named [Yan] a piece of information.

So the boy rescued his best friend and kept the only time in his life by his side.

Yayoi saw fate being rewritten by puppets for the first time.

Under the wrath of the whole world, even if his life was in danger several times, even if everyone was obstructing him, that child still managed to break through the shackles of the plot and make his own... The future changes.

Yayoi was in a trance? After finishing the mission and returning to the main god space, almost panic? He wanted to ask Nioh Masaharu why he was there, but found that the boy did not appear by his side.

She realized in an instant that this was the rule that the main god reminded each player after entering the main god's space.

[It is not allowed to reveal the existence of the main god space to the people of the infinite world. ]

Yayoi stood there blankly, waiting for an unknown how long.

The only light source in the main god space is the main god hanging high in the sky. Players cannot rely on the light source to tell the elapsed time, and Yayoi is not in the mood to ask the main god.

I don't know how long it took, the silver-haired boy who was soaked in blood and even had a big hole in his heart appeared in the space of the main god.

She knew very well that the injuries received during the punishment task issued by the main god could not be healed by the main god, so Yayoi rushed forward with almost a blank mind, and she poured countless precious potions into the boy's throat Among them, he succeeded in saving Nioh Masaharu's lost life.

The young man, who was almost stained red with blood, raised his hand, wanting to touch the top of Yayoi's hair, but he hesitated because he saw the blood on his hands.

But Yayoi didn't care so much, she directly put her head under the young man's palm, and looked at Masaharu Nioh in bewilderment.

"Have you seen it?" the young man asked: "Even if someone's life is determined, but as long as you break that shackle, your destiny will be changed."

"Whether it's you or me, why aren't you fighting against fate?"

"If you win, you can change your destiny. If you lose, you can only die in a place that no one knows about."

"So what if we are also people in the box?"

"As long as we are so strong that they can't control us, we can change the established plot."

"So Yayoi..."

Nioh Masaharu looked at the dazed girl, and showed a gentle smile like a brother: "I want to become stronger."

They have gone through innumerable years together, Nioh Masaharu does not want to see Yayoi Asahina who feels strange to him in the distant future.

All the players in the Lord God Space know that Yayoi Asahina and Masaharu Nioh are close friends, not just ordinary friendship, but absolute trust and can give everything for each other.

Under the circumstances that Nioh Masaharu's reputation as a spiritual player is not as prominent as that of Asahina Yayoi, countless people have speculated about Nioh Masaharu's luck to be valued so much by Asahina Yayoi.

But they don't know that if Yayoi Asahina didn't have Masaharu Nioh around her back then, Yayoi Asahina might become a thug who has no respect for life.

"Yayoi...Miss Yayoi?"

Called to regain his thoughts, Yayoi looked at the person sitting next to him. Ten bundles of Tatara, ten bundles of Tatara, a little curious? Asked: "Did you think of something? Why did you suddenly start? Are you here?"

What came to mind?

The corners of Yayoi's mouth couldn't help but raised, and a smile also appeared from the corners of her eyes and brows.

"I thought of something."

Tokuta Tara looked at Yayoi's? expression, as if feeling something, he also smiled, and stopped asking.

Not long after, there was a knock on the big door of the study.

The rabbit pushed open the gate, knelt down on one knee and respectfully said, "My lord, the Red King released the sword of Damocles."

Dajue Changlu didn't speak, but looked at Yayoi.

The blond-haired, blue-eyed girl stood up and stretched her waist: "Then it's up to me to play next."

Doing things under the circumstances of? getting the plot back on track... Yayoi Asahina is the best at this kind of thing.

The author has something to say: I was really sleepy yesterday, and I woke up at three o'clock in the middle of the night.

Lying on the bed and playing with the mobile phone until dawn, I continued to fall asleep, and when I opened my eyes, oh, it's afternoon.

The flag I set up just fell down like this (crying)

These days I have to run proofs and prepare luggage, Gagen should be on the weekend... right(?)

*感谢在2021-07-0423:44:41~2021-07-0623:46:28期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mines: a irascible wild loli, 1 lazy and lazy;

感谢灌溉营养液的小天使：Akihioki20瓶；你可爱的爹、懒懒懒惰13瓶；不丧.、云外信10瓶；吃不胖的鲲、幼白、一只假羊、月sama、微逆光5瓶；冰叶2瓶；Dr.猼訑、白1瓶；

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!